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a7mad " Pack your things, we're going back to Dubai tomorrow...."

and he slammed the bathroom door behind him. He just left me there, as my mouth dropped open




what??!!! But why????!





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I felt tears crawling down my cheek as I was sitting there in shock. I was more freaked out than za3lana or something, why was he so angry? Like I did something to piss him off, as if it's my fault? Did I do anything that would upset him? I went over my thoughts and my memories but I couldn't come up with anything. La ,,laa it can't be my fault I know that I did nothing wrong, but why was he so angry? Why are we going back to Dubai? I don't want to go back just yet! Is he leaving me when we're there? Is our dads' deal over or something? Why wont he come out of the bathroom, why can't he explain everything to me righht now!

I felt my heart sinking, and my insides twisting, everything hurt. My heart was beating faster as I was silently crying. I couldn't stop the bad scenarios from playing in my head, of him coming out and randomly abusing me. Or going back home and divorcing me. My hands started to shiver, and my tears came out rapidly as I was still staring at the bathroom door.


chkk,,,,, *door lock opens*


The door opened slowly as he came out with his head to the floor and one of his hands scratching his head, he looked sad. He looked up at me as I was staring back at him, with the tears still freshly wet on my face, and no sound escaping my lips. I stared back at him cautiously, scared of what would happen next.
His eyebrows creased more when he saw me, and his mouth slightly opened like he was about to say something but then he closed it immediately. He walked a few steps slowly and sat right beside me and sighed. He turned his face to me, and I turned mine too and looked at him, he looked like he needed a hug much more than I do right now, bs my hands failed to lift themselves, I was still afraid of what might be his reaction, because after all I do not know him all that well.

a7mad " laish t9ee7een?"

He said calmly, with a low deep voice. I looked into his eyes and didn't say anything. Of course I wont say anything y3ne, ana roo7y zay'3a, what if I say something I shouldn't ? I want to ask him why we're going back bs..... a5af..... I'll wait for him to say the reason.
He sighed again, and reached for one of my hands and wrapped his over it, then he laid on his back, I turned my face to look at him, kan m'3amme'9 3yoona. the holding my hand thing means he's not mad at me 9a7? Why did he 7arej 3alay then?

a7mad " I don't wanna go back yet either"

He opened his eyes after saying that, then looked at me with a frown. Masa7t the dmoo3 that were on my face, it seemed like the right moment to ask him. So I laid on my side, facing him, and ybt our hands that were together nearer to my chest. I felt a relief in me because he didn't look mad at me anymore, he looked like he was back to the a7mad i have gotten used to, bs he looked really za3lan, and i couldn't hold my curiosity back any longer

me "mmm a7mad.."

I said wearily, with my weird 'after-crying' voice. He turned his face and looked at me, still with the sad face, He looked so cuute! I just wanted to kiss him 3ala 6ool, bs that would be just weird and out of nowhere! So, I cleared my throat and said with a frown

me " laish bnrd baachr?"

He looked at me while asking, b3dain he turned his face to the ceiling

a7mad " uhh5.. yarabiii ........ it's obooy and work.... el8sem elly ana adeera fl sharika 7alta really bad cz my assistant 7a'9reta 8arrar he quits faj2a because he got a way better offer in another company. W obooy mete99eL gali he booked us a ticket back cz he says its an emergency, w geltella it could wait y3ne 4 or 5 more days bs 7arraj 3alay and he said I'm irresponsible w he should've never depended on me w che, w elmhm enna '3a9bn 3anny lazm ard.."

He turned to face me, and laf that he's laying on his side now, just like me

a7mad " I'm sorry..."

At the time, I was processing kelshay, It's just a work thing y3ne? Thank god it's not my fault! bs honestly, 9a7 enna I was bummed 3shan I DO wanna stay here more, bs I was happy enna nuthing between me and a7mad changed, cz moments ago I imagined him leaving me, w I realized that I'm becoming attached to this man!

me " Why are you sorry? It's not your fault"

I said letting out a sigh of relief and a soft smile. He squinted his eyes, w looked confused, then he sat up and looked at me wonderingly

a7mad " That's it? You're not angry or annoyed or anythingg?"

I got up too and sat 3adel after he did

me " uuhh well it does ye8har bs it's your work, it's not like we can do anything to change it, right?"

I shrugged my shoulders innocently. He looked at me suspiciously, and raised one eyebrow.

a7mad " You don't even look ma8hoora. . ."
me " well......... honestlyyy..... the way u were angry t7arait it was something way worst! So I am sort of relieved because ... t7arait you were mad at me" *frown*
a7mad " Oh... Is that why you were crying?"

I nodded innocently with the etdal3ing frown still on my face.

a7mad " eeeeeh I'm sorry! bs knt m7arrej cz I don't want to go back!"
me " thats the only reason you were m7arrej??"
a7mad " Laish?" you don't think it's a good enough reason?"
me " well...I dunno... it was awal marra I see you that m7arrej, it sort of scared me"
a7mad " hehe ... knt m3a99eb w maknt a3arf what to do, ma7b when obooy y'39bni to do things for the sharika, bs at the same time ma7b I be stubborn w ignore him.....sorry I let it out on you"

I couldn't hold it in anymore! I got up and put my hands around his shoulders since ho kan yals and hugged him tightly, he looked at me weirdly while I was about to hug him, bs I ignored it!

me " hehehe You're such a baby!"

I let go of him and sat jdama on my knees 3al floor facing him. He totally ignored my teasing and looked back at me with a smile, bs .. I haven't seen this smile before, I didn't know what it was and what it meant, he looked like he was at ...peace? Madri it was weirdly different. He stayed like that for a bit, bs then I just felt weird

me "mmmmm hellooo??"
a7mad " oh sorryy.. sra7t"
me " hehe fee shooo haaaa"

I said teasingly, awana y3ne being funny, not expecting him to answer. He looked at me devilishly and smirked

a7mad " feech intii......"

he said with a deep voice that would make you shiver! My face changed and of course i turned red! w I got up and I looked at him with a scared face! ahhhh it was so awkward! 6ab3an he burst out laughing at my reaction. uurgh! I'm glad I changed his mood, bs maybe it was better when he was quieter and innocent? Adree enna I do want him, bs when he actually 'says' it ..it feels weird! I'm sooo not used to thissss !

He got up and was walking towards me, I was still looking at him scared, I started walking backwards cautiously wondering about his intentions , he stopped and raffa3 one eyebrow

a7mad " So it's only ok if YOU hug me?!"

I stood in my place, and felt stupid for thinking he would do anything else, he'd never rape me right? he's a7mad after all... but....maybe... I don't mind if it's him ? ahh no no what am I saying I DO mind if he does it by force!! But... he'll never do it ...right?

me " oh ... hehe" * i looked down and locked my hands*

I suddenly felt his hands on my shoulder, w he was slowly pushing me back, I looked up and I saw his face, still with the devilish look on. My back was to the wall now and he had one of his hands on my shoulder and the other one stretched out on the wall, he was surrounding me.

a7mad " Laish.......what did you think I would do ....."

He was breathing heavily, as he eyed my body mn ta7at laaaain foug. I on the other hand was about to cry due to the sudden change in mood! What's up with this guy! he's scaring me! ahh I should've never worn this! My face was filled with fear, I wanted to push him away bs I was too weak to lift my hands. I just stared into his eyes holding my tears inside. I know I have kissed him before, bs this person jdami is NOT acting like a7mad ! He brought his face closer and his nose rubbed on my neck. I could feel his breath on my neck, it made me shiver. I shut my eyes tight in fear, no....no.....! uuh!
I felt his lips on my neck, fta7t 3ainy shwaya and a tear escaped my eyes. rfa3 rasa after kissing my neck for a bit with a wide grin on his face, which immediately vanished after he saw my face 3adel.

a7mad " ro'9aa! ro'9aa why are you crying!!!! I thought.. I thought... uhh asef walla t7arait u were ok with kissing ! ro'9aa... I'm sorry ..."

Kel el tears that I was holding in rushed out after he said that... like it was ok to breathe now! OMg sho mshkeltiiiii! I did kiss him gabl... bs madri he was acting all scary! Bs he did do that gabl too ! bss I don't know...! I was shivering mn el 9ya7, he kept saying sorry and I dug my face in his chest and wrapped my hands around his waist, and held him tight. He put his hands around me too, which definitely calmed me down, we stayed like that for a while, he was quiet, and I was too, just breathing calming myself down.

I tilted my head up to see his face, he was looking seeda sar7an in another world. I loosened my hands around him and looked up at him. His head moved when I did that and he let go of me when he saw that I wasn't crying anymore. He went to the bed and sat 3alaih and dug his head into his palms and sighed. I couldn't help not feeling guilty, cz fl a5eer it isn't entirely his fault, like my clothes were asking for it, actually i DId want it, bs m3rf what happened to me. I went over to him and sat on my knee jdama

me "a7mad .... i'm sorry...walla.....bss u scared me.... i ...."

He lifted his head up when I was talking, and had this innocent guilty look on his face.

a7mad " ro'9a did u really think I would hurt you? 9a7 enna we haven't been together for so long, bs mb L hal daraja y3ne, I'm sorry for joking around bs t7arait you knew me better than to fall for it"
me " no bss..... uuh I dnoo"

I frowned and looked at my lap, uff 9a7 kalama I do know him better than that, bs shdarani he could have been fooling around those past few days right?

a7mad " uuh I guess we have to know each other better than this... ro'9a....mmmm...... how about we slow things down? a7s it's better, I don't want something like this to happen again.... ok?...what do you think?"

wHAT? slow things down? No more kissing? but but ....!
he is right though...I looked at him with a slight frown, bs then I nodded slowly, although I did not want to, bs it seemed as the right thing to do at the moment. He got up sighed, and smiled, more like forcibly smiled, ashkra his smile wasn't for real..

a7mad " Yalla let's pack our things together ! "
me " ummm....ok"

He walked into the closet ahead of me, I followed him slowly lost in thought...I couldn't stop thinking of how I screwed things up!


UGHH noo ! what have I done!!

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I couldn't help not blushing, remembering the kiss from before. He just laughed at me and looked back at the menu. Then out of nowhere I look up and ....





manal " OMG ! a7mad hiii agaaaaaaaain! You're everywhere!!"





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OMG mn wain yat hayy!!! She walked 9oobna all perky and happy. a7mad looked at me and shrugged a smile thn laf 9oobha as she approached us.

a7mad "oh hi manal" *smiling politely*
manal "hiiiiiiii agaain hehee, we have the same taste haa" *wink*

a7mad laf 9oobi looked at me, as if he was being cautious or something,, then looked back at her and smiled. At the time, I was looking at her with no expression on my face, wla ymkn a slightly pissed look, i mean c'mon we're on our honeymoon leave us alone!

manal " Listen I hafto ask you for a favor! "

ana hny esta'3rabt y3ne, wtf is wrong with her, faj2a I saw her pulling a chair mn the 6awla ely 3dalna and she placed it 3dal a7mad. a7mad laf 9oobi and shrugged his shoulders while she was reaching for something mn her humungous Gucci bag. 6ale3at a folder with papers inside then looked up at me and flashed a fake smile

manal " I'm glad you don't mind"
me "eh..."

she turned to a7mad before I could say anything back

manal " Ok so listen, I'm SO HAppy that I bumped into you twice!! It's like fate! I had these papers w I've been wanting to give them to you, it would be grEAT if you hand them to your dad, since he'll probably read it if it's coming from you, don't worry it's nothing bad y3ne, its just suggestions, w ideas for the new project 7ag el company, w I'd really want him to give me a chance.. what do you say?"

Then she pouted, tedala3 3alaih,, uuuh! my insides were burning, first of all HOW informal is that! Second, what is she a stalker??? Third, i think I'm turning into a jealous freak altho I'm just starting to really like a7mad! I'd really like it if I could stand up and slap her and take a7mad and walk away, bs she didn't kiss him or something you know, I can't do that....lel2asaf! w the problem is that a7mad was taking it seriously, ok ymkn he's being formal wyaha, bs mb wakta this was supposed to be ouurr dinner! he was looking through her papers shwaya, then looked up at her and nodded

a7mad "enshalla I'll try my best"
manal " THANK you thank yoou! OMG ur like my heroo ! shkraan !"
a7mad " no problem"
manal " eeeeeh no 9dg u have no idea how amazing it iss yaay! ok shkran *standing up* ok I'll leave you now! see you around! "

She walked away after that, and a7mad was staring at the file then looked at me. I was staring at her walking away from us with a pissed off look. ALL this is just annoying, i don't know what to feel anymore . . .

I sighed and looked at him. He smiled innocently.. urrrrgh the ktkooooot smile that I love, bs may59ni I was still pissed, adree it's not his fault bs i AM annoyed, So I didn't smile back at him, I just looked at him for kamn second then looked back 3al 6awla and drank my water w stared straight ahead.

a7mad " cmon,, a7een 9dgggg ana masawait shay ! "

I looked at him confused with my eyebrows creased.

me " You found ALL THAt normal???"
a7mad " mmmmm el9ara7a ,,,she is weird, w sort of a stalker,,, bs it happens alot mb awal marra,,, seee I told you she didn't like me she was just using me"
me " R you sayin you have lots of stalkers ??"

he sat straight and nafa5 9adra

a7mad " Yes I AM quiet popular, you know like a celebrity e7m e7m"

I looked at him and rolled my eyes and laughed

me " ahaa riiight"
a7mad " heheh shoo 9dg!"
me " okk ana maglt shaay hehe "

He stopped laughing and looked at me and sighed, then held my hand. And smiled sincerely

a7mad " a7b... how everything is going between us....a lot"

I looked at him and blushed, then looked down awana y3ne shy ... hehe

me " me too . ..."

Then he slipped his hands off mine w before I lifted my head up he reached for my cheek and pinched it

me " ayyyyyy!! "
a7mad " muhahahha ! "

I was reaching for his cheeks for pay back bs he kept blocking my hand with his

a7mad " CAn't touch me taananana (8)"

I finally gave up and turned to my menu and glared at him.

The dinner was pleasant we didn't order much food he ordered shay 9'3eer and i ordered ayshay he suggested, and we kept laughing and making fun of each other, w then we got back to the hotel later, it was like 10 pm spain time. Aside from the freak show manal the stalker, I'd say this was one of the best nights I've spent! Is it too early to say enna a7bbbbbb hal ensaan?

Tonight I was happy, tonight I felt like I liked him alot!! so tonight I decided to wear shay maaaybe more exposed than usual? DOn't get me wrong I'm still not ready for sex, bs I do want to seduce him into making out with me! AH that was great before we went out, I love todaaay so very much! I grabbed a short white cotton night dress thing, and went to the bathroom to change while he changed in the bedroom.

I took a deep breath and put on my dress that came up to half my thighs t8reeban. Then fixed my hair, and kept my make up on.

I went out of the bathroom and saw him still in his clothes sitting on the bed talking on the phone looking at the floor, he looked up whn 6la3t, jst one glance then looked back 3al ar'9

a7mad " enzain......laa 3adii.............ok........akeed...........haih "

I went and sat on the bed 3dala, looked at his face, I haven't seen him this serious ever( not like my ever is a long time,,, bs still)

a7mad "mmm.......uhm.......haih enzain.......ok yalla.........ma3 el salama"

he put the phone on his thigh with his eyebrows creased, m3a99eb. I was scared to say anything. I don't know ho mn ay nou3, the people who like being talked to when they're angry, or the ones who want to be left alone. So I decided to just sit there, and wait for shay mn his side. He got up and threw his phone on the side table and was walking to the bathroom with his back to me

a7mad " Pack your things, we're going back to Dubai tomorrow...."

and he slammed the bathroom door behind him. He just left me there, as my mouth dropped open




what??!!! But why????!

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I looked at him dazzled. I was taken back by my thoughts.... how could I feel this way........I actually liked it .......and.....and....




I wanted more ............





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I kept looking at him dazed, his eyes looked back at mine curiously for a reaction, but I didn't give him a satisfactory reaction, I couldn't react, what was I supposed to tell him? Don't go anywhere, i want you? Or maybe I don't have to use any words.
I pulled my face closer to his hesitant face, and placed my lips on his cheeks kissing him and moving my lips lower, yet slowly getting closer and closer to his lips, I could feel him getting excited while his hands moved from my back to my lower back, then running down lower. When it was time to kiss his lips I lifted my head up and engaged my stare into his eyes, and he looked back into mine.


trrrn...trrrrn.... ( door bell)


We both paused, I sighed, and a7mad cringed.


' Rooom service ..' (from behind the door)


I sat back politely on the sofa, and looked at him innocently while he was standing up clenching his fists, obviously m8hoor.Then he took one look at me, sighed, and headed to open the door. He carried the tray himself, closed the door behind him, w ya jdami w 7a6a on the table and sat on the floor leaving a space mjabel the tray. raffa3 rasa and looked at me, as if saying ta3ali, but strangely, he said nothing. I got up, and sat 3al floor in front of my tray, for some reason me and a7mad weren't even smiling at each other. Both of us looked at each other carefully, as if waiting for a response for what has happened earlier. But, no one said anything about it.

a7mad " uuh... ro'9aa"

I jumped at the sound of his voice, while I was taking off the covers on my food. And looked at him innocently and decided to use my innocent voice too, hoping he wouldn't talk about anything, a7s it would be awkward.

me " na3am?"
a7mad " Do you want to go out ba3ad u eat?" *with a wide smile drawn on his face*

I think I forgot about my tummy hurting me after all that closy-ness. I could feel my face brighten as he asked me, I grinned back and enthusiastically nodded. I was kind of tired of this room, I really wanted to go out, although it was almost dark outside, bs whatever I slept through most of the day anyways! I gobbled my food bser3a, while he went in to change, then I followed him into the room. He came out of the dressing room area with only his jeans on! and two shirts in his hand, ASHKRa he's seducing me! this slutty man! hehe.. he looked at me first with a devilish grin, then he looked at his k7le lacoste shirt, and the other black shirt mktoob 3alaih Emporio Armani.

a7mad " Which one should I wear?"
me "mmm both r nice"

I think he noticed that I wasn't even looking at his shirts, I'm pretty obvious when I stare at something else. His super fit body was, pure hotness I should say, or maybe I'm just saying that because I just kissed him? I swear my hormones are out of proportion today! He came closer to me, I forced my eye off his body and on to his face, he was looking at me with a grin of a person 9dg m9addeg 3mra! uuh I shouldn't boost his confidence this much

a7mad " What are you staring at?"

He said with the most arrogant voice fl 3alam! He just has to embarrass me doesn't he ! uf uf uf ! I glared at him and then looked the other way

me " You should wear the lacoste shirt, I'll go change bser3a"

I went to my bag and pulled out pair of black skinny jeans, and an orange diesel baggy shirt, and a black long sleeve body and wore my sheila and put on eyeliner, mascara, and all the basic make up, and shalait this black bag that my mom put for me, I think it was burberry, interesting. I just took it because it matched my clothes, and then I dumped in it my phone wallet and stuff, and ran to the 9ala, where a7mad was sitting on the sofa impatiently, but his face lightened up when he saw me, and he stood up.

a7mad " You look '3air.. hehe"
me " ayy what do you mean?" *etdal3ing frown*
a7mad " la2 bs y3ne, che ur met3adla u know"
me " ehhh.. thank you?"
a7mad " hehe yalla yalla lets goo"

He took the room's card and his BB, and put it in his jeans pocket w 6la3na mn our room. gabl ma ne6l3 mn el lift, he saw me, and smiled, then reached for my hand and held it in his, and looked straight jdam, and walked dragging me along with him to the lobby to ask for a lemo to take us out.

We sat in the lobby where there were sofas, and we were randomly nsoolf about where to go, to eat, or just walk around, and stuff, when I heard this girly voice mn b3eed


girl " a7maaaad a7maad!!!"


I turned my face to see this girl approaching us, she had black leggings on, with a sleeveless blue short dress , and fully accessorized, with her hair in curls, all perfectly done, she made me feel so under dressed! a7mad got up when she got closer, so I decided do get up as well. to be nice? Who the hell is she screaming his name like that in the first place? She came running to a7mad,

girl " halla a7maaaaad sh5baark! omg sub7anna allah sho hal 9dfa el 7elwa! of all the places we r both in SPAIN! and in the same hotel omg ! LOL "
a7mad " hehe ya"
girl " so umm..... you're here on your honeymoon I'm guessing?"

A7mad turned and gestured towards me, She looked at me and glared! I swear I saw her glare!! w she scanned me mn foug lain ta7at, ma 5allat shay feeni she didn't eye.

a7mad "yup,,,,manal this is ro'9a"

I decided to be nice, fa tjadamt and I stood exactly near a7mad and smiled

me "hi"
manal "uuuh... hey"

she gave me a disgusted look! and Looked at a7mad with a totally different face of smiles and flirting. I felt so disregarded, so I went and sat back on the sofa, a7mad turned 9oobe when I walked away, then about a minute later she said goodbye and left him.

He came and sat beside me on the sofa I was on, I had my arms crossed, and I was tapping my feet on the floor in discomfort. I had this burning feeling inside my stomach, it hurt, and as he came closer to me and I saw his face, with a smile like he just enjoyed talking to her, I felt like throwing up all of a sudden. I hate that girl! HOW dare she stare at me like that, and be all over 'my' husband right in front of me! omg ! How could some people be so low !

a7mad " ro'9aaa... the car is here yallaa"

He grabbed my hands and pulled me off the sofa, w rekabna in the lemo and headed off to this place 3nd a lake, where there's a small known restaurant, I didn't hear the other details he was saying, My mind was busy with this 'manal' and how she was totally flirting with him, it bothered me. We didn't talk fl way, he just looked at me then smiled and we both were staring out at spain, at last we were out! Although I still had that awful feeling in my stomach after i saw 'manal' .

When w9alna, the lemo guy came and opened the door for me, I went out and saw a7mad walking towards me with a wide grin. I didn't smile back, just looked at him as he came and led us lain el ma63am, it was such a cosy restaurant with dim lights, and soft music, we sat on the table elly barra3 ely y6el 3al bu7ayra, I wasn't going to eat, bs I really wanted to go out, bs a7een this feeling in me is really annoying, I've never felt shay che before. I was staring 3al bu7ayra, as the waitress was giving a7mad the menu, and making da3aya for their new offer or something, then handed me the menu as I was still staring 3al bu7ayra.

a7mad " ro'9aa"

I turned towards him and looked at his concerned face.

a7mad " what's wrong?"
me " ha? nothing's wrong" (I tried putting on a fake smile)
a7mad " c'mon ro'9a, u can tell me, marra w7da u became che, i thought u wanted to go out..."
me " Yes I do, I'm fine a7mad, it's nothing"
a7mad " Bs you were laughing w kelshay fl lobby until...."

He paused a bit, then raffa3 one eyebrow, and looked at me as if he just discovered something.

a7mad " until manal came . . . "
me " may5e9a... I'm fine... who is she by the way?"

I said with a sort of shaky voice, getting straight to the point. He had his arrogant smile on.

a7mad " hehe... maknt a3arf ennch t'3arain 3alay.. heheee"

I creased my eyebrows, then looked at the menu laying jdami, avoiding his stare.

me " I don't.."

I said with a low voice, barely hearable. Because apparently, I do. But I just found out that, sooo it doesn't count?

a7mad " ahaa.... well manal is fl dawam wyana, she works for my dad y3ne.."
me " oh . . ."
a7mad " I'm flattered ena you're jealous.. bs ro'9a mb l hal daraja? hehe... maknt a3arf ennch u like me this much "

He said with a wide grin, m9addeg 3mra. 9a7 enna I was jealous bs I wouldn't admit that to him! Haly nage9, a5alee y9adg 3mra zyada.

me " It's not that, it's just that I didn't like her..."
a7mad " why? She's really nice"
me " only to you...." ( I rolled my eyes)
a7mad " sho 8a9dch?"
me " What I mean is that she's just nice wyak entaa"
a7mad " may59a.. it's just cz she works for my dad, that's why she's che wyay"
me " ahaa..."
a7mad " haha '3ayoooraa"
me " I told u may5e9a, bs 3a6atny na'9rat 7a8eera, it was annoying, like I'm beneath her or something"
a7mad " hahaha You probably imagined that because you were jealous heheh! "

uff! A7een I'm opening up to him and he's making fun of me, ana el '3al6ana! I sighed heavily and then glared at him w folded my hands. He noticed that I was seriously mad, so he tried changing the subject

a7mad " so, sho bt6lbeeen?"
me " mashay, mb yo3ana....I just ate"
a7mad " drinks? desert ? 3ndhm those fruits wyaa vanilla ice cream looks latheeth , shoo rayech?"
me " la2.... maba........"
a7mad " fine kaifch ana baa6lb shay latheeeeth w I won't give you mennaa ! hehe"

I lifted my head and looked him in the eye and pouted slightly, knt sort of za3lana, my hormones, mixed with jealousy, mixed with annoyance from his teasing me, When a girl tetdalla3 a guy should give her face ! not tease her more..... I know I was over doing it, bs knt aba ydaal3nii back,, and well,,, I wasn't getting anything yet.

He sighed then put his menu on the table, and stood up and pulled his chair so that its exactly 3dal mine, and sat back down. He put his hands 3ala my chair and turned me so that I'm exactly facing him, knee to knee. I looked at him innocently still with an 'im za3lana' face...I knew I was being over daloo3a, bs I really wanted something like ' THIS ' to happen!.. hehe...

He looked into my eyes, with all the teasing sense gone, he had his serious face on.

a7mad " Laish za3lana ro'9a?"

I opened my lips wanting to say something, bs ma3eraft what to tell him... So I just looked into his eyes with a sad look on my face. He reached for my hands and wrapped both of them in his. I bet he knew that would comfort me

me " its just ........"
a7mad " just what?..."
me " She was just all over you, wala channa I exist right there behind you, 7atta when you told her, she acted wala ka2anna it matters and continued with whatever she was doing......and well....... it annoyed me..... I don't care how we got married,, you're still myyy husband, ma7b when people disregard me"
a7mad " So you're mad at herr so that automatically makes you mad at me?"
me " 7asait you were 6affing me too when knt tkalemha.....and... madri 7asait what if we were back in Dubai, is that how it's going to be? And madrii"

My eyes starting tearing, I don't know where all this was coming from, but it's true, it is how I felt.

a7mad " I waasn't ignooring u ! bs salamt 3alaiha, I was being nice y3ne"

I looked down at our hands interlocked. I liked what we had here so far, It's much better than I had ever expected it to be, bs a7s it's too good to be true. Akeed something's going to change once we go back home. I saw one of his hands letting go of mine, then he placed it on my cheeks I looked at him

a7mad " Listen to me ro'9a.... I'm sorry etha 7sastech enna I was ignoring you, but that wasn't my intention really! I'd never do shay like that to u. W you should know that the only thing that's going to change once we go back is that we'll be closer to each other than now...I hope y3ne heh.."

He said as a sincere smile was gradually drawn on his face. I looked into his eyes, and couldn't hold back my smile, HE always knew what to say! I couldn't fight back the tears in my eyes, they weren't tears of sadness, bs che he was too sweet and it made me cry ( I had my period you can't blame me )

a7mad " ayy lat9ee7een ro'9aaa"
me " ehh.. sorryyy"

I was wiping my tears wya my hand, still smiling widely. he took my hands off my face and massa7 one cheek, then the other, then got closer and kissed the crown of my head slowly, and passionately. After that 6ala3ny in my eyes with a devilish grin on his face, I looked down shyly and smiled

a7mad " hehe katkootaa"

I looked at him and just grinned, as he turned to face the table and opened my menu

a7mad " yallaaa lets see what ro'9a wants to eat! "
me " hehe ro'9a will eat whatever a7mad wants her to eat"
a7mad " wehh kel ha because he kissed her forehead, 3yal etha kan y3arf kan kel youm he'll kiss her"

I couldn't help not blushing, remembering the kiss from before. He just laughed at me and looked back at the menu. Then out of nowhere I look up and ....





manal " OMG ! a7mad hiii agaaaaaaaain! You're everywhere!!"

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I was thinking about what fatooma said, it kept rewinding in my head ' ur in denial!'


am I?



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a7mad eventually fell asleep with the Tv on, it showed that he was fast asleep, he was sleeping on his tummy with his head laf 9oobi and his arms one near his face and the other jst stretched b3eed. I took the remote from 3dala and put it over the side table, and 3adalat la7afa that he is well m'3a6ay, he must get better, mafeeni ymra'9 anymore. akeed te3ab, lots have happened, it's been a long day. I climbed down into the blanket, and was thinking about the things that have happened. I can't believe I already feel comfortable with him with me on the same bed. I sighed and closed my eyes putting the events of today behind me, and fell asleep.

I woke up to very low voices, but kept my eyes closed, I was still half asleep. While trying to identify the annoying voices, I could feel my head going up, then down, then up a bit then down again and so on, very slightly , but the feeling was present I was sure. I opened my eyes slightly , but everything was still blurry so I closed them, I stretched my arms and body, then put my arm around my pillow, the pillow seemed harder than usual, I didn't want to wake up, I think I've slept for over 10 hours I can feel it, whenever I oversleep I tend to become lazy and unable to wake up immediately. I tightened my arms around the pillow, I didn't want to wake up just yet, the state I was in felt so comfortable, so warm, so right. I peeked through my closed eyes, and I saw that my pillow was black, weird I remember my pillow being white yesterday. I struggled into opening my eyes more, and my vision cleared up more. I saw two legs extending from my pillow, how weird. I must be dreaming? I sat up and looked at the room around me, it looked just like the room I was in last night, my dreams are never this real. I turned my face and I saw a7mad with an amused look on his face with a slight grin brushing on his lips. I stared at him with my eyebrows creased. what a weird dream this is. I kept staring at him, waiting for something to happen in this dream.

a7mad " 9abaa7 el 5aair?"

I stared at his face, then looked away at the room again, investigating my surroundings. then I looked down at his shirt, it was black, and the extending legs, were his. I got off the bed, why was I sleeping on 9adra in this dream?

me "weird" *mumbling to myself"
a7mad " ha?"
me " this is a weird dream"

that's when he burst out laughing, I think I saw tears escaping his eyes, I looked at him confused, then he lifted his head looked at my confused look with a huge grin on his face and still laughing,

a7mad " r u serious?"

I just creased my eyebrows more, and looked at him weirdly. He got up ya jdamy and reached his hand to my shoulder, then pinched me

me " AYY! What was that for???... "

I rubbed my hand on the place he pinched me, it really hurt! What kind of dream is this real???? but it can't be real

a7mad " To prove you're awake and not dreaming??"
me " bs this has to be a dream!"
a7mad " haha Laish?"
me " Why in hell would I be sleeping on your chest IN REAL LIFE??"
a7mad * flashing a hot devilish grin* " you tell me...."

I looked at him scared, then ran off to the bathroom and locked the door behind me. Then went to the sink and splashed some water on my face. Shit I am awake! How many hours of sleep does it take to make me this m9a6la!! AND WHy IN HELL Was I sleeping 3ala 9aDRAAAA?!! HE was the one that sleep talked at night Not me!

I stepped out of the bathroom and saw him sitting on the edge of the bed looking at the Tv, well that explains the low noisy voices! Bs as soon as I got out of the bathroom his stare shifted to me, and the amused grin was drawn on his face all over again. I scowled at him

me "don't u dare say anything! ..."
a7mad " say what? that you were sleeping 3alay? Or the part where you thought it was all a dream? hahahaha"

I just stood there staring at him laughing hysterically like it was the funniest thing he has ever witnessed, it was so embarrassing my face turned flashy red, and I crossed my hands waiting for him to stop it, but he didn't he was still laughing, I know it's funny bs mb l hal daraja! My eyes started tearing up, I was embarrassed, angry, mtwatra, and everything. faj2a the sound of his laugh disappeared and he rushed jreeb 3anni and his face expression turned to a worried one

a7mad "Ro'9aa?? why are you crying???"

I know I am mad, bs mb l hal daraja enna I cry! I wanted to say I don't know to him, but I knew if I said anything I would cry more. I just shook my head and shrugged my shoulders.

a7mad "heyyy c'moon! bs 3ashan I laughed?? I'm sorry ok? It's just that it was so funny ! hehehhe"

Why was I this angry!??! I gave him a cold stare, then went to the bathroom again. My assumption was correct. Now I know why I was crying. It's that time of the month!
I washed my face again, and waited to calm down this time before getting out of the bathroom. Then when 6ela3t there was no one there fl bedroom. I felt like crap. That explains my million hour sleep, I climbed back into the blankets, here goes another day in spain to waste. I saw him walk into the bedroom slowly, looking at me with an apologetical look, as he sat on the bed beside me, facing me. He reached for my forehead, checking my temperature I guess. Then he looked at me with concerned eyes, yet serious ones.

a7mad " what's wrong? shay y3awrch?"

I shook my head innocently and cringed at the pain of my stomach.

a7mad " y3ne kel ha just cz I laughed at you ro'9a?"

I didn't reply, I wished he would just vanish away, i hate talking to people when I have my period, I just want to be alone. I shut my eyes closed and heard him sigh and leave the room.

I woke up later, still feeling lazy. I got up went to the bathroom, then re7t el 9ala. A7mad was sitting there flipping through the channels, with an extremely bored expression on his face. He saw me come out of the bedroom bs jst one glance then took his stare back to the Tv. mmm that was a first. I sat beside him on the sofa and put a pillow over my stomach to keep it warm. I was desperately waiting for him to say something, but he didn't. I turned my face to him, and just looked at him, waiting for him to look back, he turned his face to me and raised one eyebrow

a7mad "what?"
me " mmm a7mad..uh"
a7mad "ro'9a if you expect me to apologize for laughing at a funny thing, I wont 3ashan el 9ara7a I don't think ana '3al6an in any way, I don't know why you cried, bs ... mm madrii"

He said it with such a cold expression and turned his face back to the Tv. Who said I expect him to apologize?!! What happened to the ' I don't want to see you crying' a7mad, I felt the tears crawling back to my eyes. Oh no, my hormones are kicking in agaain ,, ahhh!
He turned to face me, with a surprised, confused face.

a7mad ' ahh what did I do now??"

I looked at him with my teary eyes and shrugged my shoulders, as in saying I don't know. At that moment all I wanted was someone to comfort me, even if my crying had no explanation, but of course he didn't get that, he doesn't even know what's wrong with me. I couldn't sit up anymore, my stomach pain was kicking back in. I put my head down on his lap and held my knees close to 9adry, ignoring his overly confused face, I need something, or someone warm, and this was the only way I could get it, I didn't want to bother explain myself. I felt his hand on my hands that were placed on my stomach, then his cold touch on my face, moving my hair off my face

a7mad " ro'9a sho feech?"

I looked to his worried face, and thought it was time I tell him, uff why didn't he figure it out lain a7een?! He's definitely old enough to know symptoms of the period! I pointed at my stomach, then he looked at me for seconds trying to figure out what I meant, then he gasped as he found out

a7mad " Oooooh! That..."

I just nodded slightly, then he gave me a soft smile.

a7mad "That explains everything!"

He put his hands over my hip and I heard him mumble a sorry bs I wasn't so sure that's what he said, but that was what it sounded like. We sat there in silence, with nothing but the Tv sound on. After about an hour I was so hungry, I haven't eaten anything all day, I sat up as he turned to face my frowned face questionably,

me " a7mad I'm hungry"
a7mad " oh mmm what do you want to eat?"
me " mmm madri ayshay you want...?"
a7mad " oh mmmm I hope you don't mind bs ana kalait when you were sleeping, knt wayd yo3an...bs mmm I ate shay che chicken and mushroom sauce fouga with baked potato kan latheeth you want?"

The thought that he ate without me bothered me, but I don't know why. It gave me a weird feeling in my stomach. I didn't want to think so I decided to just eat what he ate

me "oh... mmm ok"
a7mad " ok I'll call them now for u"

He went to the phone and dialed room service, and ordered. Then he came back to where he was sitting

a7mad " So, are you feeling any better?"
me "mmmm maybe shway"

I gave him a slight smile that I tried forcing out of myself.

a7mad "come here"

He said while patting 3dala and putting his arm stretched on top of the cushion. I thought about it for a second, but decided to abandon my worries, it's just a7mad after all. So r7t 3dala and he pushed my head gently onto his chest and put his stretched arm around my shoulder. I tilted my head up looking at his satisfied face, he looked happy.

I felt this sudden attraction to him, I wanted him, I wanted to kiss him, his lips seemed to call for mine. Both of us were heavily breathing at that time. He started bringing his face closer to mine, he was aiming for my lips I could see his eyes filled with lust staring at my lips. I didn't want to runaway, I was right where I wanted to be.
He was so close that I could feel his breath on my face, There was a hesitation on both parts as our lips were only centimeters away from touching, He closed his eyes, and I closed mine, and I felt it, his lips on mine, just a peck that lasted for seconds and he pulled slowly back studying my face. I was bewildered, my expression was blank, I looked at him dazzled. I was taken back by my thoughts.... how could I feel this way........I actually liked it .......and.....and....




I wanted more ............

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Could I really just forget what he just said to me? Is that why he almost kissed me last time,

OMG,, how could I be so dense!!?


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I just sat there in my place staring into space. Does he expect anything to change since he 'likes' me now? I know that I am not ready for any kind of touching or intimacy or whatever. Ok he's hot and cute and nice, but daloo3! bs elmhm enna I'm not ready. I turned my face to him with the cover over his head, omg channa baby this guy, but he's hurt, it was written all over his face when he got angry, although I didn't hurt him on purpose, sho asawee a7een? I wonder what he said after the 'this girl i like' part, he said it was hard for him to say it, I must let it out of him, starting with apologizing? y3ne 9dg he said HE LIKES me, that's a big deal, y3ne usually people say one thing at a time... bs el'9ahr he's '3air 3an kel el nas.

I got off the bed and went to my side ( the side he was facing), He closed his eyes the second I saw his angry face, awana y3ne he's sleeping. I laid on my back staring at the ceiling, maybe waiting for the moment he realizes that what he's doing is very childish perhaps? Until my stomach started growling ruining everything! I was so hungry it was like noon now and I haven't eaten anything since my sushi and little bit of pasta last night. As soon as it grumbled a7mad fta7 3aina and looked at me, ashkra holding in a laugh, My face went directly red! My stomach tends to be embarrassing a lot . . bs maybe this time it would help lighten the mood between me and a7mad?

me "oh shit!" *poking my tummy 3shan it shuts the hell up*

He looked at me again, sighed, and sat up. His angry face was back he turned his face to the other side, still acting like a kid,

a7mad "so I guess you're hungry?"

me "mm........a7mad listen....."

I guess I caught his attention when I said his name, he turned his head with his cold, hurt stare.

a7mad "Listening .......unlike.....someone I know....."

He shot me a glare, I mean seriously? hehe Y'9a7k though! I gave him a ' r u serious' look then went back to my apology thing

me "I don't know what to say .... '3air...enaaa...I'm really sorry...I didn't do it on purpose wallaa.... it's just......its just....."

I noticed his eye's emotion changing, his wrinkled eye brows rested.

a7mad " it's just what?"

I looked at him then shifted my stare to my now locked fingers tapping each other, and decided to just not look him in the eye while talking, perhaps that would be easier

me " a7mad....It was too much to process all at once, I zoned out after hearing like one sentence..... I'm sorry bs mb bl 3amd... I'm really sorry that I offended you or something...."

I heard no response from him so I decided to take the courage and look up, rfa3t rasi and I saw him staring into his palms, thinking, I think?

me "mmmmm.... what is this payback y3ne ur ignoring me? a7maaad?"

He looked slowly up and a slight smile was drawn on his face, like way too 5feef, but good for a start I guess.

a7mad " heh.... I didn't think of that, bs that would've been a good one hehe...."

y3ne this means he's ok 5ala9? But like we didn't even talk about it, I looked straight w knt sar7ana, rewinding what he said to me gabL.....I looked up at him, lost in his thoughts as well....Kan fatrat silence, bs not an awkward one, bs che both of us suddenly sra7na, He had his head dropped, and his forehead creased with serious eyes, and a straight face bs around his eyes it was a bit darker, and his eyes were red. It came back to me! I forgot that he was sick.

me "a7mad,,, how's your fever 9a7??"

He snapped out of his world, and looked at me lost for a second, lain ma he came back together.

a7mad " oh that..mmmm rasi shway y3awrni bs my throat is better"

He gave me his ultimate cute smile, the full wide one! The one that you can't help not smiling back to.

me "soo.. mmmm....... you're not mad at me anymore??"
a7mad "ehh... Look ro'9a... adree I got really angry w I'm so sorry, Bs t3arfeen I felt embarrassed, I blurted everything out w fl a5eer it's like I was talking to myself u know?"
me *with a frown and puppy eyes* "I said I was sorryyy"
a7mad " hehe adree adree.... btw mmmm what did you hear me say ?"

He looked at me with curious eyes, I looked straight down at my lap, ahhh maynoon! Akeed he knows what I heard bs he wants to tease me ? uuh whatever here goes nothing, I felt my face burning though! It must be really red right nooow!

me "mmmm... u knw... enna... yoouuu...u like this girl "

I heard him chuckle so I looked up in confusion, what's so funny?

a7mad " You look cute when you blush" *smirk*

I opened my eyes wide at him, then looked down with my wide eyes and blushed more! What's WROng with me!!!

a7mad "hehe,,, I'll order breakfast so your stomach maysaweelna another earthquake hahahha"

I shot him a glare, he makes a joke and laughs at his own joke? Maynoon! He took the phone and called room service and such.
He closed the phone and looked at me

a7mad " all taken care of! hehe"

he winked at me, then smiled his amazing smile, and I smiled back w we stayed like that for a while,

a7mad " hehe If this was a movie, we'd be kissing by now"

I could feel my face turning pale and the smile vanishing straight away, and my eyes widening. He leaned his head closer with his eye brows raised still looking at me

a7mad "KiddinG? hahahh! t'9a7keen"

I sighed and took the pillow and raised it above me as in ready to aferra 3alaih he blocked his face with his hands , but right then, my phone rang! For the first time in 2 days! I let go of the pillow and jumped to my phone grabbed it, and read the name "Mommy" and looked at a7mad staring at me questionably and picked up waiting for her to say something first.

mom "Salam w 3alaikm ro'9aaa,, sh5baarich? Shomsaweeen?"
me " w 3alaaaikm el salam,, mmmmm 7emdella zaineen"
mom " sh5bar a7mad?"
me "mmmmm 7emdellaa"

I sat on the side of the bed facing the wall, avoiding a7mad's gaze

mom " bs om a7mad mete9la feeni tgool el7egi wldi mree'9, w bntch matehtam fee,,, w"
me " na3aam? Ommi bs fee 7emma w a9lan ho a7een a7san, w ana shoy59ni etha ho mra'9 ana masawait shay"
mom " bs ro'9a... enti a7een mb 9'3eera kella may59ni w may59ni,,, ha raylch w lazm tehtamain feee....."
me " OMMy awalan ho mb yahel 3ashan ahtam fee, w thaneyan ana yalsa elyoum fl baait 3ashana, etha tbain t3arfeen y3ne "
mom " oh zain ba3ad.... latsaweelna f'9aye7 ro'9a"

I could hear my dad's voice calling her name in the background.

mom " oh yalla ba5aleech, obooch ybani, ma3 el salama"


6oooo6 6ooo6 6ooooo6


I slipped my phone down until it was 9oub my lap and pressed the end dial button. My eyes started tearing, It's like no one cares how I feel anymore, It's all about a7mad! The tears just got worse as I thought about it then I felt a hand on my shoulder

a7mad " ro'9a ro'9aaaa are you ok?? ro'9aaa"

I didn't even look at him, I tried shaking his hands off my shoulder, I was crying because it seemed like kelshay revolved around him, and I was just this ghost 3dala, like his maid or something! But I couldn't shake him off I felt too weak, He came, stood up jdami and leaned shway looking into my eyes.

a7mad " It's my fault isn't it?"

I didn't look up at him I kept crying, trying to wipe the tears off my face, but they kept being replaced by new ones, ymkn it's my hormones, omg it is that time of the month almost, laykoon etjademat!

a7mad "ro'9a please stop crying, pleaase!"

He kept coming closer and closer to me until he had his arms all around me and my head was on one of his shoulders, He squeezed me tighter a bit, his warmth overcoming my weak body, I gave in and surrendered my head to his shoulder, and kept crying. It was so comforting, and it felt right, like I fitted into his wide shoulders and masculine body. I wanted to wipe my tears bs I couldn't move from his grip, or hug? He actually calmed me down, I took a deep breath and kept my head on his shoulder, when the door bell rang. He slowly loosened his grip and looked me into my eyes with a sincere look

a7mad " I'll go tell them to put it fl living room"

He let me go, got up, and closed the door behind him. I sat there with my mind blank, I didn't feel like crying anymore, but was thinking of how good he smelled, and how good it felt when he tried comforting me. I sighed, it's ironic how he's the reason I'm angry bs he's the only person that is comforting me at the moment.
I heard him come in, but I was still facing the wall and didn't bother turning my head, I still felt weak, and like crap. He came in front of me and sat on his knees that his face was at the same level as mine. I couldn't help not looking back at him, his face was so close to mine. don't get me wrong, not 'kissing' position close, bs close y3ne. He still had his serious face on.

a7mad "ro'9a...I know I haven't known you for wayd, well actually it's only been like what 2, 3 days ? Bs ma3arf, I feel like I've known you for a long while even though ymkn ma3arfch 3adel, bs what I do know enna I don't like seeing u chee, ro'9a if ayshay m'9aygennich you can talk to me about it, whatever it is... you can trust me...."

His words seemed to soothe me, I don't know why, they were like the medicine to my suffering. I was so about to drool, he looked so hot! and was too close, and talking like he's in a movie or something! I didn't know what to do so I swallowed while looking at him, He probably thought that as a gulp so he stood up and held his hand out to me

a7mad "let's go eat?"

I smiled and put my hand in his as I '3a9eb got up, I thought he would let my hand go when gmt, bs he held it tighter as he led me to the living room. I just looked at his hand holding on to mine, dazed. He always does this to me, makes me daze, and zone out! he pulled me to the sofa 3dala and put his arm around me moving his fingers on my shoulders while staring at me, I had to run away from this! I jumped down the sofa as fast as I could and sat on my knees in front of the table that had our breakfast\lunch on it!

a7mad " hehe so I guess the food addict is back"

I looked back at him with a shy smile, I wanted to 6al3 Lsani to him and glare, bs my heart skipped a beat when I saw him, my face turned red, I turned my face back to the food bser3a, before I embarrass myself akthar. I opened the covers of the food and he opened the Tv on a random series and we said bismillah and started eating. It was such a quiet lunch, I guess both of us were really hungry, just the sounds of us eating and a little giggle every now and then on the series that was on. When 5ala9na I went and washed my hands w on my way back I saw the sa3a it said 6 pm. tawa kan like 4 wth?! The day passed so quickly, and It was crap but at the same time....I don't know...a7mad making me feel better, and knowing that he cares took my mind off how crapyy it is...I guess
I walked out of the room and saw a7mad on the sofa with his eyes closed, bs his back up straight. I walked closer to him, he must be really tired.

me "a7maad.. a7mad"
a7mad *marra w7da ngaz* " what sho fee?"
me "ahh laa it's nothing bss r u ok ?? Maybe you should go sleep inside"
a7mad "Oh no its just my head, ba8aya 7emma I guess

He said while rubbing his head, massaging it i think, I imagined myself going behind him and massaging his shoulders and then his head, ray7ing him, bs then I shook that thought away, why am I having thoughts of touching him ew ew no no ! I shook my head, and I noticed him looking at me with one eye brow raised

a7mad "ahh r YOU ok?"
me "oh hahha yaa it's nothing hehee" * blushing and laughing i don't know why!*
a7mad " ahhh ok if you say so"

I have to embarrass myself DOUM! I shouldn't be allowed to talk to him! fsheelaaaaa!

me "mmmm sa3a 6 a7een"

I said while throwing myself on the couch beside him staring at the Tv.

a7mad "oh... tbain tseereen mkan?"

I turned my head towards him, he had a guilt look on his face,

me "oh laaaaaa a7mad that's not what I mean, bs y3ne I meant ena el wakt mar bser3a w cheee! "
a7mad " no bs 9dg ro'9a I seriously ruined your day, w I promise I'll tryyyy making it up to u!"
me " heh la 9dg it's no problem, u don't have to"

He brought his face closer to mine, Like REALLY close this time and looked at my chin going up to my lips then my nose then into my eyes.

a7mad "I insist...."

He said it with such a deep voice, that I froze in my place, paralyzed. His voice was pulling me closer to him, so were his eyes, they were pleading for me to get nearer and make the gap between us go away. bs to my good luck! my phone rang. I jumped at it looked at him apologetically( I DOn't know why!) I saw him doo his mn8hr face, bs I ran into the room before he said anything and closed the door behind me, I needed to breathe! I went to my phone, it seems to be my birthday today everyone's calling.... I saw the name AND got really excited so I pressed the dial button as fast as I could!

me " FATOOOOMTYYYYYYYYYY"
fatooma " rooooRoooTYYYY !!!!"
me " I misss yoooooooou so much yal s5eeefaaa!!"
fatooma " Bs i talked to u two days ago ! "
me " It feels like forever ok , like ka2ana a year PASSEd u dont undestaaand!!!! "
fatooma " What do u mean?? MAKe me understand owaih is it a7mad?!!! aaba detaaaaaaails... if he's not in the room wyach y3ne"
me " heheh to ur LUck HE's noT!"

I continued blabbing to her about every single detail, from the almost kiss to the confession thing, to...

me " and fatooma.... m3rf what's happening to me... che faj2a he's JUST smiling to me and I blush! it's so embarrassing !"
fatooma " OMG ro'9aaaaa! First he confesses his LOVe, so obviously you're falling for him hahaha !"
me " Fatooma, I can't love him this fast wth, ana mb fe film! 2 days w love, I admit enna I like him bs still fatooma,, mat7seen his AAND my mom overreacted? Lain mta they'll stay che? It's like I did nothing w it's all on me, w i know he told me to tell him etha shay m'9aygnni , but what am I supposed to say, oh a7mad it's all ur fault w I have to take care of u???"
fatooma " first, okaay ymkn mb love bs u do like him a lot that he is able to make u blush! u've never blushed to a guy! 7atta remember that time when I told u i think this guy likes u, you started hating him ? I guess it's different this time haa"
me " Fatooma a7mad is my husband its '3air! Plus that guy was a total 9aye3 w sho u wanted me to do TAlk to him? NEVER"
fatooma " haha La Of course I knew u wouldn't elmhm bout omma w ommch, mmmm give it time I guess, w Allah ysa3dch, W if he could do something about 'his' mom that would be good"
me "mhmmmm ...truee....."

He suddenly came into the room and peeked his head, w saw that I was only on the phone fa he came in. I stayed quiet looking at him

fatooma " Is it himmmmmmmmm?? RO'9AA SNAP OUT OF ur bubbleee"
me " what bubble!! and yaa it isss "

I looked at him smiling to me so I smiled back, he sat on the bed

fatooma " MAKE him talkkkkk ! im curious aba asma3 9oota"
me " fatooma seriouslyyy"
fatooma " yeh sho ba3ad do u have anything better to do ? "

He was looking at me with amusement for some reason, maybe because I was walking around the room like crazy? I don't know how to talk to fatooma while I'm sitting, perhaps it's because I get too excited? hehe I don't know

me (to fatooma) "ok fine"

I stood in front of him, ya he was still looking at me following my movements around the room. I shot him an arrogant look

me( to a7mad) " can I help u?"
a7mad " haa laa it's nothing"

He looked embarrassed, and I think he blushed bs I'm not sure, bs wayha et'3ayar.

fatooma *over the phone* " ahhhhh nooooo that was too LOW I hardly heard anything!!"
me " omg seeri walliiiii ur not getting anything else......."
fatooma "hahha and enti malgaity shay '3air u say Can i help u!! haha where did that come from! "
me " hehe ... m3rf"
fatooma " ro'9aaaaaaaaa"
me " what?"
fatoom " admit it"
me " admit what ba3ad?"
fatooma " that You 'REaLLy' like him tooo"
me " I don't ok it's not like that..."
fatooma " are you staring at him now?"
me " ha??"
fatooma " just answer me!!"
me " well yaah bss....."
fatooma " noo bss! Does your stomach feel all mushy and ka2ana you want to puke bs it's a good feeling"
me " Noooooooo not really ... "
fatooma " Oh maybe that one was too much.... r u almost drooling for him?"
me " mmm ehh... maybe? it's not my fault ok! "
fatooma " hahah omg you're in denial!! "
me " fatooma chubbbbb! "
fatooma " hahah ok el mohim i have to go work on my project now ! I'll leave you to you're adventures, until next timeeee"
me " fatooma...."
fatooma " yaa?"
me " Lat6awleeen wayd, like 2 days, i miss youuu" ( I pouted involuntarily)

A7mad looked at me and smiled, or giggled I wasn't sure, bs I said my goodbyes then closed the phone and looked him

me " aayyyy! Laish t'97aaaaaak ! "
a7mad " awal marra ashoofch this enthusiastic, it's cutee"

Shit is he flirting with me again? I forced a smile, and sat on the bed, facing the Tv. that he just turned on. We just sat there this night, watching something on Tv. I don't even know what we were watching, my mind was far away from what was in front of me, I was thinking of what I had to face when I go back home, and how will my life be, I didn't even meet his sisters yet. Allah y3een.
but most importantly I was thinking about what fatooma said, it kept rewinding in my head ' ur in denial!'


am I?

Wed-Locked 13

My Lovely readers,,
I know it's short hehe I'm sorryyy(A),,, bs better than nothing ey? ;)
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Previously on W E D - L O C K E D
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her shouting was only the trigger of the crying, but still


how could she?!?!!!!


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I sat on the floor of the bathroom with my back against the door crying, I couldn't stop I was gasping for air trying to breathe, and the tears kept flowing, a7mad came about 5 seconds after I locked myself in and kept knocking the door

a7mad " RO'9aa! ro'9aa pleassee ft7ii el bab, ro'9aa"

His voice didn't stop from behind the door, it lasted I would say 15 minutes knocking then he started calling my name every kamn dgeega, thn he stopped, and it was quiet. I didn't want to go out, I dug my head between my knees and closed my eyes trying to control my emotions. I missed my parents and brothers so much, I mean although it's been only 2 days since I've seen them, but you know when reality hits you, and you acknowledge the fact that it's never going to be like it used to? This was the main reason I was crying. His mom shouting at me just made me ma8hoora and when I'm ma8hoora I cry, but I got over that fast, I mean i know she's like that I should've expected it from her. I sat there in silence for a while, then lifted my head, stood up, w washed my face, then took a breath and unlocked the door. And slowly opened the door and peeked out and opened it wide after what I saw. a7mad had a pillow on the floor right next to the door and was sleeping on it, omg mskeeen kaatkoot, I shook my head at that, did I just call him katkoot? shit, errr what should I do, shit it's all my fault and he's sick I bent down on my knees to check on his fever, It seemed to be better than before, he needed to get on the bed, the floor must be killing him.

me "a7mad a7mad,, yalla goum"

before I could say anything else he jumped out of his sleep and grabbed my wrist, and breathed shwaya , then looked at me with a sign of relief in his eyes then sighed and let go of my wrist. I was sitting in front of him on the floor jdam the bathroom door. He put his hand on my shoulder

a7mad " ro'9a, are you ok?? I shouldn't have let you pick up the phone , bss knt ta3ban, bss still it's all my fault........ ro'9a.... please say something ... "

I looked down at my hand, Although he was t3ban, bs I didn't want him to think enna oh its ok if my mom does this to her again she doesn't mind, knt lazm i make this the last time something like this happened.

me "what do you want me to say a7mad?"

I looked up into his eyes with an almost dry angry expression, I mean that's the expression I was aiming for, m3rf what showed up on my face, the redness 5aff in his eyes, bs they were still sleepy and tired looking. I shook his hand off my shoulder and stood up, madait eedi for him still with my pissed off expression

me "ta3al rest now, we'll talk bout this b3dain"

He was obedient, za5 eedi w he carried his pillow with the other hand and got up, I dragged him to the bed where he put his pillow, then he sat on the side of the bed and kept staring at me, with intense, or he was in deep thought, I mean that's what he looked like. I tried staring back into his eyes 3shan he changes his expression, but he didn't at all. He started scaring me so I decided to say something.

me "mm a7mad by rest I meant Sleep, yalla lay down,, u look tired"

His gaze's direction did not change, but the expression changed, it turned to a softer one, and seconds later, he pouted. POUTEd, I was so confused. I walked a few steps closer to him leaving a hand distance between me and his knee.

me "what's wrong??"
a7mad "I'm so confused can you help me?"
me " emmm, what's the problem?"
a7mad " It's a long story you should sit"

He patted the place next to him, while I was looking at him still confused, and still with my depressed, sad, and angry expression. I decided to give in so I went ahead and sat next to him still keeping the hand distance gap thing. He stared down at the gap, then looked at me, then scooted closer

a7mad " So ana bagoolch el situation w you should help me ok?"
me "mmm sure"
a7mad " So my mom is a really over protective person, she's nice IF she wants to be, bs usually she's not, w maybe I'm used to it, but others aren't. and you see the problem is that.... she shouted at this girl I'm starting to reeeally like ...and.."

He wasn't looking at me when he said the last sentence, he was looking straight out the door. My mouth fell open and I tried estaw3bing what he had just said, I zoned out of what he was saying afterwards. Girl as in me? What does he mean he's starting to like this girl? I snapped out of my stream of thoughts when He started waving in front of my face, I gasped and looked at him frozen.

a7mad "Did you listen to anything I said???"
me "I..uuh....I.."

I was stuttering I couldn't help it, I DID not hear anything he said after that sentence. and kan shakla m3a9eb when he noticed that I wasn't listening, w marra w7da He lifted his leg, and tucked it into the bed sheet. I looked at him with guilty eyes, my chest hurt, Kan m7arrej 3alay, like seriously angry and pissed and hurt. Was he over reacting??

me "You're sleeping?"
a7amd " LAish y3ne tbainy I talk to you more so U ignore me? y3ne 9dg ro'9a you think it was easy for me to say all that, oh wait you don't even KNOW what I said ! w agool forget it, I take all of it back ! "

He turned his head the opposite side and covered his head with his blanket. He is such a dalooo3! He tells me that he likes me fe awal jumla then he expects me to actually listen to the rest of the conversation?? He said he takes it all back? Could I really just forget what he just said to me? Is that why he almost kissed me last time,

OMG,, how could I be so dense!!?