The Other Man 5
17 hours ago
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Wed-Locked 26.A
TO my lovely Loyal Readers, <3
3eeeeedkom mbaraak 3saakoM mn el 3wadaa w kel sna wntoo 6aybeeN :D
I have to sleep now, so I'll complete it tom night maybe enshalla :P
bs this is for now ...
Love u !
Previously on W E D - L O C K E D
_________________________________________________
Sara
_________________
oday there's this family thing......w i think her parents are coming at around 2 or something .. hhmmm
what should I wear?
...........
me " mamaaa where's ro'9aaaaa??"
......
I ran with my fa6eera and knocked on ro'9a and a7mad's door ,,,
and knocked agaain...
.........
ro'9a
________________________
I've been up since 9 am! i think, haa ethaa I EVEN SLEPT!...............I sat on the bed thinking about last night. I keep esr7ing about it.
.............
sara " ok i'll wait here lain ma u put on ur shaila! yallaa cm with mee out "
me " hmmm ok'
...............
some one approaching us, rfa3t rasi n I saw enna it was a7mad, my gaze did not move away from him, he was looking at me, with a different look, like he's scared, holding back, confused. madri it was hard to read. I just looked back blankly...
Awal ma ya jreeb w he was about to say something....
6ing 6onggggg...
sara " THEY're HEREEE!"
___________________________________________________________________________________________
Ro'9a
_______________________________
Sara got up mn 3dalee w shai5a ba3ad gamat
a7mad turned his head to look at kel7ad getting up then looked back at me and shrugged his shoulders w msha towards the meelas I guess. I was just staring back, y did he shrug his shoulders i dnt get it? Uhh what did he want to say to me?
I got up from where I was sitting, and followed a7mad, who was kind of far away from me. Because i don't know where anything is in this house! We got to this huge room, with golden everything, all I can say is that it was such a fa5em place with chandeliers and everything! I rushed 9oub el door where a7mad's mom was. ft7at el bab w there they were,,,,,! I had the widest grin on my face, OMG I MISS My mom so muuchh! and my dadd, and my brothersss! Nsait all my troubless awal mashft'hom
I stood there 3dal om a7mad waiting or her to finish saleming on mama, when she approached me I attacked her with a massive HUG!
me " mamaaaa eshtagtlechhhh"
mama "hehe,, 7beebtii"
I let go of her and she kept laughing at me! madri laish.. she proceeded to the person next to me. I Salemed 3ala my dad after that, it was nothing like how i hugged my mom, madri 3gob elly sawwa feeni, I just can't not think of how he did that to me. b3dain salamt 3ala my brothers! I've missed them wayddd.
kel7ad dispersed through the room to the chairs. om a7mad sat on a main chair in the middle, w my mom sat 3dalha, obooy sat on the left side 3dala my brothers, w 3dal my brother was a7mad, who kept eyeing me because I was just standing there trying to choose where to sit. But it was easy, of course I'd choose my mom! I ran 3dalhom w sat right next to her. My mom turned 9oobee with a wide grin, bss a7mad's evil mom was giving me looks, which I got used to by now, Ignoring them is the best solution.
mom " tawnyyy as2aL 5altch 3annich!"
me " hehee,,, sho ts2leeen?"
mom " as2aaL etha mla3weztenhom wla la!"
om a7mad " hah...la walla.."
My eyes widened faj2a! Was she just nicE???? I DID not expect her to say that at allllll! What is she trying to do?
mom " oh zaain 7emdellaaa,,,, "
she turned to me and smiled an approved smile. I forced a fake smile out of me, I don't think she noticed enna it was fake, because right after that she turned back to om a7mad and started talking about random things. I looked around the room, shai5a w sara weren't here, m3rf if it's because my brothers are here, wla because they're not ready yet, cz sara was in her pJ'z. oh 7atta a7mads brothers were not here yet.
I was looking 9oub the men. My dad was extremely into the conversation, w my brothers were laughing w a7mad nodding and laughing to my dad. Channa that was towards the end of my dads 'story', cz a7mad rad etsanad on his chair w he looked towards me and smiled.
The main door opened slowly w an older man was walking in, I recognized him. It was a7mad's dad! awal marra ashoofa since our weddingg....wara were his 2 other sons. de5lo salemooo 3ala my dad n brothers w yLsoo 3dalhom. After a few minutes, they became so engrossed into their conversation, talking about money or politics , m3rf I couldn't tell. I was just enjoying my mom's warmth 3dalee,, although I was not part of their conversation either. De5lo at that time sara w shai5a, sara was wearing a green jalabeyya with a shaila, w shai5a the same thing but a pink one. salemo 3ala my mom w sara jumped and sat next to me. shai5a ylsat 3dal her mom.
sara laffat towards me met7amsa, after looking around the room, she started whispering
sara " ro'9a are those ur bros??"
me " yehh y?"
She just mouthed 'woooo' and nodded
me " hahha what do u mean?"
sara " mmmm nothing nothingg"
me " tra theyre really old haha"
sara " reallyyy? bt ,,,,mm the one on the right doesn't look that olddd"
me "oh him mmmm theyre all older than me, i think he's 21"
sara " oh that's not soo old!"
me " hahah ok ok fine"
While I was talking to her , I noticed a7mad getting up from where he was sitting and heading towards us. ya ylas 3dal sara, and ommy and his mom laffo 9oobna,
mom " a7maad, hallaa sh5baarek"
a7mad " 7emdellaa 5alteee,, enti sh5baarch?"
mom " 7emdella wallaa,,,awal mashft ro'9a, w shakelha mrta7a hnee ertaa7 galbeee"
He was smiling his charming smile, I just looked at them and smiled b3ad. Then the mothers continued to talk together, a7mad ya ajrab 3nd sara and whispered to her
a7mad " sara,, roo7ee eeelsee 3nd shai5a please"
ahh! NO! laykoon he wants to 'talk' now jdam kel7ad! is he crazy?? SAra just looked at me and winked, then nodded to her bro and gamat to sit 3nd shai5a. a7mad on the other hand, scooted closer to me and grinned when I was looking up at him questionably
a7mad " hehe hi ruu"
me " Did u just call me ruu?"
a7mad " haha yes do u like it?"
me "mmmm its fine.. I guess"
a7mad " hehe fine fine ro'9a ro'9aa,,haaaa r u happyyy that u saw ur familyy?"
I nodded enthusiastically.
me "yeppp! " ( I turned to look at them while talking) " a7s it's been so long, I miss them wayd"
a7mad skat for shway, so I turned back to see his face, He was looking at them too. bs then he turned his face back to me, with a sad look on his face
a7mad " Do u wish u still lived with them?"
me " What do u mean??"
a7mad " mmm,,,y3ne do u wish I never happened to u, so u would go back to your old life..?"
I sat quiet for shway, then I looked up at him..
me " Its not enna I wish u never happened to me, I just wish U happened to me differently, in different circumstances, and I do miss home a lot.."
A soft smile was on his face, as he reached for my hand w za55a fe eeda
a7mad " Me too...me tooo... w I'm gonna try doing my best 3shan u don't miss it wayed ok?"
I smiled to him and nodded, then took my hand away from his, y3ne duDE fe wayd nas around! ast7ee.
a7mad " hehee shooo it's not like I was kissing u"
I looked up at him and glared! ye'9a7el hal ensan! Wayd '3abee..
me " hehe a7mad laish hadait'hom w yait?"
a7mad " mmmmmmm honestly?"
me " yess"
a7mad "I ran away from obooy, he's going to start telling them all his glorious 'achievements' w I've heard mor ethan enough about them!"
me " oh,,"
w ana t7arait enna he came for me, heh. Is he here to 3adel el jaw between us? r we going to talk about yesterday ? I mean c'mon
we Friki'n
DID IT..........
Monday, November 2, 2009
Wed-Locked 25
i know it's short! :p
bs a post is a post
right? :$
hehe
gdnight <3
until next time <3
wed-locked
Previously on W E D - L O C K E D
_________________________________________________
me " I missed u....so muchh"
............
I didn't care about the limits we talked about I didn't care about anything, I just wanted him..
............
we've never gone this far before.
............
He was brushing his lips 3ala my ear lobes softly then he whispered, with his oh-so-sexy manly voice
a7mad " Lets just DO it...
_________________________________________________
Sara
___________________________________________________________
uff i don't want to get up! You know when there's a BOring day ahead of you so you just DO not want to get up!! ok those are one of those days!!
Ams I was all hangingg ouut w kelshay with hessa and today there's this family thing, ok i like ro'9a and all,, bs family lunch is a bit too borrrring for me!
I sat up and stretched and decided its about time a6la3 mn el '3rfa its like 12:30 pm now, w i think her parents are coming at around 2 or something .. hhmmm
what should I wear?
Mama told me to wear something m7taram, I'll go ask her!
I washed my face w kelshay w went out in my PJz, it was louder than usual today!
I skipped to the 9ala where the noises were coming from and I saw mama there so I ran to her and kissed her head!
me " Hellooo mamaaaa! "
mama " sho helloo ma helloo! enti w ur englaaizy hehe 9aba7 el 5airr ! "
me " hehe 9aba7 el nour "
Baba wasn't here yet bs my sister shai5a was here, bs my other sister zainab wasn't ! akeed she's away weya her husband, mn ma tzawejat we hardly see her!
I ran to shai5a and hugged her
me " hiii sisterrrrrrr"
shai5a " ahh yal dubba get off of me!"
me " noo i miss uuuuuuu "
shai5a "ahh ok ok "
she gave me a pat on my back! hehe cute shai5a! I went to my brothers ba3dain a7mad, Sultan, and Mansoor were sitting in a corner ysoolfoon with their morning chay 7aleeb'z !
me " mama shoooo Albess for todaay??"
mama " oh 6alla3tellich shay, 7a6aita fe '3rftee seeri 5ethi ba3daain, awal ta3alee shrbee aw kelee shay!"
me " oh hehe okaay "
7a6ait one fa6eera cheese on my plate because I'm on a diet! mama kept complaining about how I never eat but I ignored her and ate while looking around the room. w I noticed that RO'9a was not there! Is she like all freaked out ena her parents are coming over oo0ow! mskeena
me " mamaaa where's ro'9aaaaa??"
mama looked up and was quiet for a bit then she answered
mama "mm ma3arf"
me "a7maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaD"
a7mad " ahh lat9ar5een sho fee???"
me "Where's RO'9aaaa??"
His face changed a bit then he answered
a7mad " oh hmm madri fel '3erfa?"
me " OO ok! i'll go to her then!"
He hesitated then ylaas
me " haa? U wanted to say something?"
a7mad " noo noo nothing" *smile*
I ran with my fa6eera and knocked on ro'9a and a7mad's door ,,,
and knocked agaain...
ro'9a
_______________________________________________
I've been up since 9 am! i think, haa ethaa I EVEN SLEPT! uff my headdd hurts ! I was getting my clothes out of the kabat, I decided to wear this long sun dress kind of thing that was ke7lee with a cardigan. I put it on unwillingly, I'm so ta3bana, it's like almost 1 now w goum mom will come in an hour or so.
I sat on the bed thinking about last night. I keep esr7ing about it. Akeed everything between me and a7mad is going to change. Madri shol salfa bs I can't face him!
I was just sitting there with my clothes on. sar7ana when faj2a I heard a knock on the door, ngazt mn mkani!! SHIT who is it? laykoon a7mad! bs why the hell would he knock?? Then I heard the knock again bs I just froze in my place!
voice " RO'9aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa r u in therE?"
OH sara! thank god. bs shit I hope she doesn't make me tell her what happened!!!
I went over and opened the door w she came in all happy salming 3alay with a bread in her hand.
sara " LAISH MATft7een the dooor! "
me " hehe sorry! I was insiiidee"
sara " elmhmm elmohem! U looks so prettyyy in a dresssss I LIKE! and and ta3aliii baraa3 kel7adss sitting there! it feels wrong without u ! "
me " awh hehe laa 3adii, mmm majehazt"
sara " ok i'll wait here lain ma u put on ur shaila! yallaa cm with mee out "
me " hmmm ok'
ok 9ara7a I was readyy BS I DONT WANT TO FACE HIM! shit shit,, sara's so demanding! i still like her though, uwhoo, I went and put on my shaila, and applied shwaya blusher and mascara.
sara "Yay u look beautiful, yalla cm drink chay 7aleeb with meeee"
me " hehe kayy.."
i followed her out while she was skipping jdamee, I was so nervous, I mean I don't know. How should I acT?? Are people going to notice anything? I hope not!
Awal ma I stepped into the 9ala suddenly all the voices around me came back , it's like I was zoned out in my own head! There were so many people there. Ok la i am exaggerating, bs it felt like it. sara came and held my hand and pulled me to her mom, so I would say good morning or something? i think that's what she said
me " salam w 3alaikm"
a7madz mom "w 3alaikm el salam..."
She said it ...raddat 3alay...without being rude? ok kind of emotionless,, bs not rude at least! ok that's weird
I smiled to sarah and then went to sallem on a7mad'z sis,, shai5a I would assume, the one that I owe my life to! She wasn't so nice to me like sara, madri kanat t6ale3ni mn foug lain ta7at, as if studying me or something hmm....
I sat 3dal shia5a and sara got me chay 7leeb w we sat and soolafna about random things, well actually it was more like sara babbling and me nodding and giggling.
after a while Lma7t some one approaching us, rfa3t rasi n I saw enna it was a7mad, my gaze did not move away from him, he was looking at me, with a different look, like he's scared, holding back, confused. madri it was hard to read. I just looked back blankly...
Awal ma ya jreeb w he was about to say something....
6ing 6onggggg...
sara " THEY're HEREEE!"
bs a post is a post
right? :$
hehe
gdnight <3
until next time <3
wed-locked
Previously on W E D - L O C K E D
_________________________________________________
me " I missed u....so muchh"
............
I didn't care about the limits we talked about I didn't care about anything, I just wanted him..
............
we've never gone this far before.
............
He was brushing his lips 3ala my ear lobes softly then he whispered, with his oh-so-sexy manly voice
a7mad " Lets just DO it...
_________________________________________________
Sara
___________________________________________________________
uff i don't want to get up! You know when there's a BOring day ahead of you so you just DO not want to get up!! ok those are one of those days!!
Ams I was all hangingg ouut w kelshay with hessa and today there's this family thing, ok i like ro'9a and all,, bs family lunch is a bit too borrrring for me!
I sat up and stretched and decided its about time a6la3 mn el '3rfa its like 12:30 pm now, w i think her parents are coming at around 2 or something .. hhmmm
what should I wear?
Mama told me to wear something m7taram, I'll go ask her!
I washed my face w kelshay w went out in my PJz, it was louder than usual today!
I skipped to the 9ala where the noises were coming from and I saw mama there so I ran to her and kissed her head!
me " Hellooo mamaaaa! "
mama " sho helloo ma helloo! enti w ur englaaizy hehe 9aba7 el 5airr ! "
me " hehe 9aba7 el nour "
Baba wasn't here yet bs my sister shai5a was here, bs my other sister zainab wasn't ! akeed she's away weya her husband, mn ma tzawejat we hardly see her!
I ran to shai5a and hugged her
me " hiii sisterrrrrrr"
shai5a " ahh yal dubba get off of me!"
me " noo i miss uuuuuuu "
shai5a "ahh ok ok "
she gave me a pat on my back! hehe cute shai5a! I went to my brothers ba3dain a7mad, Sultan, and Mansoor were sitting in a corner ysoolfoon with their morning chay 7aleeb'z !
me " mama shoooo Albess for todaay??"
mama " oh 6alla3tellich shay, 7a6aita fe '3rftee seeri 5ethi ba3daain, awal ta3alee shrbee aw kelee shay!"
me " oh hehe okaay "
7a6ait one fa6eera cheese on my plate because I'm on a diet! mama kept complaining about how I never eat but I ignored her and ate while looking around the room. w I noticed that RO'9a was not there! Is she like all freaked out ena her parents are coming over oo0ow! mskeena
me " mamaaa where's ro'9aaaaa??"
mama looked up and was quiet for a bit then she answered
mama "mm ma3arf"
me "a7maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaD"
a7mad " ahh lat9ar5een sho fee???"
me "Where's RO'9aaaa??"
His face changed a bit then he answered
a7mad " oh hmm madri fel '3erfa?"
me " OO ok! i'll go to her then!"
He hesitated then ylaas
me " haa? U wanted to say something?"
a7mad " noo noo nothing" *smile*
I ran with my fa6eera and knocked on ro'9a and a7mad's door ,,,
and knocked agaain...
ro'9a
_______________________________________________
I've been up since 9 am! i think, haa ethaa I EVEN SLEPT! uff my headdd hurts ! I was getting my clothes out of the kabat, I decided to wear this long sun dress kind of thing that was ke7lee with a cardigan. I put it on unwillingly, I'm so ta3bana, it's like almost 1 now w goum mom will come in an hour or so.
I sat on the bed thinking about last night. I keep esr7ing about it. Akeed everything between me and a7mad is going to change. Madri shol salfa bs I can't face him!
I was just sitting there with my clothes on. sar7ana when faj2a I heard a knock on the door, ngazt mn mkani!! SHIT who is it? laykoon a7mad! bs why the hell would he knock?? Then I heard the knock again bs I just froze in my place!
voice " RO'9aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa r u in therE?"
OH sara! thank god. bs shit I hope she doesn't make me tell her what happened!!!
I went over and opened the door w she came in all happy salming 3alay with a bread in her hand.
sara " LAISH MATft7een the dooor! "
me " hehe sorry! I was insiiidee"
sara " elmhmm elmohem! U looks so prettyyy in a dresssss I LIKE! and and ta3aliii baraa3 kel7adss sitting there! it feels wrong without u ! "
me " awh hehe laa 3adii, mmm majehazt"
sara " ok i'll wait here lain ma u put on ur shaila! yallaa cm with mee out "
me " hmmm ok'
ok 9ara7a I was readyy BS I DONT WANT TO FACE HIM! shit shit,, sara's so demanding! i still like her though, uwhoo, I went and put on my shaila, and applied shwaya blusher and mascara.
sara "Yay u look beautiful, yalla cm drink chay 7aleeb with meeee"
me " hehe kayy.."
i followed her out while she was skipping jdamee, I was so nervous, I mean I don't know. How should I acT?? Are people going to notice anything? I hope not!
Awal ma I stepped into the 9ala suddenly all the voices around me came back , it's like I was zoned out in my own head! There were so many people there. Ok la i am exaggerating, bs it felt like it. sara came and held my hand and pulled me to her mom, so I would say good morning or something? i think that's what she said
me " salam w 3alaikm"
a7madz mom "w 3alaikm el salam..."
She said it ...raddat 3alay...without being rude? ok kind of emotionless,, bs not rude at least! ok that's weird
I smiled to sarah and then went to sallem on a7mad'z sis,, shai5a I would assume, the one that I owe my life to! She wasn't so nice to me like sara, madri kanat t6ale3ni mn foug lain ta7at, as if studying me or something hmm....
I sat 3dal shia5a and sara got me chay 7leeb w we sat and soolafna about random things, well actually it was more like sara babbling and me nodding and giggling.
after a while Lma7t some one approaching us, rfa3t rasi n I saw enna it was a7mad, my gaze did not move away from him, he was looking at me, with a different look, like he's scared, holding back, confused. madri it was hard to read. I just looked back blankly...
Awal ma ya jreeb w he was about to say something....
6ing 6onggggg...
sara " THEY're HEREEE!"
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Wed-Locked 24
omg it has been a month O_O
SO SORRY , el'9roof masem7at :(
<3
u knw i love u ;)
xoxooxo : P
____________________________________
Previously on W E D - L O C K E D
_________________________________________________
He looked down at his hands, and held on to mine tighter. Then he looked up at me
a7mad "I miss thiss...."
me "ha....? this what?"
a7mad "mmm...uss..like this... u know.."
...When we were close enough he closed his eyes, and I did the same. our lips pressed lightly onto each other...
........
Gmt the next morning........I ran towards it bser3a and took it in my hand and unfolded it
' ro'9a,
Sorry I woke u up last night.....w mmmm sorry about the kiss..... I was tired and confused........it'll never happen again....
so sorry....
a7mad. '
...................
a7mad's mom " walla maagltella shaay '3aair el 9dg....."
me " ay 9edg?"
a7mad's mom " enna entiii bss yalsa tl3beeen fee masha3raa 3shan ma9la7tch, fa geltella y7aaseb w yntebeh 3ala 3umraa...."
me " na3aaam? ma9laa7aat shoo enshalla?"
a7mad's mom " latsaween 3mrch '3abeyya jdamii,, 5e66etich waaa'97a! tbain a7mad y7ebbich 3shan b3dain ta5theen kel floosa w tg9een 3alaaih...! "
.........
I stood there jdamha silent, metfaj2a, y3ne this woman comes up with stories herself and beLieeves them! w a7mad believed her?
________
toot tooot.......tooot tooot
mom "alooo"
me "aloo salam w 3alaikm"
...................
I thought I'm too old to ever say this..bss......aba ommyy...!
..............
a7mad
_______________________________________________
it was 5:00 pm now. Bs obooy tawwa gayelli enna mafee she'3L zyada elyoum.
...................
I went into the house w kan hdoooo2. as usual y3ne. I walked to 9oub el 9ala (avoiding going to our room, avoiding ro'9a in other words..)
I saw my big sis there...
me " hallaa shaai5aa sh5baarech.."
.....................
Shai5a " ta3al a7mad..mmm i need to talk to you"
...............
me " 5aair sho fee??"
shai5a "it's about 7remtik.....I saw her today by the way....."
................
_________________________________________________
Ro'9a
________________________________________
uff I was so bored mn hal '3rfaa.... I walked around the room, I've watched Tv, I've done kelshay fe this room that's do-able y3ne!
I decided to get out and go to the 9ala, maybe i'll see sara there! hopefully.
Lbast shailat 9ala, and I went out of the room, I was walking slowly looking around the place. I heard voices coming mn el 9ala... they were two voices, a male and a female. As I went closer I recognized one of them, it was a7mad. esta'3rabt enna he's here, since its tawa 6 shay. bs the girl, i didn't know who she was, she didn't sound like sara, mmm or his mom. I just stood there when what they were saying was clear to hear.
girl ' ta3al a7mad I need to talk to you"
a7mad " 5aair sho fee??"
girl "it's about 7remtik...I saw her today by the way..."
I was so surprised and curious to listen to what this girl had to say, re7t shwayaa ajrab, bs i was still out of sight from the 9ala people. Talk about being in the right place at the right time! yay me!
a7mad "hmm... and?"
girl " ya7lailha...she's not bad"
a7mad "heh...and that's what you want to talk to me about??"
girl "hmm laa.. bs gabel ma agoolek, lazim tefham enna mama has good intentions for what she does, she always thinks she's doing what's best for us 9a7? Even if sa3at what she does makes no sense, bs u hafto excuse her ryte?"
a7mad "mm ya.. I guess.."
girl " enzain...mmm whatever she told you bout ur wife....mmm .. not true..."
a7mad " haa?? what do you mean??"
girl " mmm well... today morningg me n mama were walking around the house , w when we got to the dining room, 7remtik was there.."
a7mad " her name is ro'9a btw ...heh"
girl " oh hehe ok...ro'9a was there...elmohem...Ro'9aa came up to mama and asked her about what she told You, because she said ennik met'3ayyer 3alaiha shay che ..."
a7mad " SHE CAME up to MAMA!!?"
girl " YES! .. ok elmohem mama ma re7mat'ha .. she told her enna she told u the truth.....something about ro'9a using u ya?"
a7mad " mm ya that's kind of what she told me...."
girl " well ro'9a was all like WHAT r u talkin bout!! ANA mb chee and stuff.."
a7mad " Reallyyy??"
girl " well yah... wait enta 9adagt mama youm galatlek??!"
a7mad " well yes..and no... y3ne i thought y would mama lie to me,, bs at the same time,, ro'9a was amazing weyay so makan ydsh el 3agel....."
girl " omg a7mad ! ur such an idiot haha.. didn't it occur to you that mama hates her ?? mathalan!? "
a7mad " well, adree that bs t7arait y3ne she will see how much I like her w she won't hurt me in the process at least, cz after what she said ams, w ana 7altee uff.. walla madri kaif agoollech....'
girl " so you do like her?"
a7mad " mmm.....haih..."
girl " aww myy liiil brother y7eB! "
a7mad "hahah aaihh! "
I stood there not knowing what to do for a while...I wanted to go and hug that big sister of his !! SHE sort of saved my life just now!! OMG THANK god! Im so relieeeeved......and he said y7ebni....ehh la2 maybe he's just saying that..
ok ok let me go back to the room gabel la yshooofooni!!
I was walking back when I bumped into sara 3nd bab '3rfatna.
me " SARa! "
sara "RO'9aaaa! I Was looking all over for you!! I can't believe a7mad ma3a6aach my Blackberry piiiN! here here where is your phone?? I'll add myself,,,my bro mamenna fayda!"
me " hahha.. sorry akeed nsaa..heree"
haha The things sara gets mad at are funny. Bs seriously yesterday was NOT the day he would add his sister to my phone. I gave her my phone w she added herself, then she had this wide grin on her face.
sara "YAY now I can annoy you all the time! "
me "hehe yaay ! "
a7mad " my two favorite girls in the woorld!"
his voice came out from behind us, me n sara jumped at the sound of his voice as we turned our heads, Unlike sara, I stood where I was studying the situation carefully not knowing how will he act towards me after ma ekteshaf that I was innocent. sara went and hugged him then let go w they walked closer to the door, closer to me.
a7mad " goomee sara goomee, 5aleenee asallem 3ala zoojty awaal"
I looked up at him innocently, wallah hal ensan youm yba ykoon ktkoot mafee 7ad methlaa fl denya ! 7beebyyy!
He came closer and put his hand behind my head as he bent down and layed a peck on my head. As he was standing up right he looked into my eyes, I gave him half a smile as I blushed.
sara " OMG OMG! "
a7mad " SHO SHO? hahaha"
sara "seriously YOu TWO should be in a movie or something hahah"
a7mad " hehe haih walla 9a7 kalaamch'
he said as he came right next to me and put his arm around my shoulders. I looked at him, then back at sara and gave her a shrug, ena I don't know what he's doing look.
sara " hehee okaay a7mad 9adagt 3mrek psht! .. anyHoo I'll leave you two love birds and I'll go to the NAiL station taa taaaaa!"
She said excitedly as she fled to her room. He slowly shal eeda mn my shoulder then opened our room door and 6ala3 9ooby smiling
a7mad " Ladies first "
me " hehe "
I did not know what ot say, 7asait 3mrii habla just giggling every now and then. I walked into the 9ala, w ho ya jdamy w fta7 bab el bedroom w d5al inside. mshait wara and I walked in and sat on the bed. (Don't ask I was just wayd bored!)
He took off his '3etra and 3alaga on the hanger. Followed by the kandoora of course. He was wearing wzar w faneela..he looked so funny, bs I didn't laugh, bs 6ala3ta w ashkra im holding a laugh in, smiling.
a7mad " hehe shoo moo 3aybennich myy 5abbaz look! "
me " hehe maagelt shaaaay"
I blushed. madri laish! mnzmaan matkalamna wya ba3a'9 bs che 3aba6..god I miss him.
a7mad " ashkra it shows on ur face enzain.. Btshoofeen I won't change... a9lan I can be hot in anything,, 7atta lw wzar w faneelaaa! "
me " ahahahah... riiiiight..."
a7mad " u want to dare me? I can seduce you WHILE wearing this! tet7adaaiN! "
me " mmm la 3adii....i believe uu i believe u "
I said while rolling my eyes. SEDUCE Me? walla hal ensaaan bi-polar, wala channa this morning he wrote a 'sorry-i-kissed-u' note thingie! I got off the bed since hoo ya ylas 3dalee while talking about seducing me, bs Ho za5 eedy when I was standing and pulled me 5feef towards him, KAN SHWAY w i will fall all over him! I think that was his purpose bs I stopped myself w wgaft centimeters away from him, I mean I thought we'd talk about things before actually just jumping on each other.
I mean it's been what? 2 days w ne7na weird around each other w yetwa8a3 a7een just because he decided I'm innocent we can go back to making out?
I'm not saying I don't want that ...bs.....I can't ignore that I am kind of m8hoora menna, enna how could he even think of me as a money-sucking B**ch...uff
I moved my hands freeing them from his grab. He looked up at me questionably..
me " what??"
a7mad " mmm well....r u ok?"
me " what do you mean?"
a7mad "you're acting weird... is something wrong?"
i looked at him with a ma8hoora face, is he serious? after all the drama mal the couple of days ago, he thinks I will be fine, after all that ignoring my existence he thinks it's ok?
me " r u serious a7mad?"
a7mad " serious sho? ya I'm serious I'm asking sho balach.."
me " a7mad yesteday you were all weird and stuff, and u were like kent afakker fee shay, w then the day before shay bout ur mom ... n now you come in all happy walaa channa shay mstweee....don't I have the right to be confused??!"
I'm such a drama queen, haha, awana ma3rf why he's happy, bs he doesn't know that I know so he can't just decide to act this way. And I expect him to say sorry...for what he thought of me...
He was quiet for a while, a'9en kan yfakker, his face became serious. He got up and came closer 9oobee..
a7mad " mmmm I heard that you talked to my mom today, so t7arait enna t3arfeen sholsalfa...."
me " So it's true?! You thought I'm just being nice to you 3shan I want your money? Seriously a7mad??"
a7mad " bs ro'9aa..."
I put my arms in front of his face, enna 'shh and wait', and put my other hand on my face, drying back the tears, my eyes were starting to get watery, m3rf laish. I took a deep breath thn nazalt eedi and was looking at the floor
me "bs shoo?"
a7mad " I'm sorry walla ......m3rf...i dnoo...madri kaif i believed her......bs she's my mom t3arfeen I've been living with her all my lifee.."
me " bss I'm your wife! I know you don't know me that well bs bss....I thought you knew me shwaya more than that "
A tear escaped my eyes, magdar ayawda...I was 6al3ing kella elly feeni......i want him...I want him for me.......I need him to hold me.
a7mad " wallaa asef roo'9aaa..."
He got closer to me and put one of his hands 3ala my shoulder.
me " and then...then you ignore me,,,, w ana 6ool el youm roo7ee..and...."
My tears were all over the place! I could hardly see him anymore...He took his hand off my shoulder and put his arms all around me, rasi was now 3ala 9adra,, and my hands bent jdami, I held his shirt tight with them....his smell.....his warmth...........his heartbeat......I could feel it all
me " I missed u....so muchh"
I cried at that sentence uncontrollably, I think it was all the bottled up feelings about kel7ad around me 6ela3 marra we7da. He just held me tighter and kept apologizing over and over again.
3gb shway I calmed down, w ho 7as b hal shay, so he loosened his arms around me, and looked at my face with his serious katkoot face, I didn't take my eyes off of him, more like I got my head closer to him. Doing something I knew I was not supposed to, bs I don't caare!
madait rasi w I kissed him as passionately as I knew how to, I sneaked my hands behind his head, with his hair going through my fingers. Shway shway I was pushing him towards the bed, still kissing. I could feel his hand crawling onto my back. He fell on to the bed and me right on top of him. I didn't care about the limits we talked about I didn't care about anything, I just wanted him...I lifted my head shwaya to see his face, bs it's not like ho 5alanee,, he just raised his head too and by putting his hand wara My head he pulled it back and forced our lips together again, it's like we couldn't get enough...we've never gone this far before. He rolled us over, until I was at the bottom, and he had his both arms placed enna they were lifting his weight off of me, while being on top of me. I was kind of distracted by,,,his...thingie..on me... I mean don't get me wrong nothing was happening...bss our bodies were all over each other. Bs whatever I ignored it and rakazt on enjoying his warmth all over me, and the tender kisses he planted on my lips, cheeks. Shway shway he moved down he was kissing my chin, then it was my neck. It was so awkward, ok I was enjoying it w sort of closing my eyes, bss bss what am I supposed to do? Where do my hands go?? I wanted to act 'sexy' fa I decided I'll put my hands into his top 3ala his bare back. I slowly and carefully sled them there one after the other, as softly as I could.
and BOY did he like that!
rafa3 rasa shwaya and he had this wide grin on his face, that was...extremely sexy I must say,, I haven't seen this look on him before, I have no idea what it means! Garab rasaa to my ear and he started kissing that area...and and.. I'm sort of embarrassed to say bs I was breathing loudly,in a mmmm 'sexy' kind of way I guess, roo7a 6la3 when he kissed me therree! ...it tickled and felt so right at the same time it was so weird! And well it turned him on cz the next thing he told me caught me off guard.. . . .
He was brushing his lips 3ala my ear lobes softly then he whispered, with his oh-so-sexy manly voice
a7mad " Lets just DO it..."
SO SORRY , el'9roof masem7at :(
<3
u knw i love u ;)
xoxooxo : P
____________________________________
Previously on W E D - L O C K E D
_________________________________________________
He looked down at his hands, and held on to mine tighter. Then he looked up at me
a7mad "I miss thiss...."
me "ha....? this what?"
a7mad "mmm...uss..like this... u know.."
...When we were close enough he closed his eyes, and I did the same. our lips pressed lightly onto each other...
........
Gmt the next morning........I ran towards it bser3a and took it in my hand and unfolded it
' ro'9a,
Sorry I woke u up last night.....w mmmm sorry about the kiss..... I was tired and confused........it'll never happen again....
so sorry....
a7mad. '
...................
a7mad's mom " walla maagltella shaay '3aair el 9dg....."
me " ay 9edg?"
a7mad's mom " enna entiii bss yalsa tl3beeen fee masha3raa 3shan ma9la7tch, fa geltella y7aaseb w yntebeh 3ala 3umraa...."
me " na3aaam? ma9laa7aat shoo enshalla?"
a7mad's mom " latsaween 3mrch '3abeyya jdamii,, 5e66etich waaa'97a! tbain a7mad y7ebbich 3shan b3dain ta5theen kel floosa w tg9een 3alaaih...! "
.........
I stood there jdamha silent, metfaj2a, y3ne this woman comes up with stories herself and beLieeves them! w a7mad believed her?
________
toot tooot.......tooot tooot
mom "alooo"
me "aloo salam w 3alaikm"
...................
I thought I'm too old to ever say this..bss......aba ommyy...!
..............
a7mad
_______________________________________________
it was 5:00 pm now. Bs obooy tawwa gayelli enna mafee she'3L zyada elyoum.
...................
I went into the house w kan hdoooo2. as usual y3ne. I walked to 9oub el 9ala (avoiding going to our room, avoiding ro'9a in other words..)
I saw my big sis there...
me " hallaa shaai5aa sh5baarech.."
.....................
Shai5a " ta3al a7mad..mmm i need to talk to you"
...............
me " 5aair sho fee??"
shai5a "it's about 7remtik.....I saw her today by the way....."
................
_________________________________________________
Ro'9a
________________________________________
uff I was so bored mn hal '3rfaa.... I walked around the room, I've watched Tv, I've done kelshay fe this room that's do-able y3ne!
I decided to get out and go to the 9ala, maybe i'll see sara there! hopefully.
Lbast shailat 9ala, and I went out of the room, I was walking slowly looking around the place. I heard voices coming mn el 9ala... they were two voices, a male and a female. As I went closer I recognized one of them, it was a7mad. esta'3rabt enna he's here, since its tawa 6 shay. bs the girl, i didn't know who she was, she didn't sound like sara, mmm or his mom. I just stood there when what they were saying was clear to hear.
girl ' ta3al a7mad I need to talk to you"
a7mad " 5aair sho fee??"
girl "it's about 7remtik...I saw her today by the way..."
I was so surprised and curious to listen to what this girl had to say, re7t shwayaa ajrab, bs i was still out of sight from the 9ala people. Talk about being in the right place at the right time! yay me!
a7mad "hmm... and?"
girl " ya7lailha...she's not bad"
a7mad "heh...and that's what you want to talk to me about??"
girl "hmm laa.. bs gabel ma agoolek, lazim tefham enna mama has good intentions for what she does, she always thinks she's doing what's best for us 9a7? Even if sa3at what she does makes no sense, bs u hafto excuse her ryte?"
a7mad "mm ya.. I guess.."
girl " enzain...mmm whatever she told you bout ur wife....mmm .. not true..."
a7mad " haa?? what do you mean??"
girl " mmm well... today morningg me n mama were walking around the house , w when we got to the dining room, 7remtik was there.."
a7mad " her name is ro'9a btw ...heh"
girl " oh hehe ok...ro'9a was there...elmohem...Ro'9aa came up to mama and asked her about what she told You, because she said ennik met'3ayyer 3alaiha shay che ..."
a7mad " SHE CAME up to MAMA!!?"
girl " YES! .. ok elmohem mama ma re7mat'ha .. she told her enna she told u the truth.....something about ro'9a using u ya?"
a7mad " mm ya that's kind of what she told me...."
girl " well ro'9a was all like WHAT r u talkin bout!! ANA mb chee and stuff.."
a7mad " Reallyyy??"
girl " well yah... wait enta 9adagt mama youm galatlek??!"
a7mad " well yes..and no... y3ne i thought y would mama lie to me,, bs at the same time,, ro'9a was amazing weyay so makan ydsh el 3agel....."
girl " omg a7mad ! ur such an idiot haha.. didn't it occur to you that mama hates her ?? mathalan!? "
a7mad " well, adree that bs t7arait y3ne she will see how much I like her w she won't hurt me in the process at least, cz after what she said ams, w ana 7altee uff.. walla madri kaif agoollech....'
girl " so you do like her?"
a7mad " mmm.....haih..."
girl " aww myy liiil brother y7eB! "
a7mad "hahah aaihh! "
I stood there not knowing what to do for a while...I wanted to go and hug that big sister of his !! SHE sort of saved my life just now!! OMG THANK god! Im so relieeeeved......and he said y7ebni....ehh la2 maybe he's just saying that..
ok ok let me go back to the room gabel la yshooofooni!!
I was walking back when I bumped into sara 3nd bab '3rfatna.
me " SARa! "
sara "RO'9aaaa! I Was looking all over for you!! I can't believe a7mad ma3a6aach my Blackberry piiiN! here here where is your phone?? I'll add myself,,,my bro mamenna fayda!"
me " hahha.. sorry akeed nsaa..heree"
haha The things sara gets mad at are funny. Bs seriously yesterday was NOT the day he would add his sister to my phone. I gave her my phone w she added herself, then she had this wide grin on her face.
sara "YAY now I can annoy you all the time! "
me "hehe yaay ! "
a7mad " my two favorite girls in the woorld!"
his voice came out from behind us, me n sara jumped at the sound of his voice as we turned our heads, Unlike sara, I stood where I was studying the situation carefully not knowing how will he act towards me after ma ekteshaf that I was innocent. sara went and hugged him then let go w they walked closer to the door, closer to me.
a7mad " goomee sara goomee, 5aleenee asallem 3ala zoojty awaal"
I looked up at him innocently, wallah hal ensan youm yba ykoon ktkoot mafee 7ad methlaa fl denya ! 7beebyyy!
He came closer and put his hand behind my head as he bent down and layed a peck on my head. As he was standing up right he looked into my eyes, I gave him half a smile as I blushed.
sara " OMG OMG! "
a7mad " SHO SHO? hahaha"
sara "seriously YOu TWO should be in a movie or something hahah"
a7mad " hehe haih walla 9a7 kalaamch'
he said as he came right next to me and put his arm around my shoulders. I looked at him, then back at sara and gave her a shrug, ena I don't know what he's doing look.
sara " hehee okaay a7mad 9adagt 3mrek psht! .. anyHoo I'll leave you two love birds and I'll go to the NAiL station taa taaaaa!"
She said excitedly as she fled to her room. He slowly shal eeda mn my shoulder then opened our room door and 6ala3 9ooby smiling
a7mad " Ladies first "
me " hehe "
I did not know what ot say, 7asait 3mrii habla just giggling every now and then. I walked into the 9ala, w ho ya jdamy w fta7 bab el bedroom w d5al inside. mshait wara and I walked in and sat on the bed. (Don't ask I was just wayd bored!)
He took off his '3etra and 3alaga on the hanger. Followed by the kandoora of course. He was wearing wzar w faneela..he looked so funny, bs I didn't laugh, bs 6ala3ta w ashkra im holding a laugh in, smiling.
a7mad " hehe shoo moo 3aybennich myy 5abbaz look! "
me " hehe maagelt shaaaay"
I blushed. madri laish! mnzmaan matkalamna wya ba3a'9 bs che 3aba6..god I miss him.
a7mad " ashkra it shows on ur face enzain.. Btshoofeen I won't change... a9lan I can be hot in anything,, 7atta lw wzar w faneelaaa! "
me " ahahahah... riiiiight..."
a7mad " u want to dare me? I can seduce you WHILE wearing this! tet7adaaiN! "
me " mmm la 3adii....i believe uu i believe u "
I said while rolling my eyes. SEDUCE Me? walla hal ensaaan bi-polar, wala channa this morning he wrote a 'sorry-i-kissed-u' note thingie! I got off the bed since hoo ya ylas 3dalee while talking about seducing me, bs Ho za5 eedy when I was standing and pulled me 5feef towards him, KAN SHWAY w i will fall all over him! I think that was his purpose bs I stopped myself w wgaft centimeters away from him, I mean I thought we'd talk about things before actually just jumping on each other.
I mean it's been what? 2 days w ne7na weird around each other w yetwa8a3 a7een just because he decided I'm innocent we can go back to making out?
I'm not saying I don't want that ...bs.....I can't ignore that I am kind of m8hoora menna, enna how could he even think of me as a money-sucking B**ch...uff
I moved my hands freeing them from his grab. He looked up at me questionably..
me " what??"
a7mad " mmm well....r u ok?"
me " what do you mean?"
a7mad "you're acting weird... is something wrong?"
i looked at him with a ma8hoora face, is he serious? after all the drama mal the couple of days ago, he thinks I will be fine, after all that ignoring my existence he thinks it's ok?
me " r u serious a7mad?"
a7mad " serious sho? ya I'm serious I'm asking sho balach.."
me " a7mad yesteday you were all weird and stuff, and u were like kent afakker fee shay, w then the day before shay bout ur mom ... n now you come in all happy walaa channa shay mstweee....don't I have the right to be confused??!"
I'm such a drama queen, haha, awana ma3rf why he's happy, bs he doesn't know that I know so he can't just decide to act this way. And I expect him to say sorry...for what he thought of me...
He was quiet for a while, a'9en kan yfakker, his face became serious. He got up and came closer 9oobee..
a7mad " mmmm I heard that you talked to my mom today, so t7arait enna t3arfeen sholsalfa...."
me " So it's true?! You thought I'm just being nice to you 3shan I want your money? Seriously a7mad??"
a7mad " bs ro'9aa..."
I put my arms in front of his face, enna 'shh and wait', and put my other hand on my face, drying back the tears, my eyes were starting to get watery, m3rf laish. I took a deep breath thn nazalt eedi and was looking at the floor
me "bs shoo?"
a7mad " I'm sorry walla ......m3rf...i dnoo...madri kaif i believed her......bs she's my mom t3arfeen I've been living with her all my lifee.."
me " bss I'm your wife! I know you don't know me that well bs bss....I thought you knew me shwaya more than that "
A tear escaped my eyes, magdar ayawda...I was 6al3ing kella elly feeni......i want him...I want him for me.......I need him to hold me.
a7mad " wallaa asef roo'9aaa..."
He got closer to me and put one of his hands 3ala my shoulder.
me " and then...then you ignore me,,,, w ana 6ool el youm roo7ee..and...."
My tears were all over the place! I could hardly see him anymore...He took his hand off my shoulder and put his arms all around me, rasi was now 3ala 9adra,, and my hands bent jdami, I held his shirt tight with them....his smell.....his warmth...........his heartbeat......I could feel it all
me " I missed u....so muchh"
I cried at that sentence uncontrollably, I think it was all the bottled up feelings about kel7ad around me 6ela3 marra we7da. He just held me tighter and kept apologizing over and over again.
3gb shway I calmed down, w ho 7as b hal shay, so he loosened his arms around me, and looked at my face with his serious katkoot face, I didn't take my eyes off of him, more like I got my head closer to him. Doing something I knew I was not supposed to, bs I don't caare!
madait rasi w I kissed him as passionately as I knew how to, I sneaked my hands behind his head, with his hair going through my fingers. Shway shway I was pushing him towards the bed, still kissing. I could feel his hand crawling onto my back. He fell on to the bed and me right on top of him. I didn't care about the limits we talked about I didn't care about anything, I just wanted him...I lifted my head shwaya to see his face, bs it's not like ho 5alanee,, he just raised his head too and by putting his hand wara My head he pulled it back and forced our lips together again, it's like we couldn't get enough...we've never gone this far before. He rolled us over, until I was at the bottom, and he had his both arms placed enna they were lifting his weight off of me, while being on top of me. I was kind of distracted by,,,his...thingie..on me... I mean don't get me wrong nothing was happening...bss our bodies were all over each other. Bs whatever I ignored it and rakazt on enjoying his warmth all over me, and the tender kisses he planted on my lips, cheeks. Shway shway he moved down he was kissing my chin, then it was my neck. It was so awkward, ok I was enjoying it w sort of closing my eyes, bss bss what am I supposed to do? Where do my hands go?? I wanted to act 'sexy' fa I decided I'll put my hands into his top 3ala his bare back. I slowly and carefully sled them there one after the other, as softly as I could.
and BOY did he like that!
rafa3 rasa shwaya and he had this wide grin on his face, that was...extremely sexy I must say,, I haven't seen this look on him before, I have no idea what it means! Garab rasaa to my ear and he started kissing that area...and and.. I'm sort of embarrassed to say bs I was breathing loudly,in a mmmm 'sexy' kind of way I guess, roo7a 6la3 when he kissed me therree! ...it tickled and felt so right at the same time it was so weird! And well it turned him on cz the next thing he told me caught me off guard.. . . .
He was brushing his lips 3ala my ear lobes softly then he whispered, with his oh-so-sexy manly voice
a7mad " Lets just DO it..."
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Wed-Locked 23
Previously on W E D - L O C K E D
_________________________________________________
kaif 5alaita y3a99eb, and what he said before he slammed the door! What does he mean? What did his mom say about me??
...............
me " ana asfaa ,, a7mad bss..."
.....
a7mad " bss sho?"
me " bs enaa..."
...
me " enaa....I really missed you w knt atrayak roo7ee and i got lonely, n then you didn't come,, w madrii a7maad, I just 7asait b'9eej, bs im sorry I got angry at you.."
.............
a7mad " na3am?"
me " r yooou still mad at mee" *frown*
a7mad "oh la2 i'm not"
..............
a7mad
_______________________
I couldn't face ro'9aa! y3ne sho agoolha ???
................
the conversation between me and my mom kept repeating in my head, especially when she said " a7maad ana mat'hmnee '3air ma9la7tek, w maknt bagoolk hatha etha maknt ahtam, 7aseb mn ro'9a! tra 9a7 ymkn t7asseb ennk tdaneeha bs enta bs t3arfha 7ag kamn youm, w youm kalamt'ha ana 3shan etdeer balha 3alaik gamat 7arejat 3alay w 5athat 9a7anha w 6l3at mn el dining room ba3ad ma ana roo7ii wadaait'ha hnak!! w galat enha bt5aleek t7bha 3nad feeni! taraha matehtam feek wala t7ebbik, kel ha yalsa tsaweee 7ag ma9la7at'ha"
................
this must be the worse day of my life...
_________________________________________________
a7mad
___________________________________
fta7t 3ainy wla el '3rfa '9alaaam.. I looked over at the alarm clock that was 3dal my bed, it read ' 3:02 AM', so apparently I only slept for 2 hours wla shay che... uf magdar anaam! I turned myself to face ro'9a while she was asleep. I could see her face now only half covered with the blanket. I wanted to lean closer and kiss her forehead, bs I couldn't bring myself to do that...
mt'9aayeg ya naas met'9aayeg!
I got off the bed and was walking around the room like a maniac, thinking everything over. y3ne 9ara7a kalam ommy maydsh el ras, bs ma38oola she just makes it up?? Ya rabiii I'm soo confused!
8arart a9alee 9alat el7aaja 3shan ana m7tar big time! w ma'9n ayshay byra7ni '3air rabii...fa re7t w twa'9ait w kelshay .....
ro'9a
_______________________________________
I heard noices around the room, doors closing, noisy footsteps. I forced myself to ignore them at first, bs they didn't go away so I got up, I was surprised enna a7mad makan 3dalee , Awal ma I lifted my head I spotted him in the corner of the room faresh el syadaa w ho y9alee. I wonder what he's praying, when sheft el sa3a kan ba3ada 3ala 9alat el fajer. hmm...
I just sat there looking at him, b3dain sra7t....I miss my mom, my dad, my brothers, and fatooma....wainhum? Should I call my mum tomorrow? bs A5er conversation we had didn't go all that well. I wonder how they're doing. They're not the only people I miss, I miss a7mad too, a lot, I've never felt this alone in my life, and it sucks uff!
I was sitting up so I bent my knees and hid my face between them trying to escape all those thoughts, my head started to hurt,, uff...marra w7da I felt a cold hand touching my hands fa ngazt and I looked up...it was a7mad with his tired face ylas 3dalee 3al shebreyya
a7mad " did I wake u up?"
I looked at him for a bit then I nodded slowly.
a7mad " ohh asef ! "
me " laa 3adi.."
a7mad " I just...couldn't sleep"
He said while looking at the floor, then looking up into my face, he was in serious need of a hug, I can read it all over his face, bs I couldn't do it, awalan knt ta3bana to move, thaneyan he said we shouldn't be all touchy w I don't want to ruin things bainna more than how they are now...
me "oh.. laish?"
a7mad "mmm....madri knt afakker wayd,,,bout kelshay.."
me " ummm.... do you want to talk about it?"
He was silent for 2 seconds thinking, then he gulped and had a worrisome look on his face
a7mad " I probably shouldn't..."
me "akeed? you can tell me anything a7mad.."
nazalt my knees and I sat closer to him, hopping that he would give in and talk,, aba a3arf sho fee, shoo m'9aygenna mat7ammal seeing him like this. I reached for his hand and held it tight, brushing my thumb on the side of his palm softly, trying to raye7 him.
He looked down at his hands, and held on to mine tighter. Then he looked up at me
a7mad "I miss thiss...."
me "ha....? this what?"
a7mad "mmm...uss..like this... u know.."
When I saw his eyes they were so serious, I didn't expect him to say that after how he acted yesterday. I looked at him innocently with a slight frown
me "...ana b3ad..."
He brought his face cautiously closer to mine, carefully looking into my eyes while gradually coming closer and closer. w ana maga9art y3ne I knew I wanted it, I wasn't going to run away this time, I was garrebing my face to his too. When we were close enough he closed his eyes, and I did the same. our lips pressed lightly onto each other....I took my hand that wasn't holding anything and put it 3ala the back of his head softly fastening his head in that position. bs a7mad didn't do anything he just kissed me, like he had never before, he wasn't stopping I don't know how much it lasted, bs I had to take a break to catch my breath..but I wish I never pulled away....
I took my lips off of his to take a breath, bs when I did he pulled his head way back, He bit his lip as if holding on to the taste, then he took a deep breath and freed his hand from my grip while getting up from the bed.
a7mad "mm...I need to go sleep..."
My mouth slightly fell open when he got up, I didn't want him to! I was screaming NOOO inside of me, bs I didn't want to sound desperate so maglt shay and I just followed him with my eyes until he layed in his side of the bed and '3a66a 3umra bel la7af while his head was turned away from me.
So much for getting him to talk to me..uff...what's wrong with him? What the hell did his mom tell him?
I layed down on my pillow, thinking about the kiss, I mean we had a deal enna no kissing bs we kissed anyways? Does that mean that rule is banished? hmmm...I was just staring at his back, worried about him, about us.... until I dazed off and fell asleep.
Gmt the next morning with a terrible headache...I went to the bathroom and changed w kelshay and was walking around the room fixing some stuff thrown around. b3dain I looked over at the bed and I spotted this folded paper on a7mad's pillow. et7amast so I ran towards it bser3a and took it in my hand and unfolded it
' ro'9a,
Sorry I woke u up last night.....w mmmm sorry about the kiss..... I was tired and confused........it'll never happen again....
so sorry....
a7mad. '
Does he see me complaining!? why the hell is he apologizing....uff! I have to make sure it DOES happen again. urghh...I'm hungry.....
I ran out of the room, rushing to the dining area where all the food was. W I CAn't explain how hungry I was, I literally put some from every kind of dish on the table on to my plate! W kalaita bser3a gabel ma the evil mom walks in....since I need to talk to her.
After eating kelshay on my plate I was so satisfied. I made sure I ate a little extra since I may not be eating anything during the day like yesterday! I was so full w just yalsa staring at my empty plate when she walked in. I got up 3ala 6ool when I heard her voice talking to someone. I was looking directly at her bs she pretended I was not there. kanat tmshee wya this girl that I don't know, the girl was wearing a jalabeyya w looked way older than me, in her late 20's probably and she was definitely staring at me, curiously.
me "umm salam w 3alaikm 5alo.."
I said coldly, still looking towards her. She turned her face to me, looking extremely annoyed by my voice. but I didn't care...
me " b'3ait akalmech fe mw'9oo3"
a7mad's mom " 5aair,,,?"
I looked at the girl, who was curiously looking at me, then back at a7mad's mom, as if ashering enna she's there
me "mmm mw'9oo3 5a9 shwaya..."
a7mad's mom " ely btgooleena jdamyy... goolee jdam bntyy ba3ad..."
me " umm enzain..."
I got off the chair and stood jdamhm...
me "mmm b'3ait asa2lch, enti sho gltee be'9aab6 7ag a7mad? 3shan ho mb ra'9ee ygoolee,, w mn ams mt'3ayyer 3alay..."
Her face lifted up when I said that! 7a8EERAA!
a7mad's mom " walla maagltella shaay '3aair el 9dg....."
me " ay 9edg?"
a7mad's mom " enna entiii bss yalsa tl3beeen fee masha3raa 3shan ma9la7tch, fa geltella y7aaseb w yntebeh 3ala 3umraa...."
me " na3aaam? ma9laa7aat shoo enshalla?"
a7mad's mom " latsaween 3mrch '3abeyya jdamii,, 5e66etich waaa'97a! tbain a7mad y7ebbich 3shan b3dain ta5theen kel floosa w tg9een 3alaaih...! "
My mouth fell open 3ala her words! WHERE the hell does she get thesE IDEAs from!! anaa after floosa?? THAt's like my last conceernnnn! I was in shockk!
me "..an...anaa??"
a7mads mom " laa anaaa 3yal? haaa tet7arainy '3abeyya maba3arf 5e66atch!"
me " mn waain ybtee hal kaalaam? mnoo ga9 3alaich?? ana a5er shay ahtam fee hwa el floos!!! "
a7mad's mom " lat7awleen tg9een 3alay ba3ad, ana mb l hal daraja '3abeyya"
I stood there jdamha silent, metfaj2a, y3ne this woman comes up with stories herself and beLieeves them! w a7mad believed her?
a7mad's mom " haa 5ala9tee kalamch?"
I gave her a pissed off look, but no answer, then she walked away. I went back and sat in my chair m8hooora! I can't belieeve hal 7rma! I was looking at them as they were walking out of the dining room, the girl, who apparently is a7mad's sis, looked back at me with a concerned look while following her mom until they were out of sight. I was thinking of a way to sort things out with a7mad, y3ne hay mb 7ala! I thought of maybe just throwing the salfa in his face, I can't believe he thinks i may be after his money. I calmed myself down with a couple of bites of the m3ajanat jdamee, then I got up and headed to our room.
I picked up my phone from the side table, 3gub I dialed in my mom's number and looked at it for a second metradeda, bs decided to call
toot tooot.......tooot tooot
mom "alooo"
me "aloo salam w 3alaikm"
mom " w 3alaikm el salaam,,, ro'9aa?"
me "haih mama ana ro'9a..."
mom "sh5baaaarchh 7beebtyy!'
dama3t when she said that, I miss her a lot, and I've been feeling alone for so long, there's SO much I wanted to say to her, bs I didn't want to sound weak, I didn't want her to get mad at me for complaining like last time. So I held my tears in and cleared my throat.
me " 7emdellaa mama...ento sh5baarkm?"
mom " ne7na b5aair.. ana hnee yalsa broo7y w obooch w e5wanch fl dawam kal 3ada..hehe....sh5bar a7mad wyach?"
me "oh hehe salmy 3alaihm....mmm a7mad...7emdella.."
mom "akeed? mb m2athetennaa?"
me "mamaa! laaa..."
mom "haha....."
me " mmmm mama tra ne7na radaina mn aspanya"
mom " oh haaih 5aberatni om a7mad, galw youm el jem3a fe '3da fe bait'hm 3shan nshoofch"
me "oh.."
mom " y3ne youmaain w nshoofech!"
me " haaih okaay....."
mom "ro'9oo yalla ana bseer ajahez el '3daa 7ag e5wanch w obooch"
me " oh enzain.."
mom " yalla ma3 el salamaa"
me "ma3...els.."
tooot ....tooot.....toooot
I layed my head on the bed, and let the locked in tears get out. So she knew I was here w ba3ad she didn't call? is that how it's going to be from now on?.... I miss them...I want to be there having lunch with them today...I want to get out of this hell hole......I thought I'm too old to ever say this..bss......aba ommyy...!
a7mad
_______________________________________________
I was ratebing the papers on my desk, fl dawam. it was 5:00 pm now. Bs obooy tawwa gayelli enna mafee she'3L zyada elyoum. So it's one of my early days. etha this was yesterday knt bkoon wayd mstaans..bs not today. I don't want to go back home just yet. I don't want to face my mom w ro'9a. i don't know what to do about all that messed up salfa. And me kissing ro'9a, 9dg ennyy '3abee! bs I couldn't stop myself.
I did kelshay that I can, 5ala9t she'3lee ratabt el 6awla now what?
i'll drive as slow as possible on the way back.
I decided to get up w go and face my reality. rekabt el sayara, w I headed home. i we9alt there 3al 5:30, which is still TOO early. et'hayazt lain ma I got out of my car.
I went into the house w kan hdoooo2. as usual y3ne. I walked to 9oub el 9ala (avoiding going to our room, avoiding ro'9a in other words..)
I saw my big sis there...
me " hallaa shaai5aa sh5baarech.."
shai5a " a7maad? sho yaybennek mn 9ba7 Allah 5air...haa obooy m6al3ennek mnwaagt ashooof!"
me " haahahha haaih"
shai5a " ta3al a7mad..mmm i need to talk to you"
ze'3t hnee..wayehha et'3ayyar when she said that. shai5a doum the joking kind,,, fa when she's serious y3ne it must be shay mohem. I rushed 3dalha w ylast.
me " 5aair sho fee??"
shai5a "it's about 7remtik.....I saw her today by the way....."
______________________________________________________
to be continued...........
:P
_________________________________________________
kaif 5alaita y3a99eb, and what he said before he slammed the door! What does he mean? What did his mom say about me??
...............
me " ana asfaa ,, a7mad bss..."
.....
a7mad " bss sho?"
me " bs enaa..."
...
me " enaa....I really missed you w knt atrayak roo7ee and i got lonely, n then you didn't come,, w madrii a7maad, I just 7asait b'9eej, bs im sorry I got angry at you.."
.............
a7mad " na3am?"
me " r yooou still mad at mee" *frown*
a7mad "oh la2 i'm not"
..............
a7mad
_______________________
I couldn't face ro'9aa! y3ne sho agoolha ???
................
the conversation between me and my mom kept repeating in my head, especially when she said " a7maad ana mat'hmnee '3air ma9la7tek, w maknt bagoolk hatha etha maknt ahtam, 7aseb mn ro'9a! tra 9a7 ymkn t7asseb ennk tdaneeha bs enta bs t3arfha 7ag kamn youm, w youm kalamt'ha ana 3shan etdeer balha 3alaik gamat 7arejat 3alay w 5athat 9a7anha w 6l3at mn el dining room ba3ad ma ana roo7ii wadaait'ha hnak!! w galat enha bt5aleek t7bha 3nad feeni! taraha matehtam feek wala t7ebbik, kel ha yalsa tsaweee 7ag ma9la7at'ha"
................
this must be the worse day of my life...
_________________________________________________
a7mad
___________________________________
fta7t 3ainy wla el '3rfa '9alaaam.. I looked over at the alarm clock that was 3dal my bed, it read ' 3:02 AM', so apparently I only slept for 2 hours wla shay che... uf magdar anaam! I turned myself to face ro'9a while she was asleep. I could see her face now only half covered with the blanket. I wanted to lean closer and kiss her forehead, bs I couldn't bring myself to do that...
mt'9aayeg ya naas met'9aayeg!
I got off the bed and was walking around the room like a maniac, thinking everything over. y3ne 9ara7a kalam ommy maydsh el ras, bs ma38oola she just makes it up?? Ya rabiii I'm soo confused!
8arart a9alee 9alat el7aaja 3shan ana m7tar big time! w ma'9n ayshay byra7ni '3air rabii...fa re7t w twa'9ait w kelshay .....
ro'9a
_______________________________________
I heard noices around the room, doors closing, noisy footsteps. I forced myself to ignore them at first, bs they didn't go away so I got up, I was surprised enna a7mad makan 3dalee , Awal ma I lifted my head I spotted him in the corner of the room faresh el syadaa w ho y9alee. I wonder what he's praying, when sheft el sa3a kan ba3ada 3ala 9alat el fajer. hmm...
I just sat there looking at him, b3dain sra7t....I miss my mom, my dad, my brothers, and fatooma....wainhum? Should I call my mum tomorrow? bs A5er conversation we had didn't go all that well. I wonder how they're doing. They're not the only people I miss, I miss a7mad too, a lot, I've never felt this alone in my life, and it sucks uff!
I was sitting up so I bent my knees and hid my face between them trying to escape all those thoughts, my head started to hurt,, uff...marra w7da I felt a cold hand touching my hands fa ngazt and I looked up...it was a7mad with his tired face ylas 3dalee 3al shebreyya
a7mad " did I wake u up?"
I looked at him for a bit then I nodded slowly.
a7mad " ohh asef ! "
me " laa 3adi.."
a7mad " I just...couldn't sleep"
He said while looking at the floor, then looking up into my face, he was in serious need of a hug, I can read it all over his face, bs I couldn't do it, awalan knt ta3bana to move, thaneyan he said we shouldn't be all touchy w I don't want to ruin things bainna more than how they are now...
me "oh.. laish?"
a7mad "mmm....madri knt afakker wayd,,,bout kelshay.."
me " ummm.... do you want to talk about it?"
He was silent for 2 seconds thinking, then he gulped and had a worrisome look on his face
a7mad " I probably shouldn't..."
me "akeed? you can tell me anything a7mad.."
nazalt my knees and I sat closer to him, hopping that he would give in and talk,, aba a3arf sho fee, shoo m'9aygenna mat7ammal seeing him like this. I reached for his hand and held it tight, brushing my thumb on the side of his palm softly, trying to raye7 him.
He looked down at his hands, and held on to mine tighter. Then he looked up at me
a7mad "I miss thiss...."
me "ha....? this what?"
a7mad "mmm...uss..like this... u know.."
When I saw his eyes they were so serious, I didn't expect him to say that after how he acted yesterday. I looked at him innocently with a slight frown
me "...ana b3ad..."
He brought his face cautiously closer to mine, carefully looking into my eyes while gradually coming closer and closer. w ana maga9art y3ne I knew I wanted it, I wasn't going to run away this time, I was garrebing my face to his too. When we were close enough he closed his eyes, and I did the same. our lips pressed lightly onto each other....I took my hand that wasn't holding anything and put it 3ala the back of his head softly fastening his head in that position. bs a7mad didn't do anything he just kissed me, like he had never before, he wasn't stopping I don't know how much it lasted, bs I had to take a break to catch my breath..but I wish I never pulled away....
I took my lips off of his to take a breath, bs when I did he pulled his head way back, He bit his lip as if holding on to the taste, then he took a deep breath and freed his hand from my grip while getting up from the bed.
a7mad "mm...I need to go sleep..."
My mouth slightly fell open when he got up, I didn't want him to! I was screaming NOOO inside of me, bs I didn't want to sound desperate so maglt shay and I just followed him with my eyes until he layed in his side of the bed and '3a66a 3umra bel la7af while his head was turned away from me.
So much for getting him to talk to me..uff...what's wrong with him? What the hell did his mom tell him?
I layed down on my pillow, thinking about the kiss, I mean we had a deal enna no kissing bs we kissed anyways? Does that mean that rule is banished? hmmm...I was just staring at his back, worried about him, about us.... until I dazed off and fell asleep.
Gmt the next morning with a terrible headache...I went to the bathroom and changed w kelshay and was walking around the room fixing some stuff thrown around. b3dain I looked over at the bed and I spotted this folded paper on a7mad's pillow. et7amast so I ran towards it bser3a and took it in my hand and unfolded it
' ro'9a,
Sorry I woke u up last night.....w mmmm sorry about the kiss..... I was tired and confused........it'll never happen again....
so sorry....
a7mad. '
Does he see me complaining!? why the hell is he apologizing....uff! I have to make sure it DOES happen again. urghh...I'm hungry.....
I ran out of the room, rushing to the dining area where all the food was. W I CAn't explain how hungry I was, I literally put some from every kind of dish on the table on to my plate! W kalaita bser3a gabel ma the evil mom walks in....since I need to talk to her.
After eating kelshay on my plate I was so satisfied. I made sure I ate a little extra since I may not be eating anything during the day like yesterday! I was so full w just yalsa staring at my empty plate when she walked in. I got up 3ala 6ool when I heard her voice talking to someone. I was looking directly at her bs she pretended I was not there. kanat tmshee wya this girl that I don't know, the girl was wearing a jalabeyya w looked way older than me, in her late 20's probably and she was definitely staring at me, curiously.
me "umm salam w 3alaikm 5alo.."
I said coldly, still looking towards her. She turned her face to me, looking extremely annoyed by my voice. but I didn't care...
me " b'3ait akalmech fe mw'9oo3"
a7mad's mom " 5aair,,,?"
I looked at the girl, who was curiously looking at me, then back at a7mad's mom, as if ashering enna she's there
me "mmm mw'9oo3 5a9 shwaya..."
a7mad's mom " ely btgooleena jdamyy... goolee jdam bntyy ba3ad..."
me " umm enzain..."
I got off the chair and stood jdamhm...
me "mmm b'3ait asa2lch, enti sho gltee be'9aab6 7ag a7mad? 3shan ho mb ra'9ee ygoolee,, w mn ams mt'3ayyer 3alay..."
Her face lifted up when I said that! 7a8EERAA!
a7mad's mom " walla maagltella shaay '3aair el 9dg....."
me " ay 9edg?"
a7mad's mom " enna entiii bss yalsa tl3beeen fee masha3raa 3shan ma9la7tch, fa geltella y7aaseb w yntebeh 3ala 3umraa...."
me " na3aaam? ma9laa7aat shoo enshalla?"
a7mad's mom " latsaween 3mrch '3abeyya jdamii,, 5e66etich waaa'97a! tbain a7mad y7ebbich 3shan b3dain ta5theen kel floosa w tg9een 3alaaih...! "
My mouth fell open 3ala her words! WHERE the hell does she get thesE IDEAs from!! anaa after floosa?? THAt's like my last conceernnnn! I was in shockk!
me "..an...anaa??"
a7mads mom " laa anaaa 3yal? haaa tet7arainy '3abeyya maba3arf 5e66atch!"
me " mn waain ybtee hal kaalaam? mnoo ga9 3alaich?? ana a5er shay ahtam fee hwa el floos!!! "
a7mad's mom " lat7awleen tg9een 3alay ba3ad, ana mb l hal daraja '3abeyya"
I stood there jdamha silent, metfaj2a, y3ne this woman comes up with stories herself and beLieeves them! w a7mad believed her?
a7mad's mom " haa 5ala9tee kalamch?"
I gave her a pissed off look, but no answer, then she walked away. I went back and sat in my chair m8hooora! I can't belieeve hal 7rma! I was looking at them as they were walking out of the dining room, the girl, who apparently is a7mad's sis, looked back at me with a concerned look while following her mom until they were out of sight. I was thinking of a way to sort things out with a7mad, y3ne hay mb 7ala! I thought of maybe just throwing the salfa in his face, I can't believe he thinks i may be after his money. I calmed myself down with a couple of bites of the m3ajanat jdamee, then I got up and headed to our room.
I picked up my phone from the side table, 3gub I dialed in my mom's number and looked at it for a second metradeda, bs decided to call
toot tooot.......tooot tooot
mom "alooo"
me "aloo salam w 3alaikm"
mom " w 3alaikm el salaam,,, ro'9aa?"
me "haih mama ana ro'9a..."
mom "sh5baaaarchh 7beebtyy!'
dama3t when she said that, I miss her a lot, and I've been feeling alone for so long, there's SO much I wanted to say to her, bs I didn't want to sound weak, I didn't want her to get mad at me for complaining like last time. So I held my tears in and cleared my throat.
me " 7emdellaa mama...ento sh5baarkm?"
mom " ne7na b5aair.. ana hnee yalsa broo7y w obooch w e5wanch fl dawam kal 3ada..hehe....sh5bar a7mad wyach?"
me "oh hehe salmy 3alaihm....mmm a7mad...7emdella.."
mom "akeed? mb m2athetennaa?"
me "mamaa! laaa..."
mom "haha....."
me " mmmm mama tra ne7na radaina mn aspanya"
mom " oh haaih 5aberatni om a7mad, galw youm el jem3a fe '3da fe bait'hm 3shan nshoofch"
me "oh.."
mom " y3ne youmaain w nshoofech!"
me " haaih okaay....."
mom "ro'9oo yalla ana bseer ajahez el '3daa 7ag e5wanch w obooch"
me " oh enzain.."
mom " yalla ma3 el salamaa"
me "ma3...els.."
tooot ....tooot.....toooot
I layed my head on the bed, and let the locked in tears get out. So she knew I was here w ba3ad she didn't call? is that how it's going to be from now on?.... I miss them...I want to be there having lunch with them today...I want to get out of this hell hole......I thought I'm too old to ever say this..bss......aba ommyy...!
a7mad
_______________________________________________
I was ratebing the papers on my desk, fl dawam. it was 5:00 pm now. Bs obooy tawwa gayelli enna mafee she'3L zyada elyoum. So it's one of my early days. etha this was yesterday knt bkoon wayd mstaans..bs not today. I don't want to go back home just yet. I don't want to face my mom w ro'9a. i don't know what to do about all that messed up salfa. And me kissing ro'9a, 9dg ennyy '3abee! bs I couldn't stop myself.
I did kelshay that I can, 5ala9t she'3lee ratabt el 6awla now what?
i'll drive as slow as possible on the way back.
I decided to get up w go and face my reality. rekabt el sayara, w I headed home. i we9alt there 3al 5:30, which is still TOO early. et'hayazt lain ma I got out of my car.
I went into the house w kan hdoooo2. as usual y3ne. I walked to 9oub el 9ala (avoiding going to our room, avoiding ro'9a in other words..)
I saw my big sis there...
me " hallaa shaai5aa sh5baarech.."
shai5a " a7maad? sho yaybennek mn 9ba7 Allah 5air...haa obooy m6al3ennek mnwaagt ashooof!"
me " haahahha haaih"
shai5a " ta3al a7mad..mmm i need to talk to you"
ze'3t hnee..wayehha et'3ayyar when she said that. shai5a doum the joking kind,,, fa when she's serious y3ne it must be shay mohem. I rushed 3dalha w ylast.
me " 5aair sho fee??"
shai5a "it's about 7remtik.....I saw her today by the way....."
______________________________________________________
to be continued...........
:P
Saturday, September 19, 2009
3eedkm mbarak <3 ~
kel snaa wntooo 6aybeeN my readers <3 =D
ta8balla Allah 9yamkm w 9ale7 el a3mal w kel 3am wnto b5air ^^!
3eedkm mbarak
w 3sakm mn el 3aydeen wl salmeen :D
Lots of love,
Wed-locked
=D
ta8balla Allah 9yamkm w 9ale7 el a3mal w kel 3am wnto b5air ^^!
3eedkm mbarak
w 3sakm mn el 3aydeen wl salmeen :D
Lots of love,
Wed-locked
=D
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Wed-Locked 22
Previously on W E D - L O C K E D
_________________________________________________
then I put on another show, and another one. kent 7a6etenna 3ala Friends now, it was 11 pm, w knt mb makla lunch wala dinner, I admit I was hungry.....
...........
It was a7mad he stepped in with an apology smile on his face. I was za3lana.....
.............
I continued staring at the Tv, looking as pissed off as I possibly could.........
...........
a7mad " I said I was sorry.."
kent ba3di za3lana, so I just looked at him coldly b3dain lafait rasy towards the TV ignoring his apology. His voice suddenly changed to a more serious angry one
a7mad " ro'9a youm 7ad yramsch 3al a8al 6al3ee... w youm 7ad yet2assaf he expects el 6araf el thani enna ytfahham shway 3al a8al.."
He said firmly, lafait rasy 9ooba w his eye brows were creased y3ne kan 9dg m7arrej. bs I didn't say anything back, I just looked back at him silently. He got up angrily and marched to the bedroom
a7mad " ufff ... I guess my mom was right about u .... ! "
and he slammed the bedroom door behind him.
_________________________________________________
7asait b'9eeeej feeni at that moment I didn't know what to do, kaif he slammed the door, kaif 5alaita y3a99eb, and what he said before he slammed the door! What does he mean? What did his mom say about me??
I got up, with my heart racing, 7asait enny sawait shay '3ala6 by being pissed off 3alaih. I walked to the door and opened it shway shway, I had this feeling enna lazem ara'9ee before his mom's words, whatever they were, actually y2athroon 3alaih, I want the spain a7mad that I had so much fun and actionat with baack!
When d5alt quietly I was looking at him, he was standing by the bed taking off his '3etra and 3gal but he turned his head 9ooby when he heard the door open.
he gave me a glare w looked back at his 3gal while placing it on the bed, w when I was walking ajrab w ajrab to him he pretended I wasn't there and walked to the bathroom. I walked behind him, still not knowing what to say. He walked into the 7amam but didn't close the door behind him, is that a sign enna he actually wants to talk? bs za3lan? uf madrii ...Bs I walked da5el el bathroom weyaa, he was taking off his kandoora, he had only a faneela and wzar on, which looked weird on him but still not too bad bs I wasn't concerned with that at the time. I was just looking at his face with tears about to escape my eyes, and a frown on my face. I wished I could just go and hug him and forget about whatever happened since it was very stupid to begin with!
He put his kandoora beside the sink and turned his body to face me, his serious eyes were looking at me
a7mad " Fe shay that you want to say ?"
me " ummm....."
He looked at me disappointed and sighed heavily then was about to turn to take off his faneela or something but I had to say somethingg!
me " a7maad.."
He turned back to face me, and folded his arms in an 'im waiting' position. I looked at the floor then looked back up at him miserably
me " ana asfaa ,, a7mad bss..."
a tear escaped my eyes while saying that but I wiped it wya my hands and took a deep breath to control them, he probably already thinks I'm so weak and all ! No need for more crying jdama 3ala as5af el ashyaa2
a7mad " bss sho?"
me " bs enaa..."
I looked at the floor, glt ymkn its easier to talk that way
me " enaa....I really missed you w knt atrayak roo7ee and i got lonely, n then you didn't come,, w madrii a7maad, I just 7asait b'9eej, bs im sorry I got angry at you.."
*door knock*
We both looked back when we heard the door then back at each other, his face expression had changed, He put his hands on my shoulders
a7mad " dgeega.."
and rushed to the door. From the way he ran I could tell he thought it was his mom. I stood there and masse7ed my stupid dmoo3 and washed my face, then got out of the bathroom, the voice I heard didn't sound like his mom.. more like.....
sara " RO'9AA OMG I HAVE to tell u smthn!! "
She was running into the room extremely mt7amsa I would say, a7mad walked quietly behind her into the room, y3ne 9dg makan wagta for sara to come, he was looking at the floor probably thinking.
She came and was waving her arms all around talking about some stupid thing that happened at the beach, her burning and 7e99a tanning perfectly, shay che I just looked at her with a fake smile on my face, moving my stare to a7mad every now and then, he was still in the same position. sara leaned closer to me and was whispering into my ears
sara " I came to do my first test byyy the way !"
then leaned back up and started laughing, My eyes opened wide when she said that ! y3neeeee 9dgg mb wagtaaaaa !
me " NOwww? sara! "
sara " ahaha shoo?"
she put her finger on her mouth and motioned with her eyes towards a7mad ena to shut up.Then turned suddenly to him, he gave her a fake smile when she was skipping to him holding my hands pulling me with her closer to him.
sara " a7maaaad I looooooove ur wife! she's so cool"
she said with a wide grin, looking at me then back at him, I let out a small silent chuckle then looked at him forcing a smile on my face. He looked at his little sister with soft eyes, but what obviously was a fake smile.
a7mad ' uhh hai...'
sara "So that means u agree with me! "
a7mad " haa?"
He suddenly become alert of what she is saying.. seriously this girl is crazy ! Does she really think she'll know if he likes me like thiss!
sara "I said I love ur wife she's so cool u said haai! So u love ur wife and think she's cool? heheee"
a7mad "oh"
He was looking at her smiling, bs then he turned his head and looked at me with eyes that are obviously hiding something, he had a fake smile on his face 3shan 5a6er his sis I guess, wayd ydale3ha w yjamelha ! Me on the other hand, just stared back at him, eagerly waiting for his answer bs at the same time wanting to finish the salfa bain me w a7mad. He just nodded nicely to her, bs then when he looked back at me kan wayha not the fake smiley kan the serious one for a second then he changed it back when he was talking to her.
sara " OKaay anywaays I have to go to 7e99aa! oh oh a7maddd give ro'9a my pin ok !! please and thank yoou! byeeeeee love u 2"
She shouted while walking out of the door, a7mad went to lock the door behind her, then was immediately back to his serious mode and walked to me
a7mad " what were you saying?"
me "umm ana? mm ena im sorry w chee"
a7mad " oh ya.."
He said coldly, while staring at me as if waiting for more. I just stared back into his face, waiting for him to realize enna I was done with what I had to say. He sighed b3d shway then ya ajrab to me w kan wayha '3air nw, calmer bs still mayrayye7
a7mad " mmm ro'9a enti kalamtee ommi elyoum?"
he said forcefully, el kelmat kanat '3a9eb te6la3 mn booza. I looked at him questionably, bss wddii a3arf what his mom told him !
me "mmm haaih el9b7..."
a7mad " ohh mmmmm"
He walked past me and was heading to the 7amam again.. he took off his faneela while walking. wait that's it? He's not going to ask me what she said ? w He's probably not ok he still looks za3laan. I decided to switch to daloo3a mode since he's less angry now.
I went to the bathroom and leaned 3al door
me " a7maadd" (in a dala3 voice)
Laf 9ooby with his unhappy face,
a7mad " na3am?"
me " r yooou still mad at mee" *frown*
a7mad "oh la2 i'm not"
He said coldly then laf bak to the mirror and started brushing his teeth. What is wrong with him? knt aba a9ee7 right there at that moment. I thought the day can't get any worse when he was not here, bs apparently I was wrong! I went to bed and snuggled into the blanket and hid my face under the blanket while tears escaped my eyes, as I cried myself to sleep while my tummy was aching mn el yoo3, this must have been one of the worst days of my life.
a7mad
_______________________
I couldn't face ro'9aa! y3ne sho agoolha ???
ma38oola she said that to my mom ma38ooola? ro'9a of all people! I mean I know my mom doesn't like her bs she wouldn't lie to me. Although when ro'9a was apologizing she cried which looked real and not like an act.. ufff m3rfff yarabii m3rf sho asawee, ana ma3rf amathel enna everything's fine, ya Allah I was so eager to see her earlier today until I talked to my mom.
'3asalt asnani w I just wore my boxers to bed, maknt mtfayej for anything, and the conversation between me and my mom kept repeating in my head, especially when she said " a7maad ana mat'hmnee '3air ma9la7tek, w maknt bagoolk hatha etha maknt ahtam, 7aseb mn ro'9a! tra 9a7 ymkn t7asseb ennk tdaneeha bs enta bs t3arfha 7ag kamn youm, w youm kalamt'ha ana 3shan etdeer balha 3alaik gamat 7arejat 3alay w 5athat 9a7anha w 6l3at mn el dining room ba3ad ma ana roo7ii wadaait'ha hnak!! w galat enha bt5aleek t7bha 3nad feeni! taraha matehtam feek wala t7ebbik, kel ha yalsa tsaweee 7ag ma9la7at'ha"
y3ne she looked so concerned when she said that to me, m3rf sho a9adg ya Allah, ma7s ro'9a che bs ba3ad ommy machd ga9at 3alay.
fe hal la7'9a bs knt aba adfn 3mri fe mkaan mn el ka2abaa, I need someone to talk to, I wish I could talk to ro'9a, bs sho agoolha? enti t7beeni wla yalsa tg9een 3alay? That doesn't sound right. yarabii ma3arf sho asaweee
I got into bed 3dalha, I couldn't see her face kanat 5ashetenna ta7at el la7af, knt aba a7rek el la7af to see her , cz walla i miss her mn el5a6er, I've never felt this way before. knt 7as b'9eej machd 7asait fee in my life ba3ad, banadt 3ainy thinking that this must be the worse day of my life...
___________________________________________
yalla a7een seero 9alloooo : P
_________________________________________________
then I put on another show, and another one. kent 7a6etenna 3ala Friends now, it was 11 pm, w knt mb makla lunch wala dinner, I admit I was hungry.....
...........
It was a7mad he stepped in with an apology smile on his face. I was za3lana.....
.............
I continued staring at the Tv, looking as pissed off as I possibly could.........
...........
a7mad " I said I was sorry.."
kent ba3di za3lana, so I just looked at him coldly b3dain lafait rasy towards the TV ignoring his apology. His voice suddenly changed to a more serious angry one
a7mad " ro'9a youm 7ad yramsch 3al a8al 6al3ee... w youm 7ad yet2assaf he expects el 6araf el thani enna ytfahham shway 3al a8al.."
He said firmly, lafait rasy 9ooba w his eye brows were creased y3ne kan 9dg m7arrej. bs I didn't say anything back, I just looked back at him silently. He got up angrily and marched to the bedroom
a7mad " ufff ... I guess my mom was right about u .... ! "
and he slammed the bedroom door behind him.
_________________________________________________
7asait b'9eeeej feeni at that moment I didn't know what to do, kaif he slammed the door, kaif 5alaita y3a99eb, and what he said before he slammed the door! What does he mean? What did his mom say about me??
I got up, with my heart racing, 7asait enny sawait shay '3ala6 by being pissed off 3alaih. I walked to the door and opened it shway shway, I had this feeling enna lazem ara'9ee before his mom's words, whatever they were, actually y2athroon 3alaih, I want the spain a7mad that I had so much fun and actionat with baack!
When d5alt quietly I was looking at him, he was standing by the bed taking off his '3etra and 3gal but he turned his head 9ooby when he heard the door open.
he gave me a glare w looked back at his 3gal while placing it on the bed, w when I was walking ajrab w ajrab to him he pretended I wasn't there and walked to the bathroom. I walked behind him, still not knowing what to say. He walked into the 7amam but didn't close the door behind him, is that a sign enna he actually wants to talk? bs za3lan? uf madrii ...Bs I walked da5el el bathroom weyaa, he was taking off his kandoora, he had only a faneela and wzar on, which looked weird on him but still not too bad bs I wasn't concerned with that at the time. I was just looking at his face with tears about to escape my eyes, and a frown on my face. I wished I could just go and hug him and forget about whatever happened since it was very stupid to begin with!
He put his kandoora beside the sink and turned his body to face me, his serious eyes were looking at me
a7mad " Fe shay that you want to say ?"
me " ummm....."
He looked at me disappointed and sighed heavily then was about to turn to take off his faneela or something but I had to say somethingg!
me " a7maad.."
He turned back to face me, and folded his arms in an 'im waiting' position. I looked at the floor then looked back up at him miserably
me " ana asfaa ,, a7mad bss..."
a tear escaped my eyes while saying that but I wiped it wya my hands and took a deep breath to control them, he probably already thinks I'm so weak and all ! No need for more crying jdama 3ala as5af el ashyaa2
a7mad " bss sho?"
me " bs enaa..."
I looked at the floor, glt ymkn its easier to talk that way
me " enaa....I really missed you w knt atrayak roo7ee and i got lonely, n then you didn't come,, w madrii a7maad, I just 7asait b'9eej, bs im sorry I got angry at you.."
*door knock*
We both looked back when we heard the door then back at each other, his face expression had changed, He put his hands on my shoulders
a7mad " dgeega.."
and rushed to the door. From the way he ran I could tell he thought it was his mom. I stood there and masse7ed my stupid dmoo3 and washed my face, then got out of the bathroom, the voice I heard didn't sound like his mom.. more like.....
sara " RO'9AA OMG I HAVE to tell u smthn!! "
She was running into the room extremely mt7amsa I would say, a7mad walked quietly behind her into the room, y3ne 9dg makan wagta for sara to come, he was looking at the floor probably thinking.
She came and was waving her arms all around talking about some stupid thing that happened at the beach, her burning and 7e99a tanning perfectly, shay che I just looked at her with a fake smile on my face, moving my stare to a7mad every now and then, he was still in the same position. sara leaned closer to me and was whispering into my ears
sara " I came to do my first test byyy the way !"
then leaned back up and started laughing, My eyes opened wide when she said that ! y3neeeee 9dgg mb wagtaaaaa !
me " NOwww? sara! "
sara " ahaha shoo?"
she put her finger on her mouth and motioned with her eyes towards a7mad ena to shut up.Then turned suddenly to him, he gave her a fake smile when she was skipping to him holding my hands pulling me with her closer to him.
sara " a7maaaad I looooooove ur wife! she's so cool"
she said with a wide grin, looking at me then back at him, I let out a small silent chuckle then looked at him forcing a smile on my face. He looked at his little sister with soft eyes, but what obviously was a fake smile.
a7mad ' uhh hai...'
sara "So that means u agree with me! "
a7mad " haa?"
He suddenly become alert of what she is saying.. seriously this girl is crazy ! Does she really think she'll know if he likes me like thiss!
sara "I said I love ur wife she's so cool u said haai! So u love ur wife and think she's cool? heheee"
a7mad "oh"
He was looking at her smiling, bs then he turned his head and looked at me with eyes that are obviously hiding something, he had a fake smile on his face 3shan 5a6er his sis I guess, wayd ydale3ha w yjamelha ! Me on the other hand, just stared back at him, eagerly waiting for his answer bs at the same time wanting to finish the salfa bain me w a7mad. He just nodded nicely to her, bs then when he looked back at me kan wayha not the fake smiley kan the serious one for a second then he changed it back when he was talking to her.
sara " OKaay anywaays I have to go to 7e99aa! oh oh a7maddd give ro'9a my pin ok !! please and thank yoou! byeeeeee love u 2"
She shouted while walking out of the door, a7mad went to lock the door behind her, then was immediately back to his serious mode and walked to me
a7mad " what were you saying?"
me "umm ana? mm ena im sorry w chee"
a7mad " oh ya.."
He said coldly, while staring at me as if waiting for more. I just stared back into his face, waiting for him to realize enna I was done with what I had to say. He sighed b3d shway then ya ajrab to me w kan wayha '3air nw, calmer bs still mayrayye7
a7mad " mmm ro'9a enti kalamtee ommi elyoum?"
he said forcefully, el kelmat kanat '3a9eb te6la3 mn booza. I looked at him questionably, bss wddii a3arf what his mom told him !
me "mmm haaih el9b7..."
a7mad " ohh mmmmm"
He walked past me and was heading to the 7amam again.. he took off his faneela while walking. wait that's it? He's not going to ask me what she said ? w He's probably not ok he still looks za3laan. I decided to switch to daloo3a mode since he's less angry now.
I went to the bathroom and leaned 3al door
me " a7maadd" (in a dala3 voice)
Laf 9ooby with his unhappy face,
a7mad " na3am?"
me " r yooou still mad at mee" *frown*
a7mad "oh la2 i'm not"
He said coldly then laf bak to the mirror and started brushing his teeth. What is wrong with him? knt aba a9ee7 right there at that moment. I thought the day can't get any worse when he was not here, bs apparently I was wrong! I went to bed and snuggled into the blanket and hid my face under the blanket while tears escaped my eyes, as I cried myself to sleep while my tummy was aching mn el yoo3, this must have been one of the worst days of my life.
a7mad
_______________________
I couldn't face ro'9aa! y3ne sho agoolha ???
ma38oola she said that to my mom ma38ooola? ro'9a of all people! I mean I know my mom doesn't like her bs she wouldn't lie to me. Although when ro'9a was apologizing she cried which looked real and not like an act.. ufff m3rfff yarabii m3rf sho asawee, ana ma3rf amathel enna everything's fine, ya Allah I was so eager to see her earlier today until I talked to my mom.
'3asalt asnani w I just wore my boxers to bed, maknt mtfayej for anything, and the conversation between me and my mom kept repeating in my head, especially when she said " a7maad ana mat'hmnee '3air ma9la7tek, w maknt bagoolk hatha etha maknt ahtam, 7aseb mn ro'9a! tra 9a7 ymkn t7asseb ennk tdaneeha bs enta bs t3arfha 7ag kamn youm, w youm kalamt'ha ana 3shan etdeer balha 3alaik gamat 7arejat 3alay w 5athat 9a7anha w 6l3at mn el dining room ba3ad ma ana roo7ii wadaait'ha hnak!! w galat enha bt5aleek t7bha 3nad feeni! taraha matehtam feek wala t7ebbik, kel ha yalsa tsaweee 7ag ma9la7at'ha"
y3ne she looked so concerned when she said that to me, m3rf sho a9adg ya Allah, ma7s ro'9a che bs ba3ad ommy machd ga9at 3alay.
fe hal la7'9a bs knt aba adfn 3mri fe mkaan mn el ka2abaa, I need someone to talk to, I wish I could talk to ro'9a, bs sho agoolha? enti t7beeni wla yalsa tg9een 3alay? That doesn't sound right. yarabii ma3arf sho asaweee
I got into bed 3dalha, I couldn't see her face kanat 5ashetenna ta7at el la7af, knt aba a7rek el la7af to see her , cz walla i miss her mn el5a6er, I've never felt this way before. knt 7as b'9eej machd 7asait fee in my life ba3ad, banadt 3ainy thinking that this must be the worse day of my life...
___________________________________________
yalla a7een seero 9alloooo : P
Saturday, August 22, 2009
mbarak 3alaikm el shahar =D
Hey Readers! =D
b'3ait abarek 3alaikm elshahaaar!
أسأل الله لكَم فى شهَر رمضآإأآن
Ameeeeen <3
and, about the posts .... I posted part 21 3shan 5a6erkom before rm'9an... w I'll post one more post during rm'9an madri mtaa bs during :P
w other than that... ta8aballa allah 9yamkm w 9ale7 el a3mal..... :)
Love,
Wed-locked
<3 =D
b'3ait abarek 3alaikm elshahaaar!
أسأل الله لكَم فى شهَر رمضآإأآن
حسنآت تتكآثر
وهموم تتطآير
وأن يجٌعل بسَمتكم سعآدة
وصومكم عبآدة
وان يكتب لكم القبول والغفرآن
وان ينور قلَبكم بالقرآن
ويجمعنآ بكم في ظل الرحمآن
..رمــضآإأآن مبآإأركــ وكل عآإم وأنتم بخير
Ameeeeen <3
and, about the posts .... I posted part 21 3shan 5a6erkom before rm'9an... w I'll post one more post during rm'9an madri mtaa bs during :P
w other than that... ta8aballa allah 9yamkm w 9ale7 el a3mal..... :)
Love,
Wed-locked
<3 =D
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)