Wed-locked 37

Previously on Wed-locked
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From : fa6ooma

“RO’9A I MUST SPEAK TO YOU ASAAAAAAAP LETS MEET TOM PLZ” - 3 am


woah! sho salfat’ha let me call her!

*dialing fa6ooma*


trrrng
trrrng


me “ ALOOO”
fa6ooma “aloo”


……………………..
me “ waaht! enzain bs gooli a7een”
fa6ooma “enzain look 3 weeks ago this woman called my mom w ennaaaaaa......ummmm 5e6boooni”

she said quietly fl a5eer
me “ WHAAAAAAAAAAT CHATHABAA”
fa6ooma “SHH Shhhh lat9aar5eeeeeen”
…………………..

fa6ooma “shit yaa.....a7s kel el 7arra fe obooy yalsa a76a feeeh......what should i reply enzaain?”
me “just tell him he surprised you w you were going to leave anyways its not about him,, w 7e6i SMILEY or tongue thing! so he dsnt get over concerned or whatever”
fa6ooma “uuuh ok......sent”

I looked down at my phone as it started ringing
fa6ooma looked towards me

fa6ooma “a7mad?”
me “yaaaaaa owaih nsait 3anaaaaaa! i was supposed to send him a message back or something ufff”
fa6ooma “hahah shelliii”


me “ufffff”

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Ro’9a
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*picks up*


me “alo...”
a7mad “mmmm hi”
me “hey”
a7mad “umm ha whats up?”
me “ummm mashay just wya fa6ooma laish?”
a7mad “laa bs as2al eh...”
me “enta fl dawam?”
a7mad “haih”
me “oh ok”
a7mad “i’ll be back by 3 i promise”
me “emm enzain”
a7mad “ see you?”
me “ya suure... bye”
a7mad “bye ro’9ee”

*toot*
i closed the phone and looked at fa6ooma and stopped her from talking 3ala 6ool

me “SHHH ok don’t say anything! this is the right way to deal with hiiim trust me i know my husband”
fa6ooma “enzaain ana maglt shaay hahah”
me “but knti btgooleeen”
fa6ooma “loooool ok its 1 now tbain trdeen elbait?”
me “laaaa lets hang out shway zyadaaaaa talk to me about whats his name”
fa6ooma “i don’t want to talk about he who must not be named “
me “marad 3alaich after that message?”

she took her phone in her hand and shoved it around

fa6ooma “nopp”
me “hmmmmmm”


we went for karak w swaalf and before i knew it , it was 3:10 pm as i looked down at my phone

me “oooo i should be home now a7mad gal he’ll be home by 3....or maybe i should give him a taste of his own medicine hmm”
fa6ooma “yalla 3aad bawadeech el bait a7een”
me “uffff why do u like him so much!! GAH basaweelch nafs elshay wya fahad haa!”
fa6ooma “haha may59 liking him bs i love u and i KNOW he loves u enzain that’s enough for me “
me “eeeeeeh fine “
me “hey listen fa6oom”
fa6ooma “whaaat?”
me “my periods late”

i said with a gulp

fa6ooma “ WHAT,,, no wait how late?”
me “ummmm a week”
fa6ooma “ohh duuude u freaked me out , at7ara 7amel wla shay hahaha”
me “i shouldn’t freak out 9a7? uff i don’t know cz feya lo3a wayd hal ayam w i’ve been getting cramps, bs that happens pre-period tooo so i shouldn’t judge uugh”
fa6ooma “yaaa bs did u check?”
me “laaa im still in denial”

I said proudly

fa6ooma “haha enzain go get a stick and pee on it, its not that hard”
me “mb chee bs....”

I stopped and looked down at my hands in thought

me “i don’t know how a7mad or his family would react if it was true......”
fa6ooma “u guys never discussed it?”
me “weirdly no...”
fa6ooma “oh...”

and before i knew it we were home i sat inside not wanting to get in the house, i miss my endless days with fa6ooma, I turned my head and frowned at her

me “bs ma sheba3t mennich”
fa6ooma “i’ll call you later ok? AND we can see each other tomorrow, or the day after or after ay wagt tbain, i’ve been missing u too, a lot”


I reach over and gave her a tight hug then heard her phone tingling

*trrrng*

she took it w opened it and read it out loud

‘ oh ok....it was good seeing u anyways ;)’ she stressed on the word WINK when she was reading it
fa6ooma “woow now he’s winking at me uuuuuuugh”

she said as she banged her head against the sekkaan....

me “hahhaha katkooot”

she looked at me and rolled her eyes
fta7t the door of the car and I stepped down and waved to her sadly

me “goodbye my lover”
fa6ooma “see u soon”

I closed the door in despair, missing the old days as I walked away from the car into the house. I wonder if a7mad is even back yet.

as i walked into the room sheft sa3ta w 3gala mafrooreen 3al 6awla, so he’s actually back huh. And i heard the shower on in the bathroom. f9a5t el 3ba w kelshay and I laid on the bed thinking about fa6ooma and how a man could have such a big impact 3ala a girl’s life. I just hope his nice facade isn’t just a facade and its real, she does deserve a good husband, she’s amazing, bs I never thought her dad would do anything like that. I mean I know they believe he’s the right fit and he’s a good guy but? really?

And as I was continually talking to myself, a7mad walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist and he was startled to find me there

a7mad “heeyy”

I just turned my head to check him out then turned back to my phone, awana not interested. then mumbled back

me “mmm hi”

I noticed he walked over nearer to me as he sat infront of me beside my feet , yes still in his towel.

a7mad “How was your day ro’9eee”

he said as he put his hand on my legs stroking it , looking at me with what seemed to be a guilty smile
nazalt my mobile from my hands and looked at him with a straight face

me “ uh...it was good 7emdella”

he stayed silent for a bit , as he took a breath

a7mad “wa9lch my message btw?”
me “mmm haih”
a7mad “oh maradaity t7arait it didn’t reach”

I stayed silent as I pulled my legs closer to me away from his hands

a7mad “ Listen i can’t ara’9eech for shay che, lana ma7s enny ‘3l6an , although a3arf eny za3altch”

I looked straight down, away from his stares, I understand where he’s coming from, but ….uhh i don’t know

me “ but “
a7mad “ha? but sho”
me “ wala marraaa fe 7ayatee knt fe 7adth until that day! i do know how to drive maystwee che forever”
a7mad “enzain ana maglt forever”
me “ lain mta 3yal”

I pouted,

a7mad “until your arm fully heals”

he pointed at my right arm, my elbow

me “bs its fine may3awrnii anymoore!”
a7mad “bs el doctor gal it won’t be fully healed lain 2 months, fa magdar a5aleech tsoogeen! enti mas2ooleety i cant......let ayshay ystwee feech again”

me “finee”

his face lit up at my words, and he had a soft smile, he got up ya ajrab 3anni and gave me a hug
i laughed a bit at him after he let go and looked at me

a7mad “shoooo!”
me “youuu should go put some clothes on”
a7mad “whyyy”

he said as he stretched jdamy 3al bed with a wide smile, haha it’s funny how the mood in here changes in a matter of minutes

a7mad “before we got married, knt ayls fe ‘3rfty wya boxers bs a9lan”
me “reallyy?”
a7mad “yeppp”
me “w laish wagaft y3ne”
a7mad “becaaaause i didn’t want to give you false signs you know, or a’3reech eb my sexiness”
me “ahaaa u don’t say”

i smiled to him and laughed….then fell silent to my thoughts , should ? I just ask about the what-if-baby-situation ? I frowned down at my lap while thinking , then sheft that he got up w decided to put his head on my lap
He’s like a perfect distraction of my real life that actually involves him haha

A7mad “heyyy laish skatyy whats up?”
Me “mmmm la mashaay hehe ktkoooot”

I said while pinching his cheeks, I didn’t want to ruin this happy time with him with some complication ufff I don’t know, he pushed my hand away while doing that

A7mad “ ayyyyy!”
Me “hehe sorryyy”

He sat up, still in his towel I must add and looked at me with a rather serious face now, shfta with a raised eyebrow

Me “ what now?”
A7mad “hmm one second baroo7 abadel w bayeee”
Me “mmm ok “

He got up , w as soon as he did I grabbed my BB and started PINGING fa6ooma

Fa6ooma :
WHAT WHAT
Rawdee :
BABy TALK NOW OR WHAT? CONFUSED
Fa6ooma :
Ro’9aaaa , if you don’t do it now u never will : (
Rawdee:
:’( a5af
Fa6ooma:
I don’t think u shd be , I’m here if you want to talk after :*
Rawdee:
Errr…thxx *hug* , fine I’ll do it now T_T
Fa6ooma:
Hahah good luck Ruu


As I was flipping through my phone he came out all clean and well groomed, I couldn’t help not smile at my amazing luck, this amazing man, a7mady <3

He sat 3daly quietly for a few seconds

A7mad “So tell me, what’s wrong? “
Me “Nothing wroooooong okk, why would u think that a9laan”

I said with my obvious lying voice and face, I’m so bad at faking anything

A7mad “yalla 3ad, you know I won’t stop until you spill”
Me “mmmmm enzain....mm”

I sat up and turned my whole body towards him and crossed my legs on the bed, I could see the worried look on his face, which got me worried as well

Me “mmmm you can say this is a what-if game!”

The worried face of his dropped to a glare

A7mad “KEL HAL SUSpense 3shan tbain tl3been le3ba!”
Me “nooo, mmmmmmm this subject a7s lazm enna8sh 3anna, and….and. m3rf how to start. Bs sooner or later”

I tried forcing one word after the other, with my nerves messing with me

A7mad “What is it?”
Me “a7mad…what would happen if gool…..mmmm I got pregnant”

His mouth dropped as he heard the words , which paused at that for seconds as he jumped off his place
A7mad “ WHAT? ARE YOU? RO’9AA ENTI 7AMEL???”

He said as he reached to touch my stomach

Me “ LAA laaaaa I said WHAT IFFFFF”

He rushed up and sat looking at me as if a weight has been lifted of his shoulders

A7mad “Zaya’3teeni! “

Wow. I scared him? What’s that supposed to mean? He does not want a baby? And as always my emotions were all projected onto my face expression. I wasn’t laughing but rather concerned. A bit hurt I might add
A7mad “What’s with the question then? Lol faj2a”
Me “mmm machd we discussed it so….”

He fell silent after my words, as worried as I got I tried calming myself down, although the look on his face was troublesome, as he let out a deep sigh

A7mad “bgoolch shay bs latz3leen ok?”
Me “shoo?”
A7mad “I don’t know how to say it mmm”

Skat w bla3 reeja…then looked at me with sad eyes…

A7mad “please latz3leen lana ha kan gabel I knew you, bs I never told you bcz mab’3ait ajra7ch”

Then he fell silent again, and I could feel my heart sink in down to my stomach, in agony, scared? Maybe I shouldn’t have opened this salfa

A7mad “When we got married, ommy w obooy galooli el zwaj bykoon temporary…w gabel maknt a3arfch, w that was the only reason I agreed. Maknt a3arf I’d get emotionally involved with you, let alone physically involved… so like mmmm they don’t really know we ‘sleep’ together”

Me “ What do you mean temporary?”

I’m the kind of person that tears when sad, but more importantly when in despair and annoyed and ma8hoora…all combined results in disasters, I kept it in me though. Maybe fhamt ‘3ala6?

A7mad “La y3nee enna until my dad settles things, bs that was gabel, w mmmm machd kalamt ommy 3anna after, wayd awkward! SHOO agoolha??”

I didn’t want to sound pathetic. But I had to ask, I looked at the wall infront of me, avoiding his eyes to hold my tears back and spoke with a broken voice

Me “are you going to divorce me one day y3ne?”
A7mad “ AIH ENTO SHO TGOOLEEN!”

He got up and put his hands on my shoulders

A7mad “ LOOK at me, ro’9a!”

I lifted my gaze to his face, with watery eyes

A7mad “ana mb gltellich latz3leen! Do you think ana maynooon? Ana a9lan ma at5ayal 7ayatee bdoonch anymore”

He took his hands off w sat in front of me still looking at me with a slight angry worried face

A7mad “You really don’t understand my feelings for you, do u?”
Me “but you said…”
A7mad “ SHo I said! Ana geltellich ha sho our agreement kan gaaaaaaaaabel a7een kelshay t’3ayyar, I mean I fell for you!”
Me “and you can’t tell ommk that?”
A7mad “ehhh…..uff t3arfeen ommy kaiff”
Me “yeah I know she hates me but still “

Then I stayed quiet and looked up at him as one tear managed escaping my eyes

Me “what iff….they force u enna we separate”
A7mad “I’m not going to let them! Sehla, mb 3ala kaifhom”
Me “bs nafs ma ‘39book ta5thni they can do the opposite”
A7mad “laaa shooooo you’re mine enzain ma7ad baya5thch menni ! “

He came closer, as if someone was actually coming to steal me away, and held my hand while gently brushing his fingers across it and talked now in a lower tone

A7mad “ma7ad ygdar ya5thch menni”
Me “even if I was pregnant?”
A7mad “OF COURSE! Aih I know my reaction was ‘3ala6 before, bs estwali shit kaif agool 7ag ommy w obooy! Bs now I realize that it would be amazing if you were pregnant! Imaaagine a mini meeeee and a mini YOU!!!!”

He looked up as if he’s imagining it, I got up on my knees and reached my hands around him while resting my head on his shoulder, hugged him as tight as ever
I think I shocked him because he became quiet until he realized what I was doing then hugged me back, I let the tears out the ones I had locked, in relief

Me “ I love you a7maaad”

He just hugged me tighter as a response…Then let go and I sat back down looking at his beautiful smile, as I wiped my face with a tissue , drying it from the tears , also having a stupid smile on my face.

In a bit the mood in the room lightened up

Me “a7maad”
A7mad “na3am?”

He said politely

Me “mmmmmmmm sho y3ne ur parents don’t know we’re ‘sleeeeping’ together!”
A7mad “hahahha m3rfff if they changed their minds bout everything I never talked to them about you after we got married”
Me “Bs y3ne What would we be doing all day in the room, honeymoon? I don’t think theyre that dense y3nee”
A7mad “hahahha 9a7 kalaamch, bs a5af they think ena what I had with them was a deal, but I never promised them anything”
Me “ummmm”
A7mad “I know, don’t worry I’ll be talking to my mom sooon”
Me “hehe good”
A7mad “ SOoooooooo are you pregnant wla sho?”
Me “laaa bs I was wondering what if”
A7mad “hmmmmm”


I saw my phone blinking from far, I went to get it, maybe its fa6ooma
When I opened it I was right after all

Fa6ooma :
HOW DID It go? =|
Rawdee:
Mmmmmmmmmmm 1- =O 2- T__T 3- ☹ 4- <3 5- =D
Fa6ooma :
Err………….so that means ur fine?
Rawdee :
Hahah yess yess! :$ , I guesss, I’ll tell you bout it when I seeeee u!
Fa6ooma :
Guess what….
Rawdee:
Shooo???????
Fa6ooma:
Fahad is coming OVER TODAY SHOOT ME NOWW
Rawdee:
CHATHABAAAAAA

Me “omggG”

I start talking out loud when I get excited…….I saw a7mad looking at me weirdly

A7mad “shoo fee?”
Me “ Oh 9a7 I didn’t tell u ! fa6ooma en56baat my frnd”
A7mad “oh noway tell her mbrook!”
Me “okkkk”
A7mad “OH”
Me “shoo?”
A7mad “WE CAN Double daaaaaate after like their wedding!!!”

He looked so excited while saying that

Me “hahahahha! Ya we’ll see, let her survive it first…”
A7mad “Mno hoo?”
Me “oh esma Fahad al X,,,,,,t3rfa?”
A7mad “ohhhhhhhhhhhhh liar! 9dg??”
Me “t3arfaaa?”
A7mad “ haaaaaih fahaad Abdullah al X 9a7?”
Me “dnu lemme ask her!”


I looked down to see the series of emotions this girl is going through haha mskeena

Fa6ooma :
BAZOOO3 RODAAAAA
M3rf sho albs
Maba akoon 7elwaa
Bs maba yekrahni either!!
Uffffffffffffffftt
Whyyyyyy is he comiiiiiiiiiiiing
5al ytm fe baaaaaaait’hOM!
Rawdee:
*SLAAAAAAP*
FA6ooomaa snap out of it for a sec
Fahad is fahad Abdulla al x????
Fa6ooma:
Haaih kaif 3rafty? =S


Me “a7maaaaad haaih hatha fahaad Abdulla esmaa”
A7mad “LAA! Lazm abaaarklaaaa! “
Me “Hey tell me what you know 3anna! Cz fa6ooma knows nothing w she’s so worried”
A7mad “oh…..arranged? forced? Nafsna? Haha”
Me “well Yes and NO, arranged yes,, forced only from her side, I think he likes her, bs mb nafsna, bss Matgoolla shay lana hoo may3arf enha ma’39ooba, she’s scared w mat3arf el rayyal”
A7mad “oh….la sho mabagool shay……..bs walla rayyal zain wayd 6ayyeb, w doum nel3ab way koora, bs m3rfa personally y3ne”
Me “oh hmm “


Fa6ooma :
PING
PING
Rawdee:
AIH CHILL I was talking to a7mad! HE KNOWS HIMM
Fa6ooma:
=ONOWAY!
Rawdee:
YESS WAYYY! He just said enna “elrayyal wayd zain w 6ayyeb “ yel3ab way koora w che bs not best frndz y3nee
Fa6ooma:
Oh hmmmmmm
Rawdee:
When is he coming??? Did you decide what to wear????
Fa6ooma:
Bleh I think I have Somethinggg, he’s coming in an HOUR! Uff lemme go get read =”|
Rawdee:
A7mad says mbrook :p
Fa6ooma :
Eh….Allah ybark fee -_-
Rawdee:
AIH be nice to my husband! Hahah
Fa6ooma:
Loool u know that’s not what I meant <_<
Rawdee:
Yes yes I know hahha yalla go be pretty
Fa6ooma
Ttyl <3





Fa6ooma




Greeeen? rED? UFFFFFFF m3rf shooo ALbssss
5ala9 I’ll settle for this green dress I don’t care

I quickly put in a flick of eyeliner, blush, whatever is basic, nothing too fancy I didn’t want him to think that I spent too much time making myself pretty for him
Bs a7mad gal ho rayal zain, which I know he is, although uff m3rf
So many things were going through my mind while I was fixing my shaila for the last time until I heard the bell and I could hear my mom’s scream from downstairs



Mama “FA6OOOOOOOM”
Me “na3aaaaaaaam mamaaaaaaa”
Mama “ YALLA TA3ALiiiii:
Me “OKK”

I quickly wore my heels and ran downstairs 3dal mom almost hiding behind her
My dad was gone, this was supposedly a me and him get to know each other day….awkwaaaaaaaaaaaard was the perfect word for the day

I saw him come in as he was paying his respect to my mom, like a gentleman standing a certain distance away with his hands to his sides almost bowing while speaking in his white crisp kandoora, and ‘3etra w 3gal, white in white
I stared blankly…. I don’t feel nervous at all, just analyzing him
He turned his body towards me and bent down to meet my gaze.

Fahad “ Salam w 3alaikom fa6ma”
Me “ w 3alaikom el salam fahad”

I mumbled in a low voice, avoiding his gaze of course, last time he came makan y6al3ny fe 3ainy! A7een ashoofa ytjara2
Ok ok maybe I should cut him some slack I thought
As my mom escorted us the tiny majlis we had beside our main one
I waited for him to sit down, so that I’d sit somehow far away
And I did, then my mom left to ‘get-us-drinks’ or so she claimed

We stayed quiet for a while AWKWARD!
I was screaming in my head PLEASE SAY SOMETHING PLEASE SAY SOMETHING
I mean he’s the guy he’s supposed to start the conversation right?
The 2 silent minutes that passed seemed like a centuries
I shifted my gaze to him, maybe be friendly a bit? Or try?
He noticed that I turned to him as he was playing with his hands twirling on his lap, he smiled widely, so I smiled back not to be rude

Fahad “ sh5baarch ? kaif eljam3a wyach?”
Me “umm 7emdella walla, mashay ydeed drasa w t3arf heh”
Fahad “oh zaain zaain Enshalla 5air”
Me “enta sh5abrk…”
Fahad “walla elyoum kan 3ndi el project fa way elshbab tyama3na w sawaina 3an…”

He continued on and on, that half way through I dozed off and wished he wouldn’t ask me anything because that would be embarrassing . GOSH wayd y7b ytkallam in detaaaail
At some point I started singing in my head as my mom came in
I got up to take it from her , she smiled approvingly and handed it to me and left the room again
Re7t a’9ayfa, still trying to be friendly
Me “ayy wa7d tbaa?”
Fahad “sho ha?”
Me “fee laymooon way na3na3, w ha 3nab, w fawaka, w yezar”
Fahad “Oh t3arfeen 3a9eer yzar kan wayd mufeed fe ayam awal kan ysawoona 7ag el na’9ar bs a9lan grait marra enna hal shay mb 9dg?”
Me “aha-ha”

Fake laughing can get tough sometimes

Fahad “oh sho glti hatha?”
Me “mmm fawaka”
Fahad “ay fawakh y3ne?”

Give me a gun please? PLEASE THERE’s someone I NEED TO SHOOT NOW…uff does he enjoy me standing In front of him? Y3ne la ma afham? Wla ye6annaz? Wla yla3znii? Testing my tolerance maybe

Me “m3rf ha mal rawabi”

I replied fast and short

Fahad “ooowh mb fresh…..enzain enti fe wa7d sawaitee?”
Me “mmm la2”
Fahad “kella rawabi?”
Me “m3rfF”

I was bent this time mind you, while he was ‘looking’ at them
I stood up straight since shakla m6awel

Fahad “oh sorry mb 89di ata3bchh, bs m3rf sho a5tar , ay wa7d ashrab?”
Me “ayshay t7b…”
Fahad “la enti e5tareeeli”

If I had a choice bafer ha 3ala wayhk………if only I could actually reply with that…hmmm

Me “3nab?”
Fahad “oh la ma7b 3naab”
Me “5ETH ayshay! Tba may?”

I don’t know if my face got an angry expression bs after I said that he grabbed ajrab 3a9eer fl 9eeneyya, which was fawaka
I smiled fakley w 7a6ait el bagy 3ala el6awla then sat back fe mkani

Fahad “mmm enti mabtshrbeen?”
Me “eh la maba ”
Fahad “mmm enzain”

He sipped some of his juice quietly then reached front to put it on the table

Fahad “9a7 gabel ma ansa…”

He stood half up reaching in his pocket

Fahad “ yebt shay 7aggich…….”
Me “haa? Laa 7ag sho mb laazm”


SHo yayeb???? ()!@#)(1@!@!!@#$ this is how this person makes me feeeeel

As he brought it out and scooted a chair closer to me

Fahad “ shfta thak el youm w thakarni feeech”









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