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A5eeeeran! (A)



Previously on W E D - L O C K E D


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a7mad
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THERE I SAID IT, i thought to myself.
I felt so happy enna 6ala3t elly fe 5a6ri that I even was smiling while saying it, I looked up at her, observing her reaction.
........

she pointed out all the girls I have.. ah not that I did not expect that..

ro'9a " mno hayail?"
me " mmmmm people from my past... hehe"
ro'9a " ahaa"
............

She brought her head closer to the screen w squinted her eyes, hehe ktkoota.
she turned her head to me with a slight frown on her face she pointed at "khawla al X",

ro'9a " you know her...?"
me " ehh,, she'z a friend of a friend of mine"
..............

kept checking other people's profiles and such. Until she got up w ra7at el 7ammam. Did she look pissed wla ana at5ayyal?
elmohem I opened my inbox fast, since I had the chance to .
I read this

7anan al X
6. january subject: WTF!!!!!

7anan al X
31.December subject: ALO??

7anan al X
27.December subject: 7beebiiiiiiiiiiiii!


I stared at them blankly, it's been a while... I decided to open the first one she sent

7anan al X
27 Decembet at 03:16

halla a7mad babyyyyy!(k)
I've missed you a loooooooooot! You have no idea!!!!!!
I can't stop thinking about you latelyyyyy
I got Your emaail..and I don't know what to say
we need to meet up or could you give me your new number so I could call you?
ASAP, we need to talk, I don't want to talk here on facebook
hehe

a7ibbik 7amoody
mwah! <3




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Ro'9a
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UFF i hate showing him enna im jealous a7een by9adg 3mra!! bs he knowz khaawlaa w therez so much kalaam 3anha, y3ne sm3at'ha mb zaina, w hez rab3 wya shkthr girls, i forgot enna i hardly know a7mad! We never actually talked about our past. I hardly know anything about him.
and he said...he loves me?

that fast?
is he serious? I mean, we skipped everything and went straight to the wedding, I don't even have him on my facebook!
We definitely took things too fast, I shouldn't have led him on... uff......

I don't even know where fatoooma is to talk to her about all this!
i teared when I remembered her, I haven't talked to her in ages, w wayd things happened I NEED HER! w why the hell is she ignoring me!

6la3t mn el 7ammam w i headed to my phone immediately ignoring a7mad.
I went and typed furiously " fatooma... I don't know where you are and why you're ignoring me..but i have no one to talk to...I'm mad at you for ignoring me all this time but I really need you...ma3arf what to do...I need someone to talk to ....please...."
7a6ait el phone on the side table of the bed shway shway, hoping that she'd reply.
rfa3t rasi w shft enna he was looking at me concerned

a7mad " mm ro'9a what's wrong?"
me " nothing"
I muttered under my breath

7a6 his laptop on a side w gam w ya 3dali

a7mad " mmm sho gltee?"
me " mm glt nothing"
a7mad " bs shaklch mt'9ayga, fe 7ad athach? Tra im ur husband its my job to protect u"
me " a7mad mafeeni shay...."

skat shway tthn he looked back at me

a7mad " did I do shay '3ala6?"

I looked up at his innocent face w muttered a very low "la2"

a7mad " Then why r u acting che,, like ur za3lana menni...."
me " im not"
a7mad "yes u are ro'9a...is it cz of the facebook thing? because I knew girls before?"

I raised both eyebrows and looked at him in a 'r u serious' look, even though that was a tiny bit partially true.

me " la2 a7mad i'm not like that...see thiss, thiss is exactly y im shwaya mt'9ayga"
a7mad "ahaa! so u are mt'9ayga see i knew it!"

I just looked at him and glared bdoon ma agool shay

a7mad " hehe sorry sorry, inzain elmohem, what do you means this? this what?"
me " mm how can I say this,,, a7mad we hardly know each other... I mean What's your favorite color, what are your hobbies? what are things you get disgusted from, or t5af menhum . Or ....like kelshay......I hardly know anything about u"

He just listened carefully , looking at me fully focused into what I'm saying to him. he didn't have a blank face but his eyebrows were creased not in an angry way though, more like focused.
He didn't say anything so I decided to go on with my speech since I started already

me " mmm and "

I looked down while saying this...est7ait

me " and ... a7mad u came today w tgool enna .... you mm u know....w u hardly even know me a9lan.....a7s...a7s we went too fast....like faj2a im thinking of what happened and I don't know how all that happened....w hay mb joke we're married this is a real life we're starting....and.......m3rf... thats it i guess"

I looked up at him and faj2a he got up from his place and just walked out of the room.... without a word! nothing! He just left me hanging there my eyes followed him worrying about what might happen, I mean I don't think I said something wrong did I?
It took him a minute to rush back in as he blurted

a7mad " Blue..."
me "ha....?"
a7mad " my favorite color... its blue..."
me "oh"
a7mad "and I like skiing, skate boarding, biking, swimming, reading, hanging out anywhere basically, going to the beach... w mmm what else...oh and I get disgusted from any fruit with hairy qualities.....and mmmm I'm not particularly scared from anything I just dislike cats"
me "mmm"
a7mad " no look , these things don't matter we find out these things about each other in time as we live more together ..."
me "i know but..."
a7mad " but sho ro'9a? I said I love you w I'm not going to take it back, because ana glt sho da5li w i meant it....because those small things may59hom.....I wont love you because your favorite color is green or because you hate cats too, I fell in love with you because of the way you smile to me when we first wake in the morning, because of how you took care of me when I got sick, because of how you put up with my load of crap wya my family and make me feel better at the end of every day, THOSE are the things that matter... those the reasons I fell in love with you ro'9a....not your hobbies or your favorite movie...."

me " he..uh...mu....."

my mind....was like the blankest blank sheet of paper in the world....I did not know what to say at all.....faja2nee...I didn't expect him to say shay like this y3ne t7arait he'll just go along with me w bygool ya ok too fast bla...but ..............sho agoollaaaaaaaa.......he's kind of right.....what he said makes sense... do these small things actually matter?

his face lit up and a bright smile made its way on his face. The adorable 'im so awesome' look of his .
he was grinning waiting for me to say something, bs ana knt mertbka w i just skat w looked at him with puppy eyes....

a7mad " ha shoooo cat got ur tongue hehee"
me "mmm may59aaa"

I said as I blushed like crazy with all the shades of red, I could feel my face heating up! balanii......uf

a7mad " hehe sakattech"

he said very proudly with an amused tone. I looked up at him and pouted.
his expression turned to a softer smile, his eyes kinda sparkly....i think they sparkled or am I imagining things?

a7mad " a7bch....I really doo ro'9a....w a3arf this is not just simple attraction to you, its not just e3jab because your pretty and all... because marrait thro that in my teenage years...but this time its different..."

hnee I started grinning...my god a7madyyy i never knew he liked me this much *blush*

a7mad "haha ashoofch grinning a7eeen "
me " heheee ... you said im prettyyyy* I said while grinning wider
a7mad " a7een hal shay el wa7eed elli sma3tii mn all what i said!!" He said with a glare
me " heeeheee"
a7mad "hehee ur face"

he said while awana making fun of my voice. I just laughed at him katkoot...

a7mad " oh oh btww! I added you on facebook hehee"
me " oh mmm what if i don't accept u! muhaha"
a7mad " mmmm.......baz3al?"
me " mmmm what if I dont care if enta tz3al"
a7mad " just cz I love you more than you love me doesn't mean you don't care about my feelings okk"
me " shoy5e99aaa,,,,"
a7mad "y5e9a"
me " ushhh"

6ala3 lsaana teasing me awana.....I don't want to tell him I love him not just yet at least...because I'm not sure of how I feel...I like him ....ALOT....but isn't love a strong word?
ma3arf .......
still I wanted to show him that I do adore him , so i got up and gave him a quick kiss on his cheeks, w sat 3dalaa. I think I saw him blush a bit, w he had this innocent dimple smile of his on.

trn trn............. trn...


Is that my phone??? I jumped at the sound of it! and stared at it for a second in disbelief...re7t w took it in my hand, no one has called me in such a long time I even forgot my ringtone! I looked at the name...
noo.... I closed my eyes and opened them again and it still read the same name...

"fatooma Calling "

shalait el telephone as fast as I could!

me shouting " ALOOO"
fatooma " ro'9aa heey..."

I stormed out of the bedroom to the living room 3shan akalemha 3a ra7ti

me " HEY? hey? thats it!!! thats all you got to say??"
fatooma " .....mm"

I started tearing a bit.

me " I missed u."
fatooma " mee tooo wallaa"

She started crying on the other end of the phone

me " FATOOMA whats wrong! i know u ignored meee bs why r U crying!!"
fatooma " I just miss you a lot walla ro'9a i'm so sorry its just..."
me "just what?"
fatooma " elsalfa 6weela I need to see you face to face! we really need to talk...about everything"
me " enzain whats it about at leaaaast??? "
fatooma " don't u dare change how ur acting around him....but it's about a7mad."
me " what? shoy5e9a?"
fatooma " when can I see u?"
me " madri ay wagtt"
fatooma " tomorrow breakfasT?"
me " ok...."
fatooma " and ro'9a.."
me "hmm?"
fatooma " I love u ..."
me " love you too...."
fatooma "byeeee"


tooooot toooooooot....................

SORRY !

My readers <3


omggg I'm SO SO SO SOOO SOOOOOOO SORRY walla! omg 2 months have pasSED?? SERIOUSLY SHIT im the worse blogger fl 3alam! =( !! sorry
I've been SO busy with my undergrad. in uni w projects i don't even have time to brush my hair u guys!
I REALLY WANT TO POST , uf i hate my life :(


anyways, since etrayaito this much u can wait shwaya longer right? :$ , I'll probably post something by the middle of march as soon as things clear up

If i could I really would
I'm so sorry : (



and to one of the anonymous commenters : no I DID Not pass away bismillah 3alay :$ :P

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me " mmm a7mad, I don't think ur a coward ... ur just the 3jeebest man i know!"

I said grinning, trying to make him smile.
He took my hand that was on top of his into his own, and held it tight, i could feel his warmth. he leaned closer to me.. and whispered






a7mad "ro'9a..a7ibbich.."



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a7mad
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THERE I SAID IT, i thought to myself.
I felt so happy enna 6ala3t elly fe 5a6ri that I even was smiling while saying it, I looked up at her, observing her reaction.

her eyes were widened, and her mouth fell open but no words came out of it. She just stared at me, w ana I sat there looking back at her, not knowing what to do. Adree enna what I just told her is major, and I don't expect her to just say it back for the sake of saying it....

me " look ro'9a I KNOW it's too early to say shay che, bs walla when a guy knows he knows, right? w I don't expect u to say it back.."

I said with a smile on my face to make her feel reassured. I sensed her face relax.
her gaze moved away from me to the space in front of us. w she was so quiet. I couldn't read her face, she's usually easy to read but this time it was just blank.
hm that must have made her uncomfortable. So, I thought of giving her some space, to estaw3eb? I got up kissed her head and looked at her gave her a soft smile w stepped out of the bedroom to our 9ala, w radait el bab enna ykoon shway mftoo7 bs enough to give her privacy.

fta7t el tv, w ylast 3al sofa, w knt yals afr mn channel to channel, not really paying attention to what's on tv. I can't believe I just confessed my feelings to her! I mean adree it's not the first time I talk to a girl w che, bs fel past kan '3air, it wasn't as real as now.

I never felt this way towards anyone. w I didn't expect to feel this way towards ro'9a, so fast, I mean it's only been what? 2 weeks? ymkn I rushed into the confession? no wonder she didn't say anything back.

uf, I'm such an amateur when it comes to hal swalef.
about 15 minutes later I got bored, got up, switched the tv off w went into the room, to ayls 3al laptop or something, no it's not because i want to sit with her, I tried convincing myself, but a part of me knew that I wanted to be inside with her even if according to 'love rules' or madri what to call it I should give her space now.

d5alt el '3erfa w I saw her with her cute wondering expression looking through her mobile quietly. w she looked up at me when I got in, staring at me shyly. I smiled to her w re7t to my side of the bed and took my laptop w 7a6aita on my lap w opened my FaceBook, something i have not checked for a long while! I kept sneaking glances at her, bs I could only see her back though lel2asaf, she stayed where she was for a bit, then got up w looked at me, ana I kept staring at her as she came closer , yat ylsat right beside me w ana just sitting there smiling widely.

she pointed to my screen, lafait rasi, w I noticed that I hadn't even signed in yet.

me " ehh hehe"
I shrugged my shoulders. I was too sar7an I guess...
I started typing my email, then i typed awal part of my password then la7a'9t enna she looked away,

me " mmm I don't mind you seeing it by the way hehe"
ro'9a " oh...glt ymkn mat7eb"
me " oh laa its fine"

I typed el bagee in, w my home page fta7...mmm I wonder if she has seen my friends' list or not. Because I do have a lot of girls on my face book, not that I'm a player or anything, but I was kind of popular with the girls around high school, so I did know a lot of them, not necessarily any serious relationship though.

ro'9a "hmmmmm"

I looked at her with a questionable look.

ro'9a "mm sho maglt shay.."
me " 3yal laish u 'hmmm'-ed?"

she pointed out all the girls I have.. ah not that I did not expect that..

ro'9a " mno hayail?"
me " mmmmm people from my past... hehe"
ro'9a " ahaa"

she said Looking at me with one eye brow raised. I looked back at her innocently, tra 9dg they're only random friends that I don't even talk to.
she sat straight up, her arm not touching mine anymore. Nsait enna she gets jealous bser3a, like that time in Spain. Although she denied it awanna.
she continued looking at the screen, bs I didn't click anything, I had a couple of inbox messages bs Makent aba afta7hom nw jdamha, because I think I know who they are from.....

33 notifications, I read at the bottom of the page. Not bothering to see all of them, i just clicked it twice enna ystwee none.
then went to my profie page.
It had so many wall posts from people saying congratulations on the wedding w madri sho.
I can't believe I haven't opened my facebook since before the wedding.
i was scrolling down the page b3dain i felt her hand on top of mine, gesturing for me to stop .
She brought her head closer to the screen w squinted her eyes, hehe ktkoota.
she turned her head to me with a slight frown on her face she pointed at "khawla al X",

ro'9a " you know her...?"
me " ehh,, she'z a friend of a friend of mine"

I said casually, wanting her to stop asking questions. It's not that I do not want to tell her my past, bs I don't know if she's ready to listen, or if she wont get bothered by it, i just don't want to scare her away from me, not that I've done something major, bs ma3arf HER past to compare. I mean, maybe something I consider minor is considered major to her? ma3arf...
She kept staring at me curiously, shit does she know khawla? Is that why she's asking?

ro'9a "mm who?"
me "oh it's just this girl I used to know,,,whyyy does it matteR?"

I said defending myself.

ro'9a " if she's ur friend's friend, 3yal laish her congratulations on ur marriage mb mn 5a6erha look look, she wrote 'Congratulations on you marriage a7mad" full stop, so that means she's pissed about it!!"

I looked at her with a 'r u serious' look. Although, I knew she was right, bs makent aba a3teref. Not now at least...

me " r u serious?"

she nodded,

me " I don't know okaayy"

she looked at me suspiciously,then laffat to reach for the remote w ylsat b3eed 3anni looking at the tv

ro'9a " Fine.."

She had her arms folded, I turned my head w looked back at my screen w checked my wall again, I did not reply to any of the posts though.

I kept staring at my inbox, but I don't want to open it jdam ro'9a, I mean I just confessed my feelings for her, w the next thing she sees is this. No it's definitely too soon for her to know hal salfa.
I kept checking other people's profiles and such. Until she got up w ra7at el 7ammam. Did she look pissed wla ana at5ayyal?
elmohem I opened my inbox fast, since I had the chance to .
I read this

7anan al X
6. january subject: WTF!!!!!

7anan al X
31.December subject: ALO??

7anan al X
27.December subject: 7beebiiiiiiiiiiiii!


I stared at them blankly, it's been a while... I decided to open the first one she sent








7anan al X
27 Decembet at 03:16

halla a7mad babyyyyy!(k)
I've missed you a loooooooooot! You have no idea!!!!!!
I can't stop thinking about you latelyyyyy
I got Your emaail..and I don't know what to say
we need to meet up or could you give me your new number so I could call you?
ASAP, we need to talk, I don't want to talk here on facebook
hehe

a7ibbik 7amoody
mwah! <3

HAPPY NEW YEAR

HAPPY NEW YEAR READERS <3







kel snaa wnto0o0o 6aybeeeeeen (k)
I would've posted if I was not out celebrating new year's bs u knw =D i was out so i did not write anything hahah
anyways, i will post soon



bs for now HAPPY NEW YEAR



from dubai ;)

xoxo


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HEY READERS <3
sorry for the exteremly long delay


u knw i love u
xoxo


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Ro'9a
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I had the widest grin on my face, OMG I MISS My mom so muuchh! and my dadd, and my brothersss! Nsait all my troubless awal mashft'hom ........
obooy sat on the left side 3dala my brothers, w 3dal my brother was a7mad.....
After a few minutes, they became so engrossed into their conversation, talking about money or politics , m3rf I couldn't tell. I was just enjoying my mom's warmth 3dalee,, although I was not part of their conversation either.
.......

me " hehe a7mad laish hadait'hom w yait?"
a7mad " mmmmmmm honestly?"
me " yess"
a7mad "I ran away from obooy, he's going to start telling them all his glorious 'achievements' w I've heard mor ethan enough about them!"
me " oh,,"

w ana t7arait enna he came for me, heh. Is he here to 3adel el jaw between us? r we going to talk about yesterday ? I mean c'mon

we Friki'n


DID IT..........

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RO'9a
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a7mad "aaaand because I wanted to sit with u"
he said with a wide grin.

me " ahaa.. haih 9a7"
a7mad " ayyy laish z3alteee"

I looked at him coldy, thought of playing along although I'm not really za3lana hehe, y not

me " I'm not za3lana, ok.."

then lafait the other side looking at my bro's awanna
he put his hand 3ala my knee

a7mad " hey 7beebti ro'9a, laish z3altee, walla makan 8a9dee"

i posed 3ala kelmat '7beebti', wat's wrong with him today and his new niknames for me! bs even thought i posed, i didn't show it, I wanted to annoy him more hehe
So, I just looked at him emotionless, and gave him a 'look'

a7mad "ro'9a y r u being mazajeyya u were just laughing a minute ago!"
me "I'm not.."
a7mad " omg ro'9a, the only thing that explains u being moody is..R U 7AMEL??"

He said with a sudden raise in his tone! I just widened my eyes at him, w maglt shay, then noticed he wasn't looking at me anymore, he was looking waray, I turned my head to see my mom, with widened eyes directed at us, with her mouth slightly open.
Madri laish 7asait i did something wrong, u know the feeling when ur parent finds out u did something terribly wrong behind their back? that's the feeling I got
So I shook my head as in no nooo bser3a! she squinted her eyes and nodded slightly, bs kept looking at us for kamn second then stared into space.

I JUSt wanted to screaam at him! I got up excused myself w 6la3t mn el meelas immediately. I closed the door behind me and stood on the side of it, with my back against the wall.
what's wrong with a7mad! saying things like that! y3ne he's not a kid enna may3arf what that means, does he think it's not a big of a deal or something, I sat 3al floor b3dain, just thinking, and pissed off 3ala a7mad. marr t8reeban 15 minutes until the door opened w a7mad came out.
bs ana mn ma i glimpsed enna it was him I looked back down straight ahead.
he bent down 3ala his knees and had a guilty face..

a7mad " asef..."
me " seriously a7mad! WHAt's wrong with u!!!"
a7mad " madrii walla , I didn't think of what I was saying until I said it,, walla asef adree a7rajtech"
me " its ok i just hope ma77ad else heard u.."
a7mad " ra'9yaa 3annii ya3neeee!"
he said with a wide smile. I looked at him for a second then looked down..

me "mmm.. a7mad r we gonna talk bout ams?"
a7mad " ha? mmm wat bout it?"

I lifted my head up, w he had this proud smile on his face, I couldn't help not smiling back a bit.

me " ma3aarf y3neee..."

he leaned closer to me
a7mad " bout doing it again y3ne?"

then he kissed me softly right beside my lips then rja3 rasa wara and looked at me with a smirk.

me " ayyy yal '3abee what if 7ad ye6la3 from the meelAS!!"
a7mad " hahah I don't care"

and he did it again..
then he lifted his head to say something but the door flew open and his dad was there..

a7mad's face turned pale as he was looking up at his dad, w he got up bser3a, ana i was just looking at him entertained, haha he just said I don't care, ya right he doesn't ! hehe. I got up slowly w stood there.
bs I wasn't entertained anymore when I saw the look on a7mad's dad's face.
He looked at me mn 6araf 3aina, w then spoke under his breathe, with the most angry voice I've heard in my life.

a7mad's dad " a7mad. seer da5el a7sanlek .."

a7mad looked at him and hesitated, bs 6ala3 obo with an angry look w de5al inside.
His dad gave me a look w went inside.
What did his dad mean by that , I don't get it.
I got up, took a breathe and walked in the meelas again
i noticed sara was looking at me, with an 'omg-shit' expression. I slightly smiled to her w sat back 3nd my mom.
I took a look at a7mad, I knew he was mad, although he was trying to hide it, bs I could see it in his eyes. he looked at me for a sec then looked the other side, to my brothers, my dad and his dad talking, bs he was silent, pretending to listen.

A couple of hours later, after lunch. It was time for goum mama to go. My dad got up
and excused himself w shekar and everything, w it was time enna ysalmoon 3ala b3a'9. My mom salemat 3ala om a7mad, then his sisters, then it was my turn. I looked at her frowning. honestly knt shwaya w b9ee7, I just wanted to runaway home, uf ma7eb complications, and a7mad w salfat his dad, uuh i dnoo.
before I could sallem on my mom, a7mad barged in jdamee sallam 3alaiha and left the meelas.
My eyes followed him until he was out, then back to my mom, I went closer to her and hugged her w bst ras'ha, with a sad face.

mom " mamaa, bshoofech jreeb latz3leen"
me " 9dgg??"
mom " haih 9dg!"

she kissed my forehead and walked followed my dad 3nd the door. I went w salamt 3ala my dad and brothers, then they were all out.

a7mad's family dispersed through the house kel wa7d ra7 a different direction. I went and sat on the sofa staring into space thinking.

Me and sara were the only ones left fl meelas.
I was looking at the floor when sara came and yelsat 3dalee...

sara " what happened?? "

i looked up w she had this worried look on her face, She got my mind off my family.

me " ummm.. what do u mean ? oh ur dad and a7mad? what's the deal with ur dad btw?"
sara "mmm ma3arf.... laish sho estwa a9lan?"
me " mmm a7mad did something stupid, i got mad walked out, then a7mad came to ra'9ee mee, then ur dad came out wa 7araj 3alaih w told him to go bak in. w that's it i guess"
sara " eeeh..oh akeed baba 7arraj cz its rude to go out when fe '9yoof? Madri he always blabs about things like that. Oh or the fact that he 'tagged' along behind his wife, sa3at baba thinks thats unmanly of men...madrii...bs a7mad looked pissed off..wain ra7 btw?"
me " dno akeed ra7 el'3rfa , I better go c how he's doin"
sara "yah..hmmm c u later"

I got up, sighed, and walked to our room. Fta7t bab our 9ala, it was so quiet w all the lights were off. Kamalt 6reeji to the room, opened the door and closed it behind me.
I saw a7mad sitting on the bed with his head bent down w his hand clenched into a fist. I walked to him w yalst 3dala w decided to stay quiet until he felt like he wanted to talk or something.

about 3 minutes later

a7mad " u probably think i'm a coward nw.."
me " ha...but why would I?"
a7mad " because..I just listened to my dad without saying a word, although ho kinda thalany..."
me " hmmmm.."
a7mad " I REALLy wanted to say something ! bs at the same time I really did not want to make a scene, y3ne come on ana mb yahel anymore he treats me that way. Ana rayyal metzawej! w hay mb 7ala y3amelni che jdam zoojty ba3ad.."

I had no idea what to say to him, I just took my hands and put it on his, trying to comfort him. 7beebi he was so tensed w angry.

He looked at me with his face a bit more relaxed, bs still kinda m3a99eb.

me " mmm a7mad, I don't think ur a coward ... ur just the 3jeebest man i know!"

I said grinning, trying to make him smile.
He took my hand that was on top of his into his own, and held it tight, i could feel his warmth. he leaned closer to me.. and whispered






a7mad "ro'9a..a7ibbich.."

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Previously on W E D - L O C K E D
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Sara
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oday there's this family thing......w i think her parents are coming at around 2 or something .. hhmmm
what should I wear?
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me " mamaaa where's ro'9aaaaa??"
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I ran with my fa6eera and knocked on ro'9a and a7mad's door ,,,

and knocked agaain...
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ro'9a
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I've been up since 9 am! i think, haa ethaa I EVEN SLEPT!...............I sat on the bed thinking about last night. I keep esr7ing about it.
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sara " ok i'll wait here lain ma u put on ur shaila! yallaa cm with mee out "
me " hmmm ok'
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some one approaching us, rfa3t rasi n I saw enna it was a7mad, my gaze did not move away from him, he was looking at me, with a different look, like he's scared, holding back, confused. madri it was hard to read. I just looked back blankly...

Awal ma ya jreeb w he was about to say something....


6ing 6onggggg...




sara " THEY're HEREEE!"
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Ro'9a
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Sara got up mn 3dalee w shai5a ba3ad gamat
a7mad turned his head to look at kel7ad getting up then looked back at me and shrugged his shoulders w msha towards the meelas I guess. I was just staring back, y did he shrug his shoulders i dnt get it? Uhh what did he want to say to me?
I got up from where I was sitting, and followed a7mad, who was kind of far away from me. Because i don't know where anything is in this house! We got to this huge room, with golden everything, all I can say is that it was such a fa5em place with chandeliers and everything! I rushed 9oub el door where a7mad's mom was. ft7at el bab w there they were,,,,,! I had the widest grin on my face, OMG I MISS My mom so muuchh! and my dadd, and my brothersss! Nsait all my troubless awal mashft'hom
I stood there 3dal om a7mad waiting or her to finish saleming on mama, when she approached me I attacked her with a massive HUG!

me " mamaaaa eshtagtlechhhh"
mama "hehe,, 7beebtii"

I let go of her and she kept laughing at me! madri laish.. she proceeded to the person next to me. I Salemed 3ala my dad after that, it was nothing like how i hugged my mom, madri 3gob elly sawwa feeni, I just can't not think of how he did that to me. b3dain salamt 3ala my brothers! I've missed them wayddd.

kel7ad dispersed through the room to the chairs. om a7mad sat on a main chair in the middle, w my mom sat 3dalha, obooy sat on the left side 3dala my brothers, w 3dal my brother was a7mad, who kept eyeing me because I was just standing there trying to choose where to sit. But it was easy, of course I'd choose my mom! I ran 3dalhom w sat right next to her. My mom turned 9oobee with a wide grin, bss a7mad's evil mom was giving me looks, which I got used to by now, Ignoring them is the best solution.

mom " tawnyyy as2aL 5altch 3annich!"
me " hehee,,, sho ts2leeen?"
mom " as2aaL etha mla3weztenhom wla la!"
om a7mad " hah...la walla.."

My eyes widened faj2a! Was she just nicE???? I DID not expect her to say that at allllll! What is she trying to do?

mom " oh zaain 7emdellaaa,,,, "

she turned to me and smiled an approved smile. I forced a fake smile out of me, I don't think she noticed enna it was fake, because right after that she turned back to om a7mad and started talking about random things. I looked around the room, shai5a w sara weren't here, m3rf if it's because my brothers are here, wla because they're not ready yet, cz sara was in her pJ'z. oh 7atta a7mads brothers were not here yet.
I was looking 9oub the men. My dad was extremely into the conversation, w my brothers were laughing w a7mad nodding and laughing to my dad. Channa that was towards the end of my dads 'story', cz a7mad rad etsanad on his chair w he looked towards me and smiled.

The main door opened slowly w an older man was walking in, I recognized him. It was a7mad's dad! awal marra ashoofa since our weddingg....wara were his 2 other sons. de5lo salemooo 3ala my dad n brothers w yLsoo 3dalhom. After a few minutes, they became so engrossed into their conversation, talking about money or politics , m3rf I couldn't tell. I was just enjoying my mom's warmth 3dalee,, although I was not part of their conversation either. De5lo at that time sara w shai5a, sara was wearing a green jalabeyya with a shaila, w shai5a the same thing but a pink one. salemo 3ala my mom w sara jumped and sat next to me. shai5a ylsat 3dal her mom.

sara laffat towards me met7amsa, after looking around the room, she started whispering

sara " ro'9a are those ur bros??"
me " yehh y?"

She just mouthed 'woooo' and nodded

me " hahha what do u mean?"
sara " mmmm nothing nothingg"
me " tra theyre really old haha"
sara " reallyyy? bt ,,,,mm the one on the right doesn't look that olddd"
me "oh him mmmm theyre all older than me, i think he's 21"
sara " oh that's not soo old!"
me " hahah ok ok fine"

While I was talking to her , I noticed a7mad getting up from where he was sitting and heading towards us. ya ylas 3dal sara, and ommy and his mom laffo 9oobna,

mom " a7maad, hallaa sh5baarek"
a7mad " 7emdellaa 5alteee,, enti sh5baarch?"
mom " 7emdella wallaa,,,awal mashft ro'9a, w shakelha mrta7a hnee ertaa7 galbeee"

He was smiling his charming smile, I just looked at them and smiled b3ad. Then the mothers continued to talk together, a7mad ya ajrab 3nd sara and whispered to her

a7mad " sara,, roo7ee eeelsee 3nd shai5a please"

ahh! NO! laykoon he wants to 'talk' now jdam kel7ad! is he crazy?? SAra just looked at me and winked, then nodded to her bro and gamat to sit 3nd shai5a. a7mad on the other hand, scooted closer to me and grinned when I was looking up at him questionably

a7mad " hehe hi ruu"
me " Did u just call me ruu?"
a7mad " haha yes do u like it?"
me "mmmm its fine.. I guess"
a7mad " hehe fine fine ro'9a ro'9aa,,haaaa r u happyyy that u saw ur familyy?"

I nodded enthusiastically.

me "yeppp! " ( I turned to look at them while talking) " a7s it's been so long, I miss them wayd"

a7mad skat for shway, so I turned back to see his face, He was looking at them too. bs then he turned his face back to me, with a sad look on his face

a7mad " Do u wish u still lived with them?"
me " What do u mean??"
a7mad " mmm,,,y3ne do u wish I never happened to u, so u would go back to your old life..?"

I sat quiet for shway, then I looked up at him..

me " Its not enna I wish u never happened to me, I just wish U happened to me differently, in different circumstances, and I do miss home a lot.."

A soft smile was on his face, as he reached for my hand w za55a fe eeda

a7mad " Me too...me tooo... w I'm gonna try doing my best 3shan u don't miss it wayed ok?"

I smiled to him and nodded, then took my hand away from his, y3ne duDE fe wayd nas around! ast7ee.

a7mad " hehee shooo it's not like I was kissing u"

I looked up at him and glared! ye'9a7el hal ensan! Wayd '3abee..

me " hehe a7mad laish hadait'hom w yait?"
a7mad " mmmmmmm honestly?"
me " yess"
a7mad "I ran away from obooy, he's going to start telling them all his glorious 'achievements' w I've heard mor ethan enough about them!"
me " oh,,"

w ana t7arait enna he came for me, heh. Is he here to 3adel el jaw between us? r we going to talk about yesterday ? I mean c'mon

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DID IT..........

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Previously on W E D - L O C K E D
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me " I missed u....so muchh"
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I didn't care about the limits we talked about I didn't care about anything, I just wanted him..
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we've never gone this far before.
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He was brushing his lips 3ala my ear lobes softly then he whispered, with his oh-so-sexy manly voice


a7mad " Lets just DO it...

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Sara
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uff i don't want to get up! You know when there's a BOring day ahead of you so you just DO not want to get up!! ok those are one of those days!!
Ams I was all hangingg ouut w kelshay with hessa and today there's this family thing, ok i like ro'9a and all,, bs family lunch is a bit too borrrring for me!
I sat up and stretched and decided its about time a6la3 mn el '3rfa its like 12:30 pm now, w i think her parents are coming at around 2 or something .. hhmmm
what should I wear?
Mama told me to wear something m7taram, I'll go ask her!
I washed my face w kelshay w went out in my PJz, it was louder than usual today!
I skipped to the 9ala where the noises were coming from and I saw mama there so I ran to her and kissed her head!

me " Hellooo mamaaaa! "
mama " sho helloo ma helloo! enti w ur englaaizy hehe 9aba7 el 5airr ! "
me " hehe 9aba7 el nour "

Baba wasn't here yet bs my sister shai5a was here, bs my other sister zainab wasn't ! akeed she's away weya her husband, mn ma tzawejat we hardly see her!
I ran to shai5a and hugged her

me " hiii sisterrrrrrr"
shai5a " ahh yal dubba get off of me!"
me " noo i miss uuuuuuu "
shai5a "ahh ok ok "

she gave me a pat on my back! hehe cute shai5a! I went to my brothers ba3dain a7mad, Sultan, and Mansoor were sitting in a corner ysoolfoon with their morning chay 7aleeb'z !

me " mama shoooo Albess for todaay??"
mama " oh 6alla3tellich shay, 7a6aita fe '3rftee seeri 5ethi ba3daain, awal ta3alee shrbee aw kelee shay!"
me " oh hehe okaay "

7a6ait one fa6eera cheese on my plate because I'm on a diet! mama kept complaining about how I never eat but I ignored her and ate while looking around the room. w I noticed that RO'9a was not there! Is she like all freaked out ena her parents are coming over oo0ow! mskeena

me " mamaaa where's ro'9aaaaa??"

mama looked up and was quiet for a bit then she answered

mama "mm ma3arf"
me "a7maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaD"

a7mad " ahh lat9ar5een sho fee???"
me "Where's RO'9aaaa??"

His face changed a bit then he answered

a7mad " oh hmm madri fel '3erfa?"
me " OO ok! i'll go to her then!"

He hesitated then ylaas

me " haa? U wanted to say something?"
a7mad " noo noo nothing" *smile*

I ran with my fa6eera and knocked on ro'9a and a7mad's door ,,,

and knocked agaain...










ro'9a
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I've been up since 9 am! i think, haa ethaa I EVEN SLEPT! uff my headdd hurts ! I was getting my clothes out of the kabat, I decided to wear this long sun dress kind of thing that was ke7lee with a cardigan. I put it on unwillingly, I'm so ta3bana, it's like almost 1 now w goum mom will come in an hour or so.
I sat on the bed thinking about last night. I keep esr7ing about it. Akeed everything between me and a7mad is going to change. Madri shol salfa bs I can't face him!
I was just sitting there with my clothes on. sar7ana when faj2a I heard a knock on the door, ngazt mn mkani!! SHIT who is it? laykoon a7mad! bs why the hell would he knock?? Then I heard the knock again bs I just froze in my place!

voice " RO'9aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa r u in therE?"

OH sara! thank god. bs shit I hope she doesn't make me tell her what happened!!!
I went over and opened the door w she came in all happy salming 3alay with a bread in her hand.

sara " LAISH MATft7een the dooor! "
me " hehe sorry! I was insiiidee"
sara " elmhmm elmohem! U looks so prettyyy in a dresssss I LIKE! and and ta3aliii baraa3 kel7adss sitting there! it feels wrong without u ! "
me " awh hehe laa 3adii, mmm majehazt"
sara " ok i'll wait here lain ma u put on ur shaila! yallaa cm with mee out "
me " hmmm ok'

ok 9ara7a I was readyy BS I DONT WANT TO FACE HIM! shit shit,, sara's so demanding! i still like her though, uwhoo, I went and put on my shaila, and applied shwaya blusher and mascara.

sara "Yay u look beautiful, yalla cm drink chay 7aleeb with meeee"
me " hehe kayy.."

i followed her out while she was skipping jdamee, I was so nervous, I mean I don't know. How should I acT?? Are people going to notice anything? I hope not!
Awal ma I stepped into the 9ala suddenly all the voices around me came back , it's like I was zoned out in my own head! There were so many people there. Ok la i am exaggerating, bs it felt like it. sara came and held my hand and pulled me to her mom, so I would say good morning or something? i think that's what she said

me " salam w 3alaikm"
a7madz mom "w 3alaikm el salam..."

She said it ...raddat 3alay...without being rude? ok kind of emotionless,, bs not rude at least! ok that's weird
I smiled to sarah and then went to sallem on a7mad'z sis,, shai5a I would assume, the one that I owe my life to! She wasn't so nice to me like sara, madri kanat t6ale3ni mn foug lain ta7at, as if studying me or something hmm....
I sat 3dal shia5a and sara got me chay 7leeb w we sat and soolafna about random things, well actually it was more like sara babbling and me nodding and giggling.

after a while Lma7t some one approaching us, rfa3t rasi n I saw enna it was a7mad, my gaze did not move away from him, he was looking at me, with a different look, like he's scared, holding back, confused. madri it was hard to read. I just looked back blankly...

Awal ma ya jreeb w he was about to say something....


6ing 6onggggg...




sara " THEY're HEREEE!"