Introduction :)

You know how when you're 7 you start watching Cinderella and Beauty and the Beast and you start fantasizing about your own fairy tale and your wedding and your prince charming? Then you get into your teenage years and watch chick flicks, with all the boyfriend girlfriend thingies, so your dreams grow, and you start thinking about the day you find your own prince in shining armor that would hold you like that, and fall in love with u.

Well, i was one of those girls, always fantasizing about my perfect future wedding, and the perfect future hot husband thats going to love me, cherish me, dale3 me , YOU name it. I actually sat one day and made a list of the characteristics i wanted in him, yes I had expectations and dreams and this whole plan of my future , the perfect future i wanted to have . . .

These dreams allowed me to stay away from guys during high school, y3ne i did not get myself into anything, the other reason I stayed away was because I came from a conservative family, I was brought up this way, enna my reputation is my life! So I took that as an advantage that I would perfect myself for my future perfect husband, I would be pure just for him, I would be the innocent one that had no old experiences whatsoever, that needed the husband to guide me. I dreamed and dreamed. . .

I was so naive, so innocent, i did not know what the world had yet to uncover for me, my life was simple back then, I went to school studied, came back home and buried myself in my romantic novels, but still kept up with my school work. I was always 7aree9a to keep my parents proud of me, I cared about them a lot so I kept my grades up, and I showed them how much i loved them by abiding by their rules, they taught me a lot, and never asked me for anything until one day, that day where all my dreams came crashing down

I couldn't breathe . . .
I was speechless . . .





My name is Rodha, and this is my story . . .