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HEY READERS <3
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Previously on W E D - L O C K E D
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Ro'9a
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I had the widest grin on my face, OMG I MISS My mom so muuchh! and my dadd, and my brothersss! Nsait all my troubless awal mashft'hom ........
obooy sat on the left side 3dala my brothers, w 3dal my brother was a7mad.....
After a few minutes, they became so engrossed into their conversation, talking about money or politics , m3rf I couldn't tell. I was just enjoying my mom's warmth 3dalee,, although I was not part of their conversation either.
.......

me " hehe a7mad laish hadait'hom w yait?"
a7mad " mmmmmmm honestly?"
me " yess"
a7mad "I ran away from obooy, he's going to start telling them all his glorious 'achievements' w I've heard mor ethan enough about them!"
me " oh,,"

w ana t7arait enna he came for me, heh. Is he here to 3adel el jaw between us? r we going to talk about yesterday ? I mean c'mon

we Friki'n


DID IT..........

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RO'9a
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a7mad "aaaand because I wanted to sit with u"
he said with a wide grin.

me " ahaa.. haih 9a7"
a7mad " ayyy laish z3alteee"

I looked at him coldy, thought of playing along although I'm not really za3lana hehe, y not

me " I'm not za3lana, ok.."

then lafait the other side looking at my bro's awanna
he put his hand 3ala my knee

a7mad " hey 7beebti ro'9a, laish z3altee, walla makan 8a9dee"

i posed 3ala kelmat '7beebti', wat's wrong with him today and his new niknames for me! bs even thought i posed, i didn't show it, I wanted to annoy him more hehe
So, I just looked at him emotionless, and gave him a 'look'

a7mad "ro'9a y r u being mazajeyya u were just laughing a minute ago!"
me "I'm not.."
a7mad " omg ro'9a, the only thing that explains u being moody is..R U 7AMEL??"

He said with a sudden raise in his tone! I just widened my eyes at him, w maglt shay, then noticed he wasn't looking at me anymore, he was looking waray, I turned my head to see my mom, with widened eyes directed at us, with her mouth slightly open.
Madri laish 7asait i did something wrong, u know the feeling when ur parent finds out u did something terribly wrong behind their back? that's the feeling I got
So I shook my head as in no nooo bser3a! she squinted her eyes and nodded slightly, bs kept looking at us for kamn second then stared into space.

I JUSt wanted to screaam at him! I got up excused myself w 6la3t mn el meelas immediately. I closed the door behind me and stood on the side of it, with my back against the wall.
what's wrong with a7mad! saying things like that! y3ne he's not a kid enna may3arf what that means, does he think it's not a big of a deal or something, I sat 3al floor b3dain, just thinking, and pissed off 3ala a7mad. marr t8reeban 15 minutes until the door opened w a7mad came out.
bs ana mn ma i glimpsed enna it was him I looked back down straight ahead.
he bent down 3ala his knees and had a guilty face..

a7mad " asef..."
me " seriously a7mad! WHAt's wrong with u!!!"
a7mad " madrii walla , I didn't think of what I was saying until I said it,, walla asef adree a7rajtech"
me " its ok i just hope ma77ad else heard u.."
a7mad " ra'9yaa 3annii ya3neeee!"
he said with a wide smile. I looked at him for a second then looked down..

me "mmm.. a7mad r we gonna talk bout ams?"
a7mad " ha? mmm wat bout it?"

I lifted my head up, w he had this proud smile on his face, I couldn't help not smiling back a bit.

me " ma3aarf y3neee..."

he leaned closer to me
a7mad " bout doing it again y3ne?"

then he kissed me softly right beside my lips then rja3 rasa wara and looked at me with a smirk.

me " ayyy yal '3abee what if 7ad ye6la3 from the meelAS!!"
a7mad " hahah I don't care"

and he did it again..
then he lifted his head to say something but the door flew open and his dad was there..

a7mad's face turned pale as he was looking up at his dad, w he got up bser3a, ana i was just looking at him entertained, haha he just said I don't care, ya right he doesn't ! hehe. I got up slowly w stood there.
bs I wasn't entertained anymore when I saw the look on a7mad's dad's face.
He looked at me mn 6araf 3aina, w then spoke under his breathe, with the most angry voice I've heard in my life.

a7mad's dad " a7mad. seer da5el a7sanlek .."

a7mad looked at him and hesitated, bs 6ala3 obo with an angry look w de5al inside.
His dad gave me a look w went inside.
What did his dad mean by that , I don't get it.
I got up, took a breathe and walked in the meelas again
i noticed sara was looking at me, with an 'omg-shit' expression. I slightly smiled to her w sat back 3nd my mom.
I took a look at a7mad, I knew he was mad, although he was trying to hide it, bs I could see it in his eyes. he looked at me for a sec then looked the other side, to my brothers, my dad and his dad talking, bs he was silent, pretending to listen.

A couple of hours later, after lunch. It was time for goum mama to go. My dad got up
and excused himself w shekar and everything, w it was time enna ysalmoon 3ala b3a'9. My mom salemat 3ala om a7mad, then his sisters, then it was my turn. I looked at her frowning. honestly knt shwaya w b9ee7, I just wanted to runaway home, uf ma7eb complications, and a7mad w salfat his dad, uuh i dnoo.
before I could sallem on my mom, a7mad barged in jdamee sallam 3alaiha and left the meelas.
My eyes followed him until he was out, then back to my mom, I went closer to her and hugged her w bst ras'ha, with a sad face.

mom " mamaa, bshoofech jreeb latz3leen"
me " 9dgg??"
mom " haih 9dg!"

she kissed my forehead and walked followed my dad 3nd the door. I went w salamt 3ala my dad and brothers, then they were all out.

a7mad's family dispersed through the house kel wa7d ra7 a different direction. I went and sat on the sofa staring into space thinking.

Me and sara were the only ones left fl meelas.
I was looking at the floor when sara came and yelsat 3dalee...

sara " what happened?? "

i looked up w she had this worried look on her face, She got my mind off my family.

me " ummm.. what do u mean ? oh ur dad and a7mad? what's the deal with ur dad btw?"
sara "mmm ma3arf.... laish sho estwa a9lan?"
me " mmm a7mad did something stupid, i got mad walked out, then a7mad came to ra'9ee mee, then ur dad came out wa 7araj 3alaih w told him to go bak in. w that's it i guess"
sara " eeeh..oh akeed baba 7arraj cz its rude to go out when fe '9yoof? Madri he always blabs about things like that. Oh or the fact that he 'tagged' along behind his wife, sa3at baba thinks thats unmanly of men...madrii...bs a7mad looked pissed off..wain ra7 btw?"
me " dno akeed ra7 el'3rfa , I better go c how he's doin"
sara "yah..hmmm c u later"

I got up, sighed, and walked to our room. Fta7t bab our 9ala, it was so quiet w all the lights were off. Kamalt 6reeji to the room, opened the door and closed it behind me.
I saw a7mad sitting on the bed with his head bent down w his hand clenched into a fist. I walked to him w yalst 3dala w decided to stay quiet until he felt like he wanted to talk or something.

about 3 minutes later

a7mad " u probably think i'm a coward nw.."
me " ha...but why would I?"
a7mad " because..I just listened to my dad without saying a word, although ho kinda thalany..."
me " hmmmm.."
a7mad " I REALLy wanted to say something ! bs at the same time I really did not want to make a scene, y3ne come on ana mb yahel anymore he treats me that way. Ana rayyal metzawej! w hay mb 7ala y3amelni che jdam zoojty ba3ad.."

I had no idea what to say to him, I just took my hands and put it on his, trying to comfort him. 7beebi he was so tensed w angry.

He looked at me with his face a bit more relaxed, bs still kinda m3a99eb.

me " mmm a7mad, I don't think ur a coward ... ur just the 3jeebest man i know!"

I said grinning, trying to make him smile.
He took my hand that was on top of his into his own, and held it tight, i could feel his warmth. he leaned closer to me.. and whispered






a7mad "ro'9a..a7ibbich.."

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Sara
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oday there's this family thing......w i think her parents are coming at around 2 or something .. hhmmm
what should I wear?
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me " mamaaa where's ro'9aaaaa??"
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I ran with my fa6eera and knocked on ro'9a and a7mad's door ,,,

and knocked agaain...
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ro'9a
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I've been up since 9 am! i think, haa ethaa I EVEN SLEPT!...............I sat on the bed thinking about last night. I keep esr7ing about it.
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sara " ok i'll wait here lain ma u put on ur shaila! yallaa cm with mee out "
me " hmmm ok'
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some one approaching us, rfa3t rasi n I saw enna it was a7mad, my gaze did not move away from him, he was looking at me, with a different look, like he's scared, holding back, confused. madri it was hard to read. I just looked back blankly...

Awal ma ya jreeb w he was about to say something....


6ing 6onggggg...




sara " THEY're HEREEE!"
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Sara got up mn 3dalee w shai5a ba3ad gamat
a7mad turned his head to look at kel7ad getting up then looked back at me and shrugged his shoulders w msha towards the meelas I guess. I was just staring back, y did he shrug his shoulders i dnt get it? Uhh what did he want to say to me?
I got up from where I was sitting, and followed a7mad, who was kind of far away from me. Because i don't know where anything is in this house! We got to this huge room, with golden everything, all I can say is that it was such a fa5em place with chandeliers and everything! I rushed 9oub el door where a7mad's mom was. ft7at el bab w there they were,,,,,! I had the widest grin on my face, OMG I MISS My mom so muuchh! and my dadd, and my brothersss! Nsait all my troubless awal mashft'hom
I stood there 3dal om a7mad waiting or her to finish saleming on mama, when she approached me I attacked her with a massive HUG!

me " mamaaaa eshtagtlechhhh"
mama "hehe,, 7beebtii"

I let go of her and she kept laughing at me! madri laish.. she proceeded to the person next to me. I Salemed 3ala my dad after that, it was nothing like how i hugged my mom, madri 3gob elly sawwa feeni, I just can't not think of how he did that to me. b3dain salamt 3ala my brothers! I've missed them wayddd.

kel7ad dispersed through the room to the chairs. om a7mad sat on a main chair in the middle, w my mom sat 3dalha, obooy sat on the left side 3dala my brothers, w 3dal my brother was a7mad, who kept eyeing me because I was just standing there trying to choose where to sit. But it was easy, of course I'd choose my mom! I ran 3dalhom w sat right next to her. My mom turned 9oobee with a wide grin, bss a7mad's evil mom was giving me looks, which I got used to by now, Ignoring them is the best solution.

mom " tawnyyy as2aL 5altch 3annich!"
me " hehee,,, sho ts2leeen?"
mom " as2aaL etha mla3weztenhom wla la!"
om a7mad " hah...la walla.."

My eyes widened faj2a! Was she just nicE???? I DID not expect her to say that at allllll! What is she trying to do?

mom " oh zaain 7emdellaaa,,,, "

she turned to me and smiled an approved smile. I forced a fake smile out of me, I don't think she noticed enna it was fake, because right after that she turned back to om a7mad and started talking about random things. I looked around the room, shai5a w sara weren't here, m3rf if it's because my brothers are here, wla because they're not ready yet, cz sara was in her pJ'z. oh 7atta a7mads brothers were not here yet.
I was looking 9oub the men. My dad was extremely into the conversation, w my brothers were laughing w a7mad nodding and laughing to my dad. Channa that was towards the end of my dads 'story', cz a7mad rad etsanad on his chair w he looked towards me and smiled.

The main door opened slowly w an older man was walking in, I recognized him. It was a7mad's dad! awal marra ashoofa since our weddingg....wara were his 2 other sons. de5lo salemooo 3ala my dad n brothers w yLsoo 3dalhom. After a few minutes, they became so engrossed into their conversation, talking about money or politics , m3rf I couldn't tell. I was just enjoying my mom's warmth 3dalee,, although I was not part of their conversation either. De5lo at that time sara w shai5a, sara was wearing a green jalabeyya with a shaila, w shai5a the same thing but a pink one. salemo 3ala my mom w sara jumped and sat next to me. shai5a ylsat 3dal her mom.

sara laffat towards me met7amsa, after looking around the room, she started whispering

sara " ro'9a are those ur bros??"
me " yehh y?"

She just mouthed 'woooo' and nodded

me " hahha what do u mean?"
sara " mmmm nothing nothingg"
me " tra theyre really old haha"
sara " reallyyy? bt ,,,,mm the one on the right doesn't look that olddd"
me "oh him mmmm theyre all older than me, i think he's 21"
sara " oh that's not soo old!"
me " hahah ok ok fine"

While I was talking to her , I noticed a7mad getting up from where he was sitting and heading towards us. ya ylas 3dal sara, and ommy and his mom laffo 9oobna,

mom " a7maad, hallaa sh5baarek"
a7mad " 7emdellaa 5alteee,, enti sh5baarch?"
mom " 7emdella wallaa,,,awal mashft ro'9a, w shakelha mrta7a hnee ertaa7 galbeee"

He was smiling his charming smile, I just looked at them and smiled b3ad. Then the mothers continued to talk together, a7mad ya ajrab 3nd sara and whispered to her

a7mad " sara,, roo7ee eeelsee 3nd shai5a please"

ahh! NO! laykoon he wants to 'talk' now jdam kel7ad! is he crazy?? SAra just looked at me and winked, then nodded to her bro and gamat to sit 3nd shai5a. a7mad on the other hand, scooted closer to me and grinned when I was looking up at him questionably

a7mad " hehe hi ruu"
me " Did u just call me ruu?"
a7mad " haha yes do u like it?"
me "mmmm its fine.. I guess"
a7mad " hehe fine fine ro'9a ro'9aa,,haaaa r u happyyy that u saw ur familyy?"

I nodded enthusiastically.

me "yeppp! " ( I turned to look at them while talking) " a7s it's been so long, I miss them wayd"

a7mad skat for shway, so I turned back to see his face, He was looking at them too. bs then he turned his face back to me, with a sad look on his face

a7mad " Do u wish u still lived with them?"
me " What do u mean??"
a7mad " mmm,,,y3ne do u wish I never happened to u, so u would go back to your old life..?"

I sat quiet for shway, then I looked up at him..

me " Its not enna I wish u never happened to me, I just wish U happened to me differently, in different circumstances, and I do miss home a lot.."

A soft smile was on his face, as he reached for my hand w za55a fe eeda

a7mad " Me too...me tooo... w I'm gonna try doing my best 3shan u don't miss it wayed ok?"

I smiled to him and nodded, then took my hand away from his, y3ne duDE fe wayd nas around! ast7ee.

a7mad " hehee shooo it's not like I was kissing u"

I looked up at him and glared! ye'9a7el hal ensan! Wayd '3abee..

me " hehe a7mad laish hadait'hom w yait?"
a7mad " mmmmmmm honestly?"
me " yess"
a7mad "I ran away from obooy, he's going to start telling them all his glorious 'achievements' w I've heard mor ethan enough about them!"
me " oh,,"

w ana t7arait enna he came for me, heh. Is he here to 3adel el jaw between us? r we going to talk about yesterday ? I mean c'mon

we Friki'n


DID IT..........

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i know it's short! :p
bs a post is a post
right? :$
hehe

gdnight <3

until next time <3
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me " I missed u....so muchh"
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I didn't care about the limits we talked about I didn't care about anything, I just wanted him..
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we've never gone this far before.
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He was brushing his lips 3ala my ear lobes softly then he whispered, with his oh-so-sexy manly voice


a7mad " Lets just DO it...

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uff i don't want to get up! You know when there's a BOring day ahead of you so you just DO not want to get up!! ok those are one of those days!!
Ams I was all hangingg ouut w kelshay with hessa and today there's this family thing, ok i like ro'9a and all,, bs family lunch is a bit too borrrring for me!
I sat up and stretched and decided its about time a6la3 mn el '3rfa its like 12:30 pm now, w i think her parents are coming at around 2 or something .. hhmmm
what should I wear?
Mama told me to wear something m7taram, I'll go ask her!
I washed my face w kelshay w went out in my PJz, it was louder than usual today!
I skipped to the 9ala where the noises were coming from and I saw mama there so I ran to her and kissed her head!

me " Hellooo mamaaaa! "
mama " sho helloo ma helloo! enti w ur englaaizy hehe 9aba7 el 5airr ! "
me " hehe 9aba7 el nour "

Baba wasn't here yet bs my sister shai5a was here, bs my other sister zainab wasn't ! akeed she's away weya her husband, mn ma tzawejat we hardly see her!
I ran to shai5a and hugged her

me " hiii sisterrrrrrr"
shai5a " ahh yal dubba get off of me!"
me " noo i miss uuuuuuu "
shai5a "ahh ok ok "

she gave me a pat on my back! hehe cute shai5a! I went to my brothers ba3dain a7mad, Sultan, and Mansoor were sitting in a corner ysoolfoon with their morning chay 7aleeb'z !

me " mama shoooo Albess for todaay??"
mama " oh 6alla3tellich shay, 7a6aita fe '3rftee seeri 5ethi ba3daain, awal ta3alee shrbee aw kelee shay!"
me " oh hehe okaay "

7a6ait one fa6eera cheese on my plate because I'm on a diet! mama kept complaining about how I never eat but I ignored her and ate while looking around the room. w I noticed that RO'9a was not there! Is she like all freaked out ena her parents are coming over oo0ow! mskeena

me " mamaaa where's ro'9aaaaa??"

mama looked up and was quiet for a bit then she answered

mama "mm ma3arf"
me "a7maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaD"

a7mad " ahh lat9ar5een sho fee???"
me "Where's RO'9aaaa??"

His face changed a bit then he answered

a7mad " oh hmm madri fel '3erfa?"
me " OO ok! i'll go to her then!"

He hesitated then ylaas

me " haa? U wanted to say something?"
a7mad " noo noo nothing" *smile*

I ran with my fa6eera and knocked on ro'9a and a7mad's door ,,,

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I've been up since 9 am! i think, haa ethaa I EVEN SLEPT! uff my headdd hurts ! I was getting my clothes out of the kabat, I decided to wear this long sun dress kind of thing that was ke7lee with a cardigan. I put it on unwillingly, I'm so ta3bana, it's like almost 1 now w goum mom will come in an hour or so.
I sat on the bed thinking about last night. I keep esr7ing about it. Akeed everything between me and a7mad is going to change. Madri shol salfa bs I can't face him!
I was just sitting there with my clothes on. sar7ana when faj2a I heard a knock on the door, ngazt mn mkani!! SHIT who is it? laykoon a7mad! bs why the hell would he knock?? Then I heard the knock again bs I just froze in my place!

voice " RO'9aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa r u in therE?"

OH sara! thank god. bs shit I hope she doesn't make me tell her what happened!!!
I went over and opened the door w she came in all happy salming 3alay with a bread in her hand.

sara " LAISH MATft7een the dooor! "
me " hehe sorry! I was insiiidee"
sara " elmhmm elmohem! U looks so prettyyy in a dresssss I LIKE! and and ta3aliii baraa3 kel7adss sitting there! it feels wrong without u ! "
me " awh hehe laa 3adii, mmm majehazt"
sara " ok i'll wait here lain ma u put on ur shaila! yallaa cm with mee out "
me " hmmm ok'

ok 9ara7a I was readyy BS I DONT WANT TO FACE HIM! shit shit,, sara's so demanding! i still like her though, uwhoo, I went and put on my shaila, and applied shwaya blusher and mascara.

sara "Yay u look beautiful, yalla cm drink chay 7aleeb with meeee"
me " hehe kayy.."

i followed her out while she was skipping jdamee, I was so nervous, I mean I don't know. How should I acT?? Are people going to notice anything? I hope not!
Awal ma I stepped into the 9ala suddenly all the voices around me came back , it's like I was zoned out in my own head! There were so many people there. Ok la i am exaggerating, bs it felt like it. sara came and held my hand and pulled me to her mom, so I would say good morning or something? i think that's what she said

me " salam w 3alaikm"
a7madz mom "w 3alaikm el salam..."

She said it ...raddat 3alay...without being rude? ok kind of emotionless,, bs not rude at least! ok that's weird
I smiled to sarah and then went to sallem on a7mad'z sis,, shai5a I would assume, the one that I owe my life to! She wasn't so nice to me like sara, madri kanat t6ale3ni mn foug lain ta7at, as if studying me or something hmm....
I sat 3dal shia5a and sara got me chay 7leeb w we sat and soolafna about random things, well actually it was more like sara babbling and me nodding and giggling.

after a while Lma7t some one approaching us, rfa3t rasi n I saw enna it was a7mad, my gaze did not move away from him, he was looking at me, with a different look, like he's scared, holding back, confused. madri it was hard to read. I just looked back blankly...

Awal ma ya jreeb w he was about to say something....


6ing 6onggggg...




sara " THEY're HEREEE!"

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omg it has been a month O_O
SO SORRY , el'9roof masem7at :(
<3
u knw i love u ;)

xoxooxo : P
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He looked down at his hands, and held on to mine tighter. Then he looked up at me

a7mad "I miss thiss...."
me "ha....? this what?"
a7mad "mmm...uss..like this... u know.."
...When we were close enough he closed his eyes, and I did the same. our lips pressed lightly onto each other...

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Gmt the next morning........I ran towards it bser3a and took it in my hand and unfolded it


' ro'9a,
Sorry I woke u up last night.....w mmmm sorry about the kiss..... I was tired and confused........it'll never happen again....
so sorry....

a7mad. '
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a7mad's mom " walla maagltella shaay '3aair el 9dg....."
me " ay 9edg?"
a7mad's mom " enna entiii bss yalsa tl3beeen fee masha3raa 3shan ma9la7tch, fa geltella y7aaseb w yntebeh 3ala 3umraa...."
me " na3aaam? ma9laa7aat shoo enshalla?"
a7mad's mom " latsaween 3mrch '3abeyya jdamii,, 5e66etich waaa'97a! tbain a7mad y7ebbich 3shan b3dain ta5theen kel floosa w tg9een 3alaaih...! "
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I stood there jdamha silent, metfaj2a, y3ne this woman comes up with stories herself and beLieeves them! w a7mad believed her?
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toot tooot.......tooot tooot

mom "alooo"
me "aloo salam w 3alaikm"
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I thought I'm too old to ever say this..bss......aba ommyy...!
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a7mad
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it was 5:00 pm now. Bs obooy tawwa gayelli enna mafee she'3L zyada elyoum.
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I went into the house w kan hdoooo2. as usual y3ne. I walked to 9oub el 9ala (avoiding going to our room, avoiding ro'9a in other words..)
I saw my big sis there...

me " hallaa shaai5aa sh5baarech.."
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Shai5a " ta3al a7mad..mmm i need to talk to you"
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me " 5aair sho fee??"
shai5a "it's about 7remtik.....I saw her today by the way....."

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Ro'9a
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uff I was so bored mn hal '3rfaa.... I walked around the room, I've watched Tv, I've done kelshay fe this room that's do-able y3ne!
I decided to get out and go to the 9ala, maybe i'll see sara there! hopefully.
Lbast shailat 9ala, and I went out of the room, I was walking slowly looking around the place. I heard voices coming mn el 9ala... they were two voices, a male and a female. As I went closer I recognized one of them, it was a7mad. esta'3rabt enna he's here, since its tawa 6 shay. bs the girl, i didn't know who she was, she didn't sound like sara, mmm or his mom. I just stood there when what they were saying was clear to hear.

girl ' ta3al a7mad I need to talk to you"

a7mad " 5aair sho fee??"

girl "it's about 7remtik...I saw her today by the way..."

I was so surprised and curious to listen to what this girl had to say, re7t shwayaa ajrab, bs i was still out of sight from the 9ala people. Talk about being in the right place at the right time! yay me!

a7mad "hmm... and?"

girl " ya7lailha...she's not bad"

a7mad "heh...and that's what you want to talk to me about??"

girl "hmm laa.. bs gabel ma agoolek, lazim tefham enna mama has good intentions for what she does, she always thinks she's doing what's best for us 9a7? Even if sa3at what she does makes no sense, bs u hafto excuse her ryte?"

a7mad "mm ya.. I guess.."

girl " enzain...mmm whatever she told you bout ur wife....mmm .. not true..."

a7mad " haa?? what do you mean??"

girl " mmm well... today morningg me n mama were walking around the house , w when we got to the dining room, 7remtik was there.."

a7mad " her name is ro'9a btw ...heh"

girl " oh hehe ok...ro'9a was there...elmohem...Ro'9aa came up to mama and asked her about what she told You, because she said ennik met'3ayyer 3alaiha shay che ..."

a7mad " SHE CAME up to MAMA!!?"

girl " YES! .. ok elmohem mama ma re7mat'ha .. she told her enna she told u the truth.....something about ro'9a using u ya?"

a7mad " mm ya that's kind of what she told me...."

girl " well ro'9a was all like WHAT r u talkin bout!! ANA mb chee and stuff.."

a7mad " Reallyyy??"

girl " well yah... wait enta 9adagt mama youm galatlek??!"

a7mad " well yes..and no... y3ne i thought y would mama lie to me,, bs at the same time,, ro'9a was amazing weyay so makan ydsh el 3agel....."

girl " omg a7mad ! ur such an idiot haha.. didn't it occur to you that mama hates her ?? mathalan!? "

a7mad " well, adree that bs t7arait y3ne she will see how much I like her w she won't hurt me in the process at least, cz after what she said ams, w ana 7altee uff.. walla madri kaif agoollech....'

girl " so you do like her?"

a7mad " mmm.....haih..."

girl " aww myy liiil brother y7eB! "

a7mad "hahah aaihh! "

I stood there not knowing what to do for a while...I wanted to go and hug that big sister of his !! SHE sort of saved my life just now!! OMG THANK god! Im so relieeeeved......and he said y7ebni....ehh la2 maybe he's just saying that..
ok ok let me go back to the room gabel la yshooofooni!!
I was walking back when I bumped into sara 3nd bab '3rfatna.

me " SARa! "

sara "RO'9aaaa! I Was looking all over for you!! I can't believe a7mad ma3a6aach my Blackberry piiiN! here here where is your phone?? I'll add myself,,,my bro mamenna fayda!"

me " hahha.. sorry akeed nsaa..heree"

haha The things sara gets mad at are funny. Bs seriously yesterday was NOT the day he would add his sister to my phone. I gave her my phone w she added herself, then she had this wide grin on her face.

sara "YAY now I can annoy you all the time! "

me "hehe yaay ! "

a7mad " my two favorite girls in the woorld!"

his voice came out from behind us, me n sara jumped at the sound of his voice as we turned our heads, Unlike sara, I stood where I was studying the situation carefully not knowing how will he act towards me after ma ekteshaf that I was innocent. sara went and hugged him then let go w they walked closer to the door, closer to me.

a7mad " goomee sara goomee, 5aleenee asallem 3ala zoojty awaal"

I looked up at him innocently, wallah hal ensan youm yba ykoon ktkoot mafee 7ad methlaa fl denya ! 7beebyyy!
He came closer and put his hand behind my head as he bent down and layed a peck on my head. As he was standing up right he looked into my eyes, I gave him half a smile as I blushed.

sara " OMG OMG! "

a7mad " SHO SHO? hahaha"

sara "seriously YOu TWO should be in a movie or something hahah"

a7mad " hehe haih walla 9a7 kalaamch'

he said as he came right next to me and put his arm around my shoulders. I looked at him, then back at sara and gave her a shrug, ena I don't know what he's doing look.

sara " hehee okaay a7mad 9adagt 3mrek psht! .. anyHoo I'll leave you two love birds and I'll go to the NAiL station taa taaaaa!"

She said excitedly as she fled to her room. He slowly shal eeda mn my shoulder then opened our room door and 6ala3 9ooby smiling

a7mad " Ladies first "

me " hehe "

I did not know what ot say, 7asait 3mrii habla just giggling every now and then. I walked into the 9ala, w ho ya jdamy w fta7 bab el bedroom w d5al inside. mshait wara and I walked in and sat on the bed. (Don't ask I was just wayd bored!)
He took off his '3etra and 3alaga on the hanger. Followed by the kandoora of course. He was wearing wzar w faneela..he looked so funny, bs I didn't laugh, bs 6ala3ta w ashkra im holding a laugh in, smiling.

a7mad " hehe shoo moo 3aybennich myy 5abbaz look! "

me " hehe maagelt shaaaay"

I blushed. madri laish! mnzmaan matkalamna wya ba3a'9 bs che 3aba6..god I miss him.

a7mad " ashkra it shows on ur face enzain.. Btshoofeen I won't change... a9lan I can be hot in anything,, 7atta lw wzar w faneelaaa! "

me " ahahahah... riiiiight..."

a7mad " u want to dare me? I can seduce you WHILE wearing this! tet7adaaiN! "

me " mmm la 3adii....i believe uu i believe u "

I said while rolling my eyes. SEDUCE Me? walla hal ensaaan bi-polar, wala channa this morning he wrote a 'sorry-i-kissed-u' note thingie! I got off the bed since hoo ya ylas 3dalee while talking about seducing me, bs Ho za5 eedy when I was standing and pulled me 5feef towards him, KAN SHWAY w i will fall all over him! I think that was his purpose bs I stopped myself w wgaft centimeters away from him, I mean I thought we'd talk about things before actually just jumping on each other.
I mean it's been what? 2 days w ne7na weird around each other w yetwa8a3 a7een just because he decided I'm innocent we can go back to making out?
I'm not saying I don't want that ...bs.....I can't ignore that I am kind of m8hoora menna, enna how could he even think of me as a money-sucking B**ch...uff
I moved my hands freeing them from his grab. He looked up at me questionably..

me " what??"

a7mad " mmm well....r u ok?"

me " what do you mean?"

a7mad "you're acting weird... is something wrong?"

i looked at him with a ma8hoora face, is he serious? after all the drama mal the couple of days ago, he thinks I will be fine, after all that ignoring my existence he thinks it's ok?

me " r u serious a7mad?"

a7mad " serious sho? ya I'm serious I'm asking sho balach.."

me " a7mad yesteday you were all weird and stuff, and u were like kent afakker fee shay, w then the day before shay bout ur mom ... n now you come in all happy walaa channa shay mstweee....don't I have the right to be confused??!"

I'm such a drama queen, haha, awana ma3rf why he's happy, bs he doesn't know that I know so he can't just decide to act this way. And I expect him to say sorry...for what he thought of me...
He was quiet for a while, a'9en kan yfakker, his face became serious. He got up and came closer 9oobee..

a7mad " mmmm I heard that you talked to my mom today, so t7arait enna t3arfeen sholsalfa...."

me " So it's true?! You thought I'm just being nice to you 3shan I want your money? Seriously a7mad??"

a7mad " bs ro'9aa..."

I put my arms in front of his face, enna 'shh and wait', and put my other hand on my face, drying back the tears, my eyes were starting to get watery, m3rf laish. I took a deep breath thn nazalt eedi and was looking at the floor

me "bs shoo?"

a7mad " I'm sorry walla ......m3rf...i dnoo...madri kaif i believed her......bs she's my mom t3arfeen I've been living with her all my lifee.."

me " bss I'm your wife! I know you don't know me that well bs bss....I thought you knew me shwaya more than that "

A tear escaped my eyes, magdar ayawda...I was 6al3ing kella elly feeni......i want him...I want him for me.......I need him to hold me.

a7mad " wallaa asef roo'9aaa..."

He got closer to me and put one of his hands 3ala my shoulder.

me " and then...then you ignore me,,,, w ana 6ool el youm roo7ee..and...."

My tears were all over the place! I could hardly see him anymore...He took his hand off my shoulder and put his arms all around me, rasi was now 3ala 9adra,, and my hands bent jdami, I held his shirt tight with them....his smell.....his warmth...........his heartbeat......I could feel it all

me " I missed u....so muchh"

I cried at that sentence uncontrollably, I think it was all the bottled up feelings about kel7ad around me 6ela3 marra we7da. He just held me tighter and kept apologizing over and over again.
3gb shway I calmed down, w ho 7as b hal shay, so he loosened his arms around me, and looked at my face with his serious katkoot face, I didn't take my eyes off of him, more like I got my head closer to him. Doing something I knew I was not supposed to, bs I don't caare!
madait rasi w I kissed him as passionately as I knew how to, I sneaked my hands behind his head, with his hair going through my fingers. Shway shway I was pushing him towards the bed, still kissing. I could feel his hand crawling onto my back. He fell on to the bed and me right on top of him. I didn't care about the limits we talked about I didn't care about anything, I just wanted him...I lifted my head shwaya to see his face, bs it's not like ho 5alanee,, he just raised his head too and by putting his hand wara My head he pulled it back and forced our lips together again, it's like we couldn't get enough...we've never gone this far before. He rolled us over, until I was at the bottom, and he had his both arms placed enna they were lifting his weight off of me, while being on top of me. I was enjoying his warmth all over me, and the tender kisses he planted on my lips, cheeks. Shway shway he moved down he was kissing my chin, then it was my neck. It was so awkward, ok I was enjoying it w sort of closing my eyes, bss bss what am I supposed to do? Where do my hands go??
rafa3 rasa shwaya and he had this wide grin on his face, that was...extremely sexy I must say,, I haven't seen this look on him before, I have no idea what it means! Garab rasaa to my ear and he started kissing that area...it tickled and felt so right at the same time it was so weird! And well it turned him on cz the next thing he told me caught me off guard.. . . .
He was brushing his lips 3ala my ear lobes softly then he whispered, with his oh-so-sexy manly voice


a7mad " Lets just DO it..."

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kaif 5alaita y3a99eb, and what he said before he slammed the door! What does he mean? What did his mom say about me??
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me " ana asfaa ,, a7mad bss..."
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a7mad " bss sho?"
me " bs enaa..."
...
me " enaa....I really missed you w knt atrayak roo7ee and i got lonely, n then you didn't come,, w madrii a7maad, I just 7asait b'9eej, bs im sorry I got angry at you.."
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a7mad " na3am?"
me " r yooou still mad at mee" *frown*
a7mad "oh la2 i'm not"
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a7mad
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I couldn't face ro'9aa! y3ne sho agoolha ???
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the conversation between me and my mom kept repeating in my head, especially when she said " a7maad ana mat'hmnee '3air ma9la7tek, w maknt bagoolk hatha etha maknt ahtam, 7aseb mn ro'9a! tra 9a7 ymkn t7asseb ennk tdaneeha bs enta bs t3arfha 7ag kamn youm, w youm kalamt'ha ana 3shan etdeer balha 3alaik gamat 7arejat 3alay w 5athat 9a7anha w 6l3at mn el dining room ba3ad ma ana roo7ii wadaait'ha hnak!! w galat enha bt5aleek t7bha 3nad feeni! taraha matehtam feek wala t7ebbik, kel ha yalsa tsaweee 7ag ma9la7at'ha"
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this must be the worse day of my life...

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a7mad
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fta7t 3ainy wla el '3rfa '9alaaam.. I looked over at the alarm clock that was 3dal my bed, it read ' 3:02 AM', so apparently I only slept for 2 hours wla shay che... uf magdar anaam! I turned myself to face ro'9a while she was asleep. I could see her face now only half covered with the blanket. I wanted to lean closer and kiss her forehead, bs I couldn't bring myself to do that...
mt'9aayeg ya naas met'9aayeg!
I got off the bed and was walking around the room like a maniac, thinking everything over. y3ne 9ara7a kalam ommy maydsh el ras, bs ma38oola she just makes it up?? Ya rabiii I'm soo confused!
8arart a9alee 9alat el7aaja 3shan ana m7tar big time! w ma'9n ayshay byra7ni '3air rabii...fa re7t w twa'9ait w kelshay .....





ro'9a
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I heard noices around the room, doors closing, noisy footsteps. I forced myself to ignore them at first, bs they didn't go away so I got up, I was surprised enna a7mad makan 3dalee , Awal ma I lifted my head I spotted him in the corner of the room faresh el syadaa w ho y9alee. I wonder what he's praying, when sheft el sa3a kan ba3ada 3ala 9alat el fajer. hmm...
I just sat there looking at him, b3dain sra7t....I miss my mom, my dad, my brothers, and fatooma....wainhum? Should I call my mum tomorrow? bs A5er conversation we had didn't go all that well. I wonder how they're doing. They're not the only people I miss, I miss a7mad too, a lot, I've never felt this alone in my life, and it sucks uff!
I was sitting up so I bent my knees and hid my face between them trying to escape all those thoughts, my head started to hurt,, uff...marra w7da I felt a cold hand touching my hands fa ngazt and I looked up...it was a7mad with his tired face ylas 3dalee 3al shebreyya

a7mad " did I wake u up?"

I looked at him for a bit then I nodded slowly.

a7mad " ohh asef ! "
me " laa 3adi.."
a7mad " I just...couldn't sleep"

He said while looking at the floor, then looking up into my face, he was in serious need of a hug, I can read it all over his face, bs I couldn't do it, awalan knt ta3bana to move, thaneyan he said we shouldn't be all touchy w I don't want to ruin things bainna more than how they are now...

me "oh.. laish?"
a7mad "mmm....madri knt afakker wayd,,,bout kelshay.."
me " ummm.... do you want to talk about it?"

He was silent for 2 seconds thinking, then he gulped and had a worrisome look on his face

a7mad " I probably shouldn't..."
me "akeed? you can tell me anything a7mad.."

nazalt my knees and I sat closer to him, hopping that he would give in and talk,, aba a3arf sho fee, shoo m'9aygenna mat7ammal seeing him like this. I reached for his hand and held it tight, brushing my thumb on the side of his palm softly, trying to raye7 him.
He looked down at his hands, and held on to mine tighter. Then he looked up at me

a7mad "I miss thiss...."
me "ha....? this what?"
a7mad "mmm...uss..like this... u know.."

When I saw his eyes they were so serious, I didn't expect him to say that after how he acted yesterday. I looked at him innocently with a slight frown

me "...ana b3ad..."

He brought his face cautiously closer to mine, carefully looking into my eyes while gradually coming closer and closer. w ana maga9art y3ne I knew I wanted it, I wasn't going to run away this time, I was garrebing my face to his too. When we were close enough he closed his eyes, and I did the same. our lips pressed lightly onto each other....I took my hand that wasn't holding anything and put it 3ala the back of his head softly fastening his head in that position. bs a7mad didn't do anything he just kissed me, like he had never before, he wasn't stopping I don't know how much it lasted, bs I had to take a break to catch my breath..but I wish I never pulled away....
I took my lips off of his to take a breath, bs when I did he pulled his head way back, He bit his lip as if holding on to the taste, then he took a deep breath and freed his hand from my grip while getting up from the bed.

a7mad "mm...I need to go sleep..."

My mouth slightly fell open when he got up, I didn't want him to! I was screaming NOOO inside of me, bs I didn't want to sound desperate so maglt shay and I just followed him with my eyes until he layed in his side of the bed and '3a66a 3umra bel la7af while his head was turned away from me.
So much for getting him to talk to me..uff...what's wrong with him? What the hell did his mom tell him?
I layed down on my pillow, thinking about the kiss, I mean we had a deal enna no kissing bs we kissed anyways? Does that mean that rule is banished? hmmm...I was just staring at his back, worried about him, about us.... until I dazed off and fell asleep.

Gmt the next morning with a terrible headache...I went to the bathroom and changed w kelshay and was walking around the room fixing some stuff thrown around. b3dain I looked over at the bed and I spotted this folded paper on a7mad's pillow. et7amast so I ran towards it bser3a and took it in my hand and unfolded it


' ro'9a,
Sorry I woke u up last night.....w mmmm sorry about the kiss..... I was tired and confused........it'll never happen again....
so sorry....

a7mad. '

Does he see me complaining!? why the hell is he apologizing....uff! I have to make sure it DOES happen again. urghh...I'm hungry.....
I ran out of the room, rushing to the dining area where all the food was. W I CAn't explain how hungry I was, I literally put some from every kind of dish on the table on to my plate! W kalaita bser3a gabel ma the evil mom walks in....since I need to talk to her.
After eating kelshay on my plate I was so satisfied. I made sure I ate a little extra since I may not be eating anything during the day like yesterday! I was so full w just yalsa staring at my empty plate when she walked in. I got up 3ala 6ool when I heard her voice talking to someone. I was looking directly at her bs she pretended I was not there. kanat tmshee wya this girl that I don't know, the girl was wearing a jalabeyya w looked way older than me, in her late 20's probably and she was definitely staring at me, curiously.

me "umm salam w 3alaikm 5alo.."

I said coldly, still looking towards her. She turned her face to me, looking extremely annoyed by my voice. but I didn't care...

me " b'3ait akalmech fe mw'9oo3"
a7mad's mom " 5aair,,,?"

I looked at the girl, who was curiously looking at me, then back at a7mad's mom, as if ashering enna she's there

me "mmm mw'9oo3 5a9 shwaya..."
a7mad's mom " ely btgooleena jdamyy... goolee jdam bntyy ba3ad..."
me " umm enzain..."

I got off the chair and stood jdamhm...

me "mmm b'3ait asa2lch, enti sho gltee be'9aab6 7ag a7mad? 3shan ho mb ra'9ee ygoolee,, w mn ams mt'3ayyer 3alay..."

Her face lifted up when I said that! 7a8EERAA!

a7mad's mom " walla maagltella shaay '3aair el 9dg....."
me " ay 9edg?"
a7mad's mom " enna entiii bss yalsa tl3beeen fee masha3raa 3shan ma9la7tch, fa geltella y7aaseb w yntebeh 3ala 3umraa...."
me " na3aaam? ma9laa7aat shoo enshalla?"
a7mad's mom " latsaween 3mrch '3abeyya jdamii,, 5e66etich waaa'97a! tbain a7mad y7ebbich 3shan b3dain ta5theen kel floosa w tg9een 3alaaih...! "

My mouth fell open 3ala her words! WHERE the hell does she get thesE IDEAs from!! anaa after floosa?? THAt's like my last conceernnnn! I was in shockk!

me "..an...anaa??"
a7mads mom " laa anaaa 3yal? haaa tet7arainy '3abeyya maba3arf 5e66atch!"
me " mn waain ybtee hal kaalaam? mnoo ga9 3alaich?? ana a5er shay ahtam fee hwa el floos!!! "
a7mad's mom " lat7awleen tg9een 3alay ba3ad, ana mb l hal daraja '3abeyya"

I stood there jdamha silent, metfaj2a, y3ne this woman comes up with stories herself and beLieeves them! w a7mad believed her?

a7mad's mom " haa 5ala9tee kalamch?"

I gave her a pissed off look, but no answer, then she walked away. I went back and sat in my chair m8hooora! I can't belieeve hal 7rma! I was looking at them as they were walking out of the dining room, the girl, who apparently is a7mad's sis, looked back at me with a concerned look while following her mom until they were out of sight. I was thinking of a way to sort things out with a7mad, y3ne hay mb 7ala! I thought of maybe just throwing the salfa in his face, I can't believe he thinks i may be after his money. I calmed myself down with a couple of bites of the m3ajanat jdamee, then I got up and headed to our room.
I picked up my phone from the side table, 3gub I dialed in my mom's number and looked at it for a second metradeda, bs decided to call

toot tooot.......tooot tooot

mom "alooo"
me "aloo salam w 3alaikm"
mom " w 3alaikm el salaam,,, ro'9aa?"
me "haih mama ana ro'9a..."
mom "sh5baaaarchh 7beebtyy!'

dama3t when she said that, I miss her a lot, and I've been feeling alone for so long, there's SO much I wanted to say to her, bs I didn't want to sound weak, I didn't want her to get mad at me for complaining like last time. So I held my tears in and cleared my throat.

me " 7emdellaa mama...ento sh5baarkm?"
mom " ne7na b5aair.. ana hnee yalsa broo7y w obooch w e5wanch fl dawam kal 3ada..hehe....sh5bar a7mad wyach?"
me "oh hehe salmy 3alaihm....mmm a7mad...7emdella.."
mom "akeed? mb m2athetennaa?"
me "mamaa! laaa..."
mom "haha....."
me " mmmm mama tra ne7na radaina mn aspanya"
mom " oh haaih 5aberatni om a7mad, galw youm el jem3a fe '3da fe bait'hm 3shan nshoofch"
me "oh.."
mom " y3ne youmaain w nshoofech!"
me " haaih okaay....."
mom "ro'9oo yalla ana bseer ajahez el '3daa 7ag e5wanch w obooch"
me " oh enzain.."
mom " yalla ma3 el salamaa"
me "ma3...els.."

tooot ....tooot.....toooot

I layed my head on the bed, and let the locked in tears get out. So she knew I was here w ba3ad she didn't call? is that how it's going to be from now on?.... I miss them...I want to be there having lunch with them today...I want to get out of this hell hole......I thought I'm too old to ever say this..bss......aba ommyy...!







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I was ratebing the papers on my desk, fl dawam. it was 5:00 pm now. Bs obooy tawwa gayelli enna mafee she'3L zyada elyoum. So it's one of my early days. etha this was yesterday knt bkoon wayd mstaans..bs not today. I don't want to go back home just yet. I don't want to face my mom w ro'9a. i don't know what to do about all that messed up salfa. And me kissing ro'9a, 9dg ennyy '3abee! bs I couldn't stop myself.
I did kelshay that I can, 5ala9t she'3lee ratabt el 6awla now what?
i'll drive as slow as possible on the way back.
I decided to get up w go and face my reality. rekabt el sayara, w I headed home. i we9alt there 3al 5:30, which is still TOO early. et'hayazt lain ma I got out of my car.
I went into the house w kan hdoooo2. as usual y3ne. I walked to 9oub el 9ala (avoiding going to our room, avoiding ro'9a in other words..)
I saw my big sis there...

me " hallaa shaai5aa sh5baarech.."
shai5a " a7maad? sho yaybennek mn 9ba7 Allah 5air...haa obooy m6al3ennek mnwaagt ashooof!"
me " haahahha haaih"
shai5a " ta3al a7mad..mmm i need to talk to you"

ze'3t hnee..wayehha et'3ayyar when she said that. shai5a doum the joking kind,,, fa when she's serious y3ne it must be shay mohem. I rushed 3dalha w ylast.

me " 5aair sho fee??"
shai5a "it's about 7remtik.....I saw her today by the way....."












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to be continued...........

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3eedkm mbarak <3 ~

kel snaa wntooo 6aybeeN my readers <3 =D

ta8balla Allah 9yamkm w 9ale7 el a3mal w kel 3am wnto b5air ^^!

3eedkm mbarak
w 3sakm mn el 3aydeen wl salmeen :D



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then I put on another show, and another one. kent 7a6etenna 3ala Friends now, it was 11 pm, w knt mb makla lunch wala dinner, I admit I was hungry.....
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It was a7mad he stepped in with an apology smile on his face. I was za3lana.....
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I continued staring at the Tv, looking as pissed off as I possibly could.........
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a7mad " I said I was sorry.."

kent ba3di za3lana, so I just looked at him coldly b3dain lafait rasy towards the TV ignoring his apology. His voice suddenly changed to a more serious angry one

a7mad " ro'9a youm 7ad yramsch 3al a8al 6al3ee... w youm 7ad yet2assaf he expects el 6araf el thani enna ytfahham shway 3al a8al.."

He said firmly, lafait rasy 9ooba w his eye brows were creased y3ne kan 9dg m7arrej. bs I didn't say anything back, I just looked back at him silently. He got up angrily and marched to the bedroom

a7mad " ufff ... I guess my mom was right about u .... ! "



and he slammed the bedroom door behind him.
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7asait b'9eeeej feeni at that moment I didn't know what to do, kaif he slammed the door, kaif 5alaita y3a99eb, and what he said before he slammed the door! What does he mean? What did his mom say about me??
I got up, with my heart racing, 7asait enny sawait shay '3ala6 by being pissed off 3alaih. I walked to the door and opened it shway shway, I had this feeling enna lazem ara'9ee before his mom's words, whatever they were, actually y2athroon 3alaih, I want the spain a7mad that I had so much fun and actionat with baack!
When d5alt quietly I was looking at him, he was standing by the bed taking off his '3etra and 3gal but he turned his head 9ooby when he heard the door open.
he gave me a glare w looked back at his 3gal while placing it on the bed, w when I was walking ajrab w ajrab to him he pretended I wasn't there and walked to the bathroom. I walked behind him, still not knowing what to say. He walked into the 7amam but didn't close the door behind him, is that a sign enna he actually wants to talk? bs za3lan? uf madrii ...Bs I walked da5el el bathroom weyaa, he was taking off his kandoora, he had only a faneela and wzar on, which looked weird on him but still not too bad bs I wasn't concerned with that at the time. I was just looking at his face with tears about to escape my eyes, and a frown on my face. I wished I could just go and hug him and forget about whatever happened since it was very stupid to begin with!
He put his kandoora beside the sink and turned his body to face me, his serious eyes were looking at me

a7mad " Fe shay that you want to say ?"
me " ummm....."

He looked at me disappointed and sighed heavily then was about to turn to take off his faneela or something but I had to say somethingg!

me " a7maad.."

He turned back to face me, and folded his arms in an 'im waiting' position. I looked at the floor then looked back up at him miserably

me " ana asfaa ,, a7mad bss..."

a tear escaped my eyes while saying that but I wiped it wya my hands and took a deep breath to control them, he probably already thinks I'm so weak and all ! No need for more crying jdama 3ala as5af el ashyaa2

a7mad " bss sho?"
me " bs enaa..."

I looked at the floor, glt ymkn its easier to talk that way

me " enaa....I really missed you w knt atrayak roo7ee and i got lonely, n then you didn't come,, w madrii a7maad, I just 7asait b'9eej, bs im sorry I got angry at you.."

*door knock*

We both looked back when we heard the door then back at each other, his face expression had changed, He put his hands on my shoulders

a7mad " dgeega.."

and rushed to the door. From the way he ran I could tell he thought it was his mom. I stood there and masse7ed my stupid dmoo3 and washed my face, then got out of the bathroom, the voice I heard didn't sound like his mom.. more like.....

sara " RO'9AA OMG I HAVE to tell u smthn!! "

She was running into the room extremely mt7amsa I would say, a7mad walked quietly behind her into the room, y3ne 9dg makan wagta for sara to come, he was looking at the floor probably thinking.
She came and was waving her arms all around talking about some stupid thing that happened at the beach, her burning and 7e99a tanning perfectly, shay che I just looked at her with a fake smile on my face, moving my stare to a7mad every now and then, he was still in the same position. sara leaned closer to me and was whispering into my ears

sara " I came to do my first test byyy the way !"

then leaned back up and started laughing, My eyes opened wide when she said that ! y3neeeee 9dgg mb wagtaaaaa !

me " NOwww? sara! "
sara " ahaha shoo?"

she put her finger on her mouth and motioned with her eyes towards a7mad ena to shut up.Then turned suddenly to him, he gave her a fake smile when she was skipping to him holding my hands pulling me with her closer to him.

sara " a7maaaad I looooooove ur wife! she's so cool"

she said with a wide grin, looking at me then back at him, I let out a small silent chuckle then looked at him forcing a smile on my face. He looked at his little sister with soft eyes, but what obviously was a fake smile.

a7mad ' uhh hai...'
sara "So that means u agree with me! "
a7mad " haa?"

He suddenly become alert of what she is saying.. seriously this girl is crazy ! Does she really think she'll know if he likes me like thiss!

sara "I said I love ur wife she's so cool u said haai! So u love ur wife and think she's cool? heheee"
a7mad "oh"

He was looking at her smiling, bs then he turned his head and looked at me with eyes that are obviously hiding something, he had a fake smile on his face 3shan 5a6er his sis I guess, wayd ydale3ha w yjamelha ! Me on the other hand, just stared back at him, eagerly waiting for his answer bs at the same time wanting to finish the salfa bain me w a7mad. He just nodded nicely to her, bs then when he looked back at me kan wayha not the fake smiley kan the serious one for a second then he changed it back when he was talking to her.

sara " OKaay anywaays I have to go to 7e99aa! oh oh a7maddd give ro'9a my pin ok !! please and thank yoou! byeeeeee love u 2"

She shouted while walking out of the door, a7mad went to lock the door behind her, then was immediately back to his serious mode and walked to me

a7mad " what were you saying?"
me "umm ana? mm ena im sorry w chee"
a7mad " oh ya.."

He said coldly, while staring at me as if waiting for more. I just stared back into his face, waiting for him to realize enna I was done with what I had to say. He sighed b3d shway then ya ajrab to me w kan wayha '3air nw, calmer bs still mayrayye7

a7mad " mmm ro'9a enti kalamtee ommi elyoum?"

he said forcefully, el kelmat kanat '3a9eb te6la3 mn booza. I looked at him questionably, bss wddii a3arf what his mom told him !

me "mmm haaih el9b7..."
a7mad " ohh mmmmm"

He walked past me and was heading to the 7amam again.. he took off his faneela while walking. wait that's it? He's not going to ask me what she said ? w He's probably not ok he still looks za3laan. I decided to switch to daloo3a mode since he's less angry now.
I went to the bathroom and leaned 3al door

me " a7maadd" (in a dala3 voice)

Laf 9ooby with his unhappy face,

a7mad " na3am?"
me " r yooou still mad at mee" *frown*
a7mad "oh la2 i'm not"

He said coldly then laf bak to the mirror and started brushing his teeth. What is wrong with him? knt aba a9ee7 right there at that moment. I thought the day can't get any worse when he was not here, bs apparently I was wrong! I went to bed and snuggled into the blanket and hid my face under the blanket while tears escaped my eyes, as I cried myself to sleep while my tummy was aching mn el yoo3, this must have been one of the worst days of my life.




a7mad
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I couldn't face ro'9aa! y3ne sho agoolha ???
ma38oola she said that to my mom ma38ooola? ro'9a of all people! I mean I know my mom doesn't like her bs she wouldn't lie to me. Although when ro'9a was apologizing she cried which looked real and not like an act.. ufff m3rfff yarabii m3rf sho asawee, ana ma3rf amathel enna everything's fine, ya Allah I was so eager to see her earlier today until I talked to my mom.

'3asalt asnani w I just wore my boxers to bed, maknt mtfayej for anything, and the conversation between me and my mom kept repeating in my head, especially when she said " a7maad ana mat'hmnee '3air ma9la7tek, w maknt bagoolk hatha etha maknt ahtam, 7aseb mn ro'9a! tra 9a7 ymkn t7asseb ennk tdaneeha bs enta bs t3arfha 7ag kamn youm, w youm kalamt'ha ana 3shan etdeer balha 3alaik gamat 7arejat 3alay w 5athat 9a7anha w 6l3at mn el dining room ba3ad ma ana roo7ii wadaait'ha hnak!! w galat enha bt5aleek t7bha 3nad feeni! taraha matehtam feek wala t7ebbik, kel ha yalsa tsaweee 7ag ma9la7at'ha"
y3ne she looked so concerned when she said that to me, m3rf sho a9adg ya Allah, ma7s ro'9a che bs ba3ad ommy machd ga9at 3alay.
fe hal la7'9a bs knt aba adfn 3mri fe mkaan mn el ka2abaa, I need someone to talk to, I wish I could talk to ro'9a, bs sho agoolha? enti t7beeni wla yalsa tg9een 3alay? That doesn't sound right. yarabii ma3arf sho asaweee
I got into bed 3dalha, I couldn't see her face kanat 5ashetenna ta7at el la7af, knt aba a7rek el la7af to see her , cz walla i miss her mn el5a6er, I've never felt this way before. knt 7as b'9eej machd 7asait fee in my life ba3ad, banadt 3ainy thinking that this must be the worse day of my life...



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yalla a7een seero 9alloooo : P

mbarak 3alaikm el shahar =D

Hey Readers! =D

b'3ait abarek 3alaikm elshahaaar!

أسأل الله لكَم فى شهَر رمضآإأآن
حسنآت تتكآثر
وهموم تتطآير
وأن يجٌعل بسَمتكم سعآدة
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وان ينور قلَبكم بالقرآن
ويجمعنآ بكم في ظل الرحمآن

..رمــضآإأآن مبآإأركــ وكل عآإم وأنتم بخير

Ameeeeen <3

and, about the posts .... I posted part 21 3shan 5a6erkom before rm'9an... w I'll post one more post during rm'9an madri mtaa bs during :P

w other than that... ta8aballa allah 9yamkm w 9ale7 el a3mal..... :)


Love,
Wed-locked
<3 =D

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sara " I'll gooo check if 7e9aa woke uppp ! "

I just nodded to her cluelessly. 7e9aaa iss her other sister I guess?

*trngg*

I took my BB in my hand, I just received a message, I opened it 3ala 6ool



FROM: a7mad

" roooo'9ee!! I just was going to tell you 3al phone that I really miss you ... Can't wait to see you later on ! "




Did he just call me ro'9ee?!


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I read the message over and over again. This message contradicts with what his mother told me completely!! But.. could this be part of him playing me? bs If he was actually doing it bs for his dad, he wouldn't act like this towards me 9a7? I ignored all the ta38eedat I was thinking of with my brain and decided to go with my heart and send him something back

TO : a7mad
" =$....! "

sent! wayd 3alay right? bs ma3rf what else to say to him. I do miss him too..bss ast7yy I say it. I was running through my old messages and I saw a couple of messages mn fatooma.. I wonder where she is

TO : fatooma
" ALooooo?? Anyone there? ..."

I sighed and took the remote and flipped through the channels.

*trng*

FROM: a7mad
"haaha laish tst7een menni hal kethir? I won't eat you! yal katkoota"

I miss him wayd! uf it's chee boring without him! I blushed while reading the message. Apparently he's the type that says a hell lot more on messages!

TO : a7mad
"I dooon't enzaain! :P
enta why r u messaging me seer esth'3L !! @_@ i'll tell ur babaa! "

I was totally mndemja fe my phone, pretending to watch TV bs a9lan I was checking my phone kl dgeega if I received a message or not.

*trngg*

FROM : a7mad

"yes you do ! =p
ana a7een I'm entertaining you w tbain tshtkeen 3alay!! Fine fine.. I'll leave you alone kaifch...."

TO: a7mad
"I Dont i dont i dont!
ayyy noo.... knt atmaa95aar (A) "

dagait send, wla marra w7da two girls barge in to the 9ala I looked up and smiled widely it was sara, and the other girl, 7e9a, she looked the same age as sara, and her features were way different she had small eyes unlike sara, and her hair was short and layered w it was black.

me " hiii "
7e9a " heeyy "

They sat down 3dal ba3a'9, 7e9a was still in her PJz ,

sara " ro'9aaa meet my bestestt friend! 7e9a!"
me " oooh ur friend? "
sara " yepp ! She almost lives here doum tbat baitna! "
me " hehe nice to meet you 7e9aa"
7e9a " you too "

She was a bit abrad 3an sara, bs she seemed sweet , the more quite type. They sat and kano ysoolfoon quietly for a while, ana I was playing on my phone.

*trng*

FROM : a7mad
" ............"

eeh laykoon z3aL!

TO : a7mad
" sorryy?"

*trng*

FROM : a7mad
" :( "

TO : a7mad
" a7maaaaaaaaad! I was kiddingggg"

*trng*

FROM : a7mad
" make it up for me..."

TO : a7mad
" But I didn't dooo anyyything! :( "

*trng*

FROM: a7mad
" fine kaifch...byee"

TO : a7mad
" ayy ok ok ok ok ! what do you want me to dooooo? "

*trng*

FROM: a7mad
" hmmm.....well.....you come up with something ..."

I was totally smiling to my phone,, adree enna a7mad was playing around, bs when estaw3abt enna I WAS smiling to my phone I looked up w shft enna sara w 7e9a were totally looking at me, and sara was giving me the suspicious look

sara " whoooo are you talking too!!! "
me " ma7aad enzaain ! "
sara "a7madD??"

I looked at her silent 7ag kamn dgeega awanna I wont tell her, bs I eventually smiled and nodded.

me " saraaa,,,"
sara " yess? "
me " You say ennch t3arfeen fe hal swalef ya??"
sara " well I try my best ...why? oh oh 7e9a can help too she's wiser than me hehee"

7e9a just looked at her and laughed, she looked more mature than sara, bs I still like sara more she's wayd ktkoota.

me "umm ok... how do we make it up to a guy etha hoo za3aln?"

7e9a and sara both looked at each other and laughed. sara looked at me and shook her head

sara " are you really 19? hehe. You knOW kaif tra'9een a man duh!"

she winked, and at that second estaw3abt what she means!

me " ahh noooo I Don't mean that way !! 8a9dee like 3al messages"
sara " oww.. mmmm u can tell him that when he comes home he'll get some treatment from you?"
me " errmm...Anything that doesn't involve contacttt? "
sara " haha fine mmmmmmmm"
7e9a " mmm Maybe you can dale3 him wayd on a message , men love it when you spoil them"
me " hmmm ok "

I said grinning and going back to my phone. hmmm let's see what I can say

TO : a7mad
" a7maadyyy! :(
I 'm really sorryy I said that , makan 8a9deee, a9lan I'd never want to get rid of u! bs abak tsht'3L so you come back to me bser3a because ..........i.....reaLLY......... Miss you... =$....=( asfaa"

dagait send. A maid came in with a sandwich and handed it to 7e9a. I wanted to ask sara about her brothers and sisters, bs ma3rf if its the right time wla kaif.

*trng*

FROM: a7mad
" fdaait el a7madyy ana ;) ... adree enna you miss me muhaha ! w a7een r'9ait .. bs one more thing when ashoofch aba asma3 9outich wnti tzgreeni eb my new nikname that you just wrote ok? ;) I'll talk to you later! ba5al9 sh'3lee a7een.....3shan I get to c u asAP! c u soon !!"

I just read it w put my phone down, w I won't call him a7mady in real life! he can't make me. It was tawa 3 o' clock el '9eher. Sara w 7e9a tamo shway then they left, galo byseeroon el beach w byrdoon el fel lail, I sort of wanted to tag along, bs they didn't ask me to, w maknt aba arez eb wayhe..When they left it was 4, so I went to our bedroom and sat inside malana. I kept checking my phone for miscalls or messages. Bs there was nothing. I expected to see shay from my mom or dad, or fatooma at least ! I'm really worried about her I wonder where she is mb mn 3adat'ha to not call me like this. I tried calling marra bs 6la3 el mobile m'3la8, I decided I'll try later.

I had such a long morning, and I was bored so la7aft 3mri and I went to sleep in the cold. I opened my eyes a few hours later to a dark room, and an empty bed. I turned my head to see el sa3a... kan mktoob 7:12 pm. I sat up and looked around, bs there was no one here yet. gmt re7t el 7ammam and washed my face, b3dain 9alait w kelshay. I checked my phone again, and there was nothing yet again

6la3t re7t el 9ala and it was so dark, fta7t el laitat and I sat there flipping through the channels. I put it on a movie and watched it. el movie 5alla9 3al sa3a 9, then I put on another show, and another one. kent 7a6etenna 3ala Friends now, it was 11 pm, w knt mb makla lunch wala dinner, I admit I was hungry, bs I was too scared to a6la3 mn el '3rfa, I ate biscuits that I found fl small bar fe 9alatna, bs b3dni yo3ana y3ne. I was watching TV when I saw the door handle moving down, wl bab shway shway ynft7. It was a7mad he stepped in with an apology smile on his face. I was za3lana, cz ana a5as shay 3ndi when someone ygool he'll come at a time w then yet2a5ar wayd! y3ne say mn el bdaya that u'll be late. 9a7 enna sara told me, bs I didn't want to believe her. I took one glance at him with a frown on my face then 9adait back at the TV with a pissed off attitude. He was walking towards me

a7mad " salam w 3alaaikm"

I continued staring at the Tv, looking as pissed off as I possibly could.

me " w 3alaikm el salam"

I said in a cold voice, not looking back at him. He came and sat right next to me and kan y6ale3ni

a7mad " ro'9aa ana asef, adree t2a5art bss obooy 3a6ani she'3L,, w chee...u knoww .. ! "

I looked at him with my pissed off look,

me " enzain laish ma6arasht message to tell me you'll be late?"
a7mad " tara I said I was busy so makan 3ndi wagt to send a message kent a7awel a5al9 el sh'3el fe asra3 wagt mumken so I could come back home! "

I raised one eye brow

me " Message maybala shay only 2 seconds y3ne ..."
a7mad " I said I was sorry.."

kent ba3di za3lana, so I just looked at him coldly b3dain lafait rasy towards the TV ignoring his apology. His voice suddenly changed to a more serious angry one

a7mad " ro'9a youm 7ad yramsch 3al a8al 6al3ee... w youm 7ad yet2assaf he expects el 6araf el thani enna ytfahham shway 3al a8al.."

He said firmly, lafait rasy 9ooba w his eye brows were creased y3ne kan 9dg m7arrej. bs I didn't say anything back, I just looked back at him silently. He got up angrily and marched to the bedroom

a7mad " ufff ... I guess my mom was right about u .... ! "



and he slammed the bedroom door behind him.

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a7mad's mom " sm3eeni zain tara maba3eedha!"

she said like she was attacking me. I was freaked out here and just nodded slowly


a7mad's mom " et7amelay tfakreen enna a7mad 9dg ybach, tara ho gayelly enna maybach w bs besawee che 7ag oboo b3dain beheddich! fa la tet7arain enti 7esbat murta wla shay. kella mas2alat she'3l w youm y5alle9, enti ba3ad bnt5alla9 mennich .....w etha l3abtii fe mu55a wla shay ana elly ba3almech mkantech!!!"




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I sat there in shock, and looked at her walking away, just like that. I put the bread that was in my hand 3al 9a7an, and stared at my plate in shock at what she said. Was she just making things up? And one sentence kept repeating in my head "tara ho gayelly enna maybach w bs besawee che 7ag oboo b3dain beheddich!", 7asait my tummy was twisting at this thought.. what if....what if it's for real? But she probably made it up.....righhtt? Or maybe he actually told her that. Bs bs...akeed it was before we went to the honeymoon ...right? Wla ma38oola all this time he's just toying with me ?? I hate to admit it bs her threatening got to me.. madri if it were her words or her tone that was convincing and scary. I sat there thinking of what to do about what she just told me when my phone rang, 6ala3ta mn my pocket and looked at the screen

Calling "a7mad"

I hesitated etha I should pick up or not, I was curious to know laish ho mete99el, bs I decided not to! a5af a9ee7 while I'm talking to him or something, w I don't think I'm going to tell him about what happened bainy w bain omma. because what if he admits to it? How am I going to put up with that? kfaya the thought that it is true hurts, Knowing it's true would probably be million marra worse! Plus etha he had to choose bain me w omma I think he'd choose his mum, fl a5eer he only knows me mn about a week or so.

I looked at the food jdami w 5atht a couple of more things 3shan gelt maybe I can distract myself with eating, and pass time or something. I got up with my plate and headed back to our room. fe el mamar to our room I saw this girl, she looked almost 15 wla shay che, and she had long hair tied up in a pony tail, she had glasses on w was wearing a fuchsia training suit, mal juicy couture. She was walking towards me curiously at first b3dain when she came closer she smiled, fa I smiled back to her. I felt kind of stupid here with my plate channi 9argetenna, I really thought no one would be around! She stopped when yat jdami

girl " heeey !"
me " hii"
girl " soo yoouu're a7maaadsss ,,,"
me " yesss ... yes its mee"
girl "owwwwwh ! so you're roo'9aaaaa"
me "hehe haih ana ro'9a"
girl " ana a7mad's sister ! my name's sara! "
me " oowh nicee to meet yooou"

She was grinning the whole time, I can't say I wasn't surprised, because after the thing that happened this morning I kind of expected this to be the house of bitches or something! She was so enthusiastic w met7amsa, maddat eedha enna to shake hands, so I shaked her handss

sara " Nice to meeeet you too! "

I just smiled back widely. estwa fatrat awkward silence 7ag 2 seconds bs then of course the enthusiastic girl broke it ...

sara " Listen ! I'm really bored 3adyy ayee wyach? "

She smiled innocently

me " ohh yaaa of course ta3alii , its ur house a9lan hehe"
sara " thank yewww! "

she just tagged along while I was walking to the suite. We sat inside, she sat like right next to me! and I opened the Tv, and was looking eb 6araf 3ainy studying her actions. she was just laying comfortably 3al sofa, like she really was bored. 7a6ait Dubai One on the tyra show. 3ala 6ool my phone rang. I took it out and shalaita 3ala 6ool knowing who it is.

me " Salaam w 3alaaaikm! "
a7mad " w 3alaaikm el salaaaaam..! 9abaa7 el5aair wainch matshleen el telephoon!"
me " oh sorryy knt atrayaag hehe"
a7mad " So you found ur way through our house I seee.."
me " mmmm haaaih "
a7mad " did you sleeeep well ro'9aa?"
me " yes yess I did sleep well"
a7mad "ro'9aaaa...."
me " na3aaaam a7maaaadddd"
a7mad " I wanna tell yoou smthnnnn'
me " gooooL"
a7mad "mmmmmmmmmm"
me " A7MAAD!!! "
a7mad " never mind never mind it's not important"
me " yalla 3aad . .. "
a7mad " ehhh lazm abanned 3gb shwaay 3ndii meeting .. I just called to check up on u"
me " mmmm enzain ..."

5alait 9oote shway za3lana here, I was looking at my lap wla sar7ana barra3 el dreesha all this time nasya enna SARA 3dalee! I turned my head w noticed enna she was looking back at me so I gave her a 5feef smile.

a7mad "wainch a7een ?"
me " umm fee our 9alaa.... withh someone,,,,"
a7mad " weya mnooo?"
me " mabagoool laain maa u tell me what you wanted to say ! "
a7mad "ro'9aaaa! "
me "a7maaaaaaaD!" *mimicking his voice*
a7mad "fine ! kaifch akeed you're making it up 3shan You want me to tell you"
me " ahaaa..! .........a7maad..."
a7mad " na3am ?'
me " mmmm mta btrd?"
a7mad " uuuh el 9ara7a ba3adnii bageeli fa enshalla 3al m'3arb ... If i'm luckyy"
me "oh..."
a7mad " ba7awel a5alle9 fast! w you can call me if you need anything!"
me " enzaainn...."
a7mad " yalla I have to gooo a7eenaa maybe I'll call you later ok?"
me " okaaai"
a7mad "byeeeee"
me " byee"

*6oooo6 6oooooooooo6*

I put the phone down and sighed heavily.

sara " Was that a7maadD??"
me " haaihh"
sara " mnzmaan mashfta! "
me " he said byrd 3al m'3arb"

She coughed a slight laugh when I said that, I looked at her confused.

sara " mmm sorryyy bs he usually comes back so late doum, so it's funny he told you that "
me " really? hmmm"

I said with a frown then looked back down 3ala my lap.

sara " OH myy God!"

I jumped at her words and stared at her face with her mouth opened looking at me, I looked at her confused

sara " YOU like him don't you!! "
me "uh..."

I struggled for words bs only ended up blushing like hell ef'97ing myself!

sara " Omg! You reallyy doo!! "

I shrugged my shoulders innocently at her , and sighed

sara " Does a7mad like you toooo??"

She said excitedly.

me "mmmm ma3arf..."
sara " ohh..."

She sat down 3al sofa seeda quiet for a couple of seconds then ngzat again

sara "oww OWw!!!! "
me " hehe shoo?"
sara " Do you want me to find out for youuu? IM really good at it heheh"
me " You're gonna ask him y3ne?"
sara " noo noo noo ... I will observe him when he's with you! I can totally tell if he likes you or not that way "

I laughed at her and then decided to play along with her, so I nodded agreeing with her. she clapped excitedly w kanat at the peak of her ta7amus!

me "mmmmmm how old are you by the way?"
sara " me?? Im 16 aaand yooou?"

she said grinning widely. That wasn't too far from my guess!

me " I'm 19"

I smiled happily to her. This girl really 3adelat mazajee.. she'z really 7abooba and overly cheerful, I LIke it !

sara "oooooh you're not that old y3nee !! "
me " hahah yess I'm not"

She got up faj2aa and was heading out of the 9alaa

sara " I'll gooo check if 7e9aa woke uppp ! "

I just nodded to her cluelessly. 7e9aaa iss her other sister I guess?

*trngg*

I took my BB in my hand, I just received a message, I opened it 3ala 6ool



FROM: a7mad

" roooo'9ee!! I just was going to tell you 3al phone that I really miss you ... Can't wait to see you later on ! "




Did he just call me ro'9ee?!

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a7mad " Pack your things, we're going back to Dubai tomorrow...."


.........

I felt his lips on my neck, fta7t 3ainy shwaya and a tear escaped
a7mad " ro'9aa! ro'9aa why are you crying!!!! I thought.. I thought... uhh asef walla t7arait u were ok with kissing ! ro'9aa... I'm sorry ..."
..............

a7mad " uuh I guess we have to know each other better than this... ro'9a....mmmm...... how about we slow things down? a7s it's better, I don't want something like this to happen again.... ok?...what do you think?"
...............

a7mad " Yalla let's pack our things together ! "
me " ummm....ok"

He walked into the closet ahead of me, I followed him slowly lost in thought...I couldn't stop thinking of how I screwed things up!


UGHH noo ! what have I done!!





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ahh! Ok so now I'm sitting in the plane beside a7mad, and he's asleep w bs bagee 1 hour until we land in dubai! And as expected la ommy wala obooy wala e5wani ete9loo feeni, bs the weird thing is enna neither did fatooma, I wonder where she is ! I'm excited w zay'3a at the same time! I mean it's a whole new life and I wonder how I can avoid a7mad's mom, w I know that my family semi - abandoned me, bs I miss them alot! Although it has been fatra g9eera, bs it feels like a decade ! I wonder if a7mad will be wayd caught up in his job wla kaif.. honestly, I don't know what to expect . . .

me " a7mad a7maad ,, yalla goum we'll land in a few minutes! "

I started nudging him after the announcement was made, 3shan ygoom. It's been somewhat awkward between us since last night... uff I have to ruin kelshay.
7beeby he's so cute when he's asleep! Yes I gave in to the fact that I really like him! And I do call him 7beeby bsss ONLY in my head where no one can hear me, for now.. hehe

I was looking at him while he was rubbing his eyes and stretching w b3dain laf 9oobee

me "Gooood Morning sunshiine hehee"

smiling to him excitedly, he grinned tiredly

a7mad " heey u "

We put our seat belts on and got ready for landing, this is it, the start of something new I guess, Allah y3een.

Nzalna mn el 6ayaraa, and we took our luggage, it was 12 : 10 am taw8eet Dubai, as I read on my BB. We were walking 9oub the exit door where all the people are greeted by 7baybhm, I looked around as we entered that area, bs there were no familiar faces, a7mad was pushing the trolly with our luggage on,

a7mad " Oh ro'9a there's the driver lets go"

I looked the other side w there he was walking towards us in his flowery colorful shirt.

Driver " hellooo sir how r yeww"
a7mad " good good 8adeer, here take the trolly"

He took the trolly w msha jdamna lain el car, I was just following them silently, I was sort of hopping enna 7ad ysta8blna fl ma6ar, bs I guess this was never a real marriage to begin with, I shouldn't expect anything right?
rkabna el sayara w on the way to their house no one was talking, a7mad kan ba3ada m9a6el w ana lost in thought. This will be the first time I step foot into their house! I wonder how big it is, w I wonder how our room will be. 9a7 enna our house wasn't a tiny room but it was not big y3ne, one floor 4 rooms che normal. Sitting in this black shining Mercedes, madri ay modail I'm not an expert in that field, bs akeed the newest of its kind or something, I felt like a different person, I mean not too long ago I was just another girl going to university, in our normal car, living like any other normal girl at my age, living in a normal house. And look at me now, everything around me is so fancy, a bit too fancy! I almost feel like an alien already.
I turned my face to take a look at him, to make me feel better shway, and it actually did ! seeing a cute guy almost always lifts a person's spirit don't you think? hehe. He turned 9oobee whn I looked at him and smiled

a7mad " Are you ok?"
me " ahh yaaa hehe why?"
a7mad " U look tense"
me " mmmm laa I'm just thinkiing"
a7mad " aboout?"
me "mmmm how things r gonna be now that we're back"
a7mad " oh ... hmmmm"

I turned and looked outside the window, we were in jumeirah, and it was so dark.

a7mad " ahh w9alnaa....! "

I looked at him with his all happy face and then looked back outside to see their house, their na6oor came out to check the car then opened the humungous gate for us, we went in and and there was a share3 that leads to the basement where the garage is, the way was lit up by lights on the side, and once we were in the garage they were many cars in the parking like definitely more than 5. The house looked so pretty bs it was too dark to see the whole house 3adel. Me and a7mad got out of the car, a7mad was heading to this door on the corner so I followed him bser3a. We got in, and I saw this huge 9alaa bs the lights were off, madri wain I followed a7mad into and we got into the lift, a7mad looked at me and 7as enna I'm nervous I guess because he smiled and then held my hand in his

a7mad "stop freaking out hehe"

I sighed and looked at him and nodded with a 5feef smile. The lift opened w 6la3na 3ala this mamar, we're in the 2nd floor 7asab kalam el lift ... and I heard the voices of a TV mn hnee mshaina akthar w then we were in the 9ala where I saw his mom sitting in her Pjz, omg she looks so different ! She got up at the sight of a7mad and they were hugging w kelshay and I was just standing there looking at them silently. When she let go of a7mad and looked 9oobe mn 6araf 3yoonha, I decided to act nice awana.

me " Salam w 3alaaikm"

I said cheerfully, She raised her head w shafatny with a disgusted look then lafat ras'ha 3ala a7mad

a7mad's mom " w 3alaikm..."

a7mad shafny and he saw that I was a bit disappointed bs '3ayar el salfa by talking to his mom about Spain. It's funny how she's a totally different person when it comes to a7mad, wayd etdal3a, kano ysoolfoon w y'97koon, and I was just sitting there, thank god the TV was on, because I was just staring at it the whole time. hmm.. I wonder etha this is how it'll be from now on. I wonder where 5awat a7mad are like, I haven't seen them w at'thakar marra he mentioned enna he has 4 sisters and 2 brothers, bs his mom is here roo7ha. I wonder if they're like a7mad, or more like his mom. The tv was on this turkish drama thing that I never watch, I don't mind watching them though. hmm most of the guys are hot in them too ...

a7mad " ro'9aa ...ro'9aaa"

I turned my face ba3ad ma sma3ta

me " ohh na3am?"
a7mad " tbain troo7een tnamain?"
me " umm la 3adii mb wayd ta3bana"
a7mad " la yalla nseer nshoof our room"
a7mad's mom " la la mb room a7maad! fa'9aitLk el suite anaa! "
a7mad " oh 9dg! zain 3yaal walla "

He got up and kissed his mom's head w asharli enna ayee 3nda.

a7mad's mom " tawel naas a7mad "
a7mad " asef bs ta3baneen bnseer ennam "

She glared at me w rolled her eyes after that channa I'm the one dragging him to the room! I just said jdamha that I'm not sleepy ( although I did want to go inside).
elmhm I ignored that and mshait wya a7mad to 'ouR' room oh oh la i mean ourr SUITe, haha ! He opened this wooden door w kan kel el laitat mbaneda , he opened them w b3dain sakkar el bab behind him. It was a beautiful modern living room with a plasma TV, and a white L sofa with a small coffee table fl ne9, it was just 3jeeb! and not to forget, there was a small bar place on the side of the room with hal high chairs and a thalaja. I was just gazing at kelshay, I love modern styles and I love houses w interior design w hal swalf. Then lafait 3ala wayh a7mad all excited with a wide grin!

a7mad " haa shooraych? "
me " 9ara7aa ! 3jeeeb"
a7mad " elmhm y3ybch!"

I just smiled at him, y3ne 9a7 enna I was forced into this, bs hal ashya el 9'3eera makes it sometimes okay, mb enna ana mayta 3al floos, bs sa3at I tell myself, WHy not ? u know what I mean! I opened bab our room myself, and it wasn't as amazing as the living room bs it was cute. It was all black and white and not that modern, more cozy like, w fee this huge sofa that looks so comfyy and I just wanted to jump in it ! bs when I went in more I saw the opening to the closet which was almost as big as the room itself! woah! I don't think I even have that much clothes to fill them out ! a7mad on the other hand just came in and sat on the bed bouncing ( while sitting) on it channa he was testing it. I took a look at the bathroom kan black and white as well, w fee this jacuzzi and candles in the bathroom too! 6ab3an I can't stop the ideas coming in my head after seeing that, bs I shoo-ed them out of my head immediately, why think of it when I can't have it ?

Radait back to the room and a7mad was taking off his shirt,, uuh I just saw the jacuzzi he shouldn't do this to me. I looked away awanna y3ne bs unfortunatly

a7mad "ro'9a btnamain a7een?"

I heard my name bs, I can't not look at him while talking to him I guess, I turned my face and tried my hardest to concentrate on his face only...

me "ha?"
a7mad "btrgdeeeeen a7eeeeeeeeeeen?"
me "ohh ohh yess yess I guess"
a7mad "oh mb channa you just told my mom you are not tired"

kan ymshee ajrab 3anni while talking. laish a7s deep down in him he's sort of torturing me!!? 6ab3an ana I couldn't resist w I looked at his 6 pack that I 'm in love with, bs I returned my concentration 3ala his face as fast as I could! w I looked at him innocentlyy with a msta7ya face

me " knt ajaamel . . ."
a7mad " haha I knew it , I saw your face while you were awana watching Tv. ashkera u were bored"
me " Laaaa2 9dgg I was 3adii if you wanted to stay"
a7mad " ahaa ahaa"

He said that while getting up w walking to the closet not letting me say anything else, hoo y3ne he's right bs I don't want his mom to have more reasons to hate me! kfaya enna she hates me and I did nothing yet! I snuggeled into the blanket of the bed with my jeans and shirt on bs farait shailtee 3al shibreyya, I closed my eyes for a few minutes and with the cold-ness of the room, I drifted awaaay.



I heard some noises and I opened my eyes shway shway, The room was empty, I kinda got used to waking up with a7mad 3dalee, I wasn't 3dala when I fell asleep either, it felt different, bad different. I could still hear a9wat 5feefa every now and then, when I saw the sa3a it was 11:30 something am, y3ne not thaat late I guess. kent m8hoora shway cz I just woke up from a really nice dream! sort of lame but a very feel-good dream! me and a7mad were on this picnic w he was just about to kiss me bs I woke up, a5as shay when you wake up on the best part of the dream!

I went to the bathroom w lbast a long red and black dress wya long sleeve body and a shaila just in case fe 7ad fl bait, I still don't know who's who and where are they , w kaif 7ayat'hm yet, so I better take my precautions. I got out of the room w found out the sources of the noises I heard earlier, they were two maids talking fe the living room of our 'suite' w kano yna'9foon, they said hi immediately after seeing me, I just smiled to them w kamalt 6reeji, I went to the 9ala a7mad'z mom was in yesterday gelt ymkn the kitchen is mkan jreeb from there because kent wayd yo3ana! I walked lain ma I came across this other maid,

me " mm helloo , where's the kitchen pleaasE?"
maid " ooh hello madaam, oh the kitchen is right here, go straight then right"
me " oh okk thank you!"

so I did as she said knt mashya seeda in a corridor with doors w b3dain 7asait fe 7ad waray so lafait w ngazt!

me " oh!"
a7mad's mom " oh enti..."
me " salam w 3alaikm"

she looked at me weirdly, like 'wth is she doing' look

a7mad's mom " mm wain ray7a?"
me " mm el ma6ba5, adawr shay akla...?"
a7mad's mom " hahaahay.. 9dg ennech......wla agool ta3ali bawadeesh wyay 3shan aba agoolch shay a9lan"

she said bitterly, I was freaked out already by her appearing behind me out of nowhere, so I said nothing and followed her, since she said there's going to be food! We walked into this room with a very high ceiling and a huge chandelier and this long table in the middle wya lots of food put on one side of it. I walked to that side and took a seat and started putting food on my plate! I do tend to get distracted when my tummy is involved with things. a7mad's mom took the seat ely mjabelni w was looking at me with her na'9rat el 7a8eera. I took a bite of the sandwich I had on my plate, la sho bite I actually finished it in almost 2 seconds before a7mad's mom would say anything, akeed she'll think I'm maja3a now or something, bs I was too hungry to care!

a7mad's mom " mmmm aba akalmech fe maw'9oo3 mohem"

I looked up innocently and curiously with a piece of cheese mana8eesh in my hand.

me "mm ok"

a7mad's mom " sm3eeni zain tara maba3eedha!"

she said like she was attacking me. I was freaked out here and just nodded slowly


a7mad's mom " et7amelay tfakreen enna a7mad 9dg ybach, tara ho gayelly enna maybach w bs besawee che 7ag oboo b3dain beheddich! fa la tet7arain enti 7esbat murta wla shay. kella mas2alat she'3l w youm y5alle9, enti ba3ad bnt5alla9 mennich .....w etha l3abtii fe mu55a wla shay ana elly ba3almech mkantech!!!"