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a7mad's mom " sm3eeni zain tara maba3eedha!"

she said like she was attacking me. I was freaked out here and just nodded slowly


a7mad's mom " et7amelay tfakreen enna a7mad 9dg ybach, tara ho gayelly enna maybach w bs besawee che 7ag oboo b3dain beheddich! fa la tet7arain enti 7esbat murta wla shay. kella mas2alat she'3l w youm y5alle9, enti ba3ad bnt5alla9 mennich .....w etha l3abtii fe mu55a wla shay ana elly ba3almech mkantech!!!"




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I sat there in shock, and looked at her walking away, just like that. I put the bread that was in my hand 3al 9a7an, and stared at my plate in shock at what she said. Was she just making things up? And one sentence kept repeating in my head "tara ho gayelly enna maybach w bs besawee che 7ag oboo b3dain beheddich!", 7asait my tummy was twisting at this thought.. what if....what if it's for real? But she probably made it up.....righhtt? Or maybe he actually told her that. Bs bs...akeed it was before we went to the honeymoon ...right? Wla ma38oola all this time he's just toying with me ?? I hate to admit it bs her threatening got to me.. madri if it were her words or her tone that was convincing and scary. I sat there thinking of what to do about what she just told me when my phone rang, 6ala3ta mn my pocket and looked at the screen

Calling "a7mad"

I hesitated etha I should pick up or not, I was curious to know laish ho mete99el, bs I decided not to! a5af a9ee7 while I'm talking to him or something, w I don't think I'm going to tell him about what happened bainy w bain omma. because what if he admits to it? How am I going to put up with that? kfaya the thought that it is true hurts, Knowing it's true would probably be million marra worse! Plus etha he had to choose bain me w omma I think he'd choose his mum, fl a5eer he only knows me mn about a week or so.

I looked at the food jdami w 5atht a couple of more things 3shan gelt maybe I can distract myself with eating, and pass time or something. I got up with my plate and headed back to our room. fe el mamar to our room I saw this girl, she looked almost 15 wla shay che, and she had long hair tied up in a pony tail, she had glasses on w was wearing a fuchsia training suit, mal juicy couture. She was walking towards me curiously at first b3dain when she came closer she smiled, fa I smiled back to her. I felt kind of stupid here with my plate channi 9argetenna, I really thought no one would be around! She stopped when yat jdami

girl " heeey !"
me " hii"
girl " soo yoouu're a7maaadsss ,,,"
me " yesss ... yes its mee"
girl "owwwwwh ! so you're roo'9aaaaa"
me "hehe haih ana ro'9a"
girl " ana a7mad's sister ! my name's sara! "
me " oowh nicee to meet yooou"

She was grinning the whole time, I can't say I wasn't surprised, because after the thing that happened this morning I kind of expected this to be the house of bitches or something! She was so enthusiastic w met7amsa, maddat eedha enna to shake hands, so I shaked her handss

sara " Nice to meeeet you too! "

I just smiled back widely. estwa fatrat awkward silence 7ag 2 seconds bs then of course the enthusiastic girl broke it ...

sara " Listen ! I'm really bored 3adyy ayee wyach? "

She smiled innocently

me " ohh yaaa of course ta3alii , its ur house a9lan hehe"
sara " thank yewww! "

she just tagged along while I was walking to the suite. We sat inside, she sat like right next to me! and I opened the Tv, and was looking eb 6araf 3ainy studying her actions. she was just laying comfortably 3al sofa, like she really was bored. 7a6ait Dubai One on the tyra show. 3ala 6ool my phone rang. I took it out and shalaita 3ala 6ool knowing who it is.

me " Salaam w 3alaaaikm! "
a7mad " w 3alaaikm el salaaaaam..! 9abaa7 el5aair wainch matshleen el telephoon!"
me " oh sorryy knt atrayaag hehe"
a7mad " So you found ur way through our house I seee.."
me " mmmm haaaih "
a7mad " did you sleeeep well ro'9aa?"
me " yes yess I did sleep well"
a7mad "ro'9aaaa...."
me " na3aaaam a7maaaadddd"
a7mad " I wanna tell yoou smthnnnn'
me " gooooL"
a7mad "mmmmmmmmmm"
me " A7MAAD!!! "
a7mad " never mind never mind it's not important"
me " yalla 3aad . .. "
a7mad " ehhh lazm abanned 3gb shwaay 3ndii meeting .. I just called to check up on u"
me " mmmm enzain ..."

5alait 9oote shway za3lana here, I was looking at my lap wla sar7ana barra3 el dreesha all this time nasya enna SARA 3dalee! I turned my head w noticed enna she was looking back at me so I gave her a 5feef smile.

a7mad "wainch a7een ?"
me " umm fee our 9alaa.... withh someone,,,,"
a7mad " weya mnooo?"
me " mabagoool laain maa u tell me what you wanted to say ! "
a7mad "ro'9aaaa! "
me "a7maaaaaaaD!" *mimicking his voice*
a7mad "fine ! kaifch akeed you're making it up 3shan You want me to tell you"
me " ahaaa..! .........a7maad..."
a7mad " na3am ?'
me " mmmm mta btrd?"
a7mad " uuuh el 9ara7a ba3adnii bageeli fa enshalla 3al m'3arb ... If i'm luckyy"
me "oh..."
a7mad " ba7awel a5alle9 fast! w you can call me if you need anything!"
me " enzaainn...."
a7mad " yalla I have to gooo a7eenaa maybe I'll call you later ok?"
me " okaaai"
a7mad "byeeeee"
me " byee"

*6oooo6 6oooooooooo6*

I put the phone down and sighed heavily.

sara " Was that a7maadD??"
me " haaihh"
sara " mnzmaan mashfta! "
me " he said byrd 3al m'3arb"

She coughed a slight laugh when I said that, I looked at her confused.

sara " mmm sorryyy bs he usually comes back so late doum, so it's funny he told you that "
me " really? hmmm"

I said with a frown then looked back down 3ala my lap.

sara " OH myy God!"

I jumped at her words and stared at her face with her mouth opened looking at me, I looked at her confused

sara " YOU like him don't you!! "
me "uh..."

I struggled for words bs only ended up blushing like hell ef'97ing myself!

sara " Omg! You reallyy doo!! "

I shrugged my shoulders innocently at her , and sighed

sara " Does a7mad like you toooo??"

She said excitedly.

me "mmmm ma3arf..."
sara " ohh..."

She sat down 3al sofa seeda quiet for a couple of seconds then ngzat again

sara "oww OWw!!!! "
me " hehe shoo?"
sara " Do you want me to find out for youuu? IM really good at it heheh"
me " You're gonna ask him y3ne?"
sara " noo noo noo ... I will observe him when he's with you! I can totally tell if he likes you or not that way "

I laughed at her and then decided to play along with her, so I nodded agreeing with her. she clapped excitedly w kanat at the peak of her ta7amus!

me "mmmmmm how old are you by the way?"
sara " me?? Im 16 aaand yooou?"

she said grinning widely. That wasn't too far from my guess!

me " I'm 19"

I smiled happily to her. This girl really 3adelat mazajee.. she'z really 7abooba and overly cheerful, I LIke it !

sara "oooooh you're not that old y3nee !! "
me " hahah yess I'm not"

She got up faj2aa and was heading out of the 9alaa

sara " I'll gooo check if 7e9aa woke uppp ! "

I just nodded to her cluelessly. 7e9aaa iss her other sister I guess?

*trngg*

I took my BB in my hand, I just received a message, I opened it 3ala 6ool



FROM: a7mad

" roooo'9ee!! I just was going to tell you 3al phone that I really miss you ... Can't wait to see you later on ! "




Did he just call me ro'9ee?!

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a7mad " Pack your things, we're going back to Dubai tomorrow...."


.........

I felt his lips on my neck, fta7t 3ainy shwaya and a tear escaped
a7mad " ro'9aa! ro'9aa why are you crying!!!! I thought.. I thought... uhh asef walla t7arait u were ok with kissing ! ro'9aa... I'm sorry ..."
..............

a7mad " uuh I guess we have to know each other better than this... ro'9a....mmmm...... how about we slow things down? a7s it's better, I don't want something like this to happen again.... ok?...what do you think?"
...............

a7mad " Yalla let's pack our things together ! "
me " ummm....ok"

He walked into the closet ahead of me, I followed him slowly lost in thought...I couldn't stop thinking of how I screwed things up!


UGHH noo ! what have I done!!





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ahh! Ok so now I'm sitting in the plane beside a7mad, and he's asleep w bs bagee 1 hour until we land in dubai! And as expected la ommy wala obooy wala e5wani ete9loo feeni, bs the weird thing is enna neither did fatooma, I wonder where she is ! I'm excited w zay'3a at the same time! I mean it's a whole new life and I wonder how I can avoid a7mad's mom, w I know that my family semi - abandoned me, bs I miss them alot! Although it has been fatra g9eera, bs it feels like a decade ! I wonder if a7mad will be wayd caught up in his job wla kaif.. honestly, I don't know what to expect . . .

me " a7mad a7maad ,, yalla goum we'll land in a few minutes! "

I started nudging him after the announcement was made, 3shan ygoom. It's been somewhat awkward between us since last night... uff I have to ruin kelshay.
7beeby he's so cute when he's asleep! Yes I gave in to the fact that I really like him! And I do call him 7beeby bsss ONLY in my head where no one can hear me, for now.. hehe

I was looking at him while he was rubbing his eyes and stretching w b3dain laf 9oobee

me "Gooood Morning sunshiine hehee"

smiling to him excitedly, he grinned tiredly

a7mad " heey u "

We put our seat belts on and got ready for landing, this is it, the start of something new I guess, Allah y3een.

Nzalna mn el 6ayaraa, and we took our luggage, it was 12 : 10 am taw8eet Dubai, as I read on my BB. We were walking 9oub the exit door where all the people are greeted by 7baybhm, I looked around as we entered that area, bs there were no familiar faces, a7mad was pushing the trolly with our luggage on,

a7mad " Oh ro'9a there's the driver lets go"

I looked the other side w there he was walking towards us in his flowery colorful shirt.

Driver " hellooo sir how r yeww"
a7mad " good good 8adeer, here take the trolly"

He took the trolly w msha jdamna lain el car, I was just following them silently, I was sort of hopping enna 7ad ysta8blna fl ma6ar, bs I guess this was never a real marriage to begin with, I shouldn't expect anything right?
rkabna el sayara w on the way to their house no one was talking, a7mad kan ba3ada m9a6el w ana lost in thought. This will be the first time I step foot into their house! I wonder how big it is, w I wonder how our room will be. 9a7 enna our house wasn't a tiny room but it was not big y3ne, one floor 4 rooms che normal. Sitting in this black shining Mercedes, madri ay modail I'm not an expert in that field, bs akeed the newest of its kind or something, I felt like a different person, I mean not too long ago I was just another girl going to university, in our normal car, living like any other normal girl at my age, living in a normal house. And look at me now, everything around me is so fancy, a bit too fancy! I almost feel like an alien already.
I turned my face to take a look at him, to make me feel better shway, and it actually did ! seeing a cute guy almost always lifts a person's spirit don't you think? hehe. He turned 9oobee whn I looked at him and smiled

a7mad " Are you ok?"
me " ahh yaaa hehe why?"
a7mad " U look tense"
me " mmmm laa I'm just thinkiing"
a7mad " aboout?"
me "mmmm how things r gonna be now that we're back"
a7mad " oh ... hmmmm"

I turned and looked outside the window, we were in jumeirah, and it was so dark.

a7mad " ahh w9alnaa....! "

I looked at him with his all happy face and then looked back outside to see their house, their na6oor came out to check the car then opened the humungous gate for us, we went in and and there was a share3 that leads to the basement where the garage is, the way was lit up by lights on the side, and once we were in the garage they were many cars in the parking like definitely more than 5. The house looked so pretty bs it was too dark to see the whole house 3adel. Me and a7mad got out of the car, a7mad was heading to this door on the corner so I followed him bser3a. We got in, and I saw this huge 9alaa bs the lights were off, madri wain I followed a7mad into and we got into the lift, a7mad looked at me and 7as enna I'm nervous I guess because he smiled and then held my hand in his

a7mad "stop freaking out hehe"

I sighed and looked at him and nodded with a 5feef smile. The lift opened w 6la3na 3ala this mamar, we're in the 2nd floor 7asab kalam el lift ... and I heard the voices of a TV mn hnee mshaina akthar w then we were in the 9ala where I saw his mom sitting in her Pjz, omg she looks so different ! She got up at the sight of a7mad and they were hugging w kelshay and I was just standing there looking at them silently. When she let go of a7mad and looked 9oobe mn 6araf 3yoonha, I decided to act nice awana.

me " Salam w 3alaaikm"

I said cheerfully, She raised her head w shafatny with a disgusted look then lafat ras'ha 3ala a7mad

a7mad's mom " w 3alaikm..."

a7mad shafny and he saw that I was a bit disappointed bs '3ayar el salfa by talking to his mom about Spain. It's funny how she's a totally different person when it comes to a7mad, wayd etdal3a, kano ysoolfoon w y'97koon, and I was just sitting there, thank god the TV was on, because I was just staring at it the whole time. hmm.. I wonder etha this is how it'll be from now on. I wonder where 5awat a7mad are like, I haven't seen them w at'thakar marra he mentioned enna he has 4 sisters and 2 brothers, bs his mom is here roo7ha. I wonder if they're like a7mad, or more like his mom. The tv was on this turkish drama thing that I never watch, I don't mind watching them though. hmm most of the guys are hot in them too ...

a7mad " ro'9aa ...ro'9aaa"

I turned my face ba3ad ma sma3ta

me " ohh na3am?"
a7mad " tbain troo7een tnamain?"
me " umm la 3adii mb wayd ta3bana"
a7mad " la yalla nseer nshoof our room"
a7mad's mom " la la mb room a7maad! fa'9aitLk el suite anaa! "
a7mad " oh 9dg! zain 3yaal walla "

He got up and kissed his mom's head w asharli enna ayee 3nda.

a7mad's mom " tawel naas a7mad "
a7mad " asef bs ta3baneen bnseer ennam "

She glared at me w rolled her eyes after that channa I'm the one dragging him to the room! I just said jdamha that I'm not sleepy ( although I did want to go inside).
elmhm I ignored that and mshait wya a7mad to 'ouR' room oh oh la i mean ourr SUITe, haha ! He opened this wooden door w kan kel el laitat mbaneda , he opened them w b3dain sakkar el bab behind him. It was a beautiful modern living room with a plasma TV, and a white L sofa with a small coffee table fl ne9, it was just 3jeeb! and not to forget, there was a small bar place on the side of the room with hal high chairs and a thalaja. I was just gazing at kelshay, I love modern styles and I love houses w interior design w hal swalf. Then lafait 3ala wayh a7mad all excited with a wide grin!

a7mad " haa shooraych? "
me " 9ara7aa ! 3jeeeb"
a7mad " elmhm y3ybch!"

I just smiled at him, y3ne 9a7 enna I was forced into this, bs hal ashya el 9'3eera makes it sometimes okay, mb enna ana mayta 3al floos, bs sa3at I tell myself, WHy not ? u know what I mean! I opened bab our room myself, and it wasn't as amazing as the living room bs it was cute. It was all black and white and not that modern, more cozy like, w fee this huge sofa that looks so comfyy and I just wanted to jump in it ! bs when I went in more I saw the opening to the closet which was almost as big as the room itself! woah! I don't think I even have that much clothes to fill them out ! a7mad on the other hand just came in and sat on the bed bouncing ( while sitting) on it channa he was testing it. I took a look at the bathroom kan black and white as well, w fee this jacuzzi and candles in the bathroom too! 6ab3an I can't stop the ideas coming in my head after seeing that, bs I shoo-ed them out of my head immediately, why think of it when I can't have it ?

Radait back to the room and a7mad was taking off his shirt,, uuh I just saw the jacuzzi he shouldn't do this to me. I looked away awanna y3ne bs unfortunatly

a7mad "ro'9a btnamain a7een?"

I heard my name bs, I can't not look at him while talking to him I guess, I turned my face and tried my hardest to concentrate on his face only...

me "ha?"
a7mad "btrgdeeeeen a7eeeeeeeeeeen?"
me "ohh ohh yess yess I guess"
a7mad "oh mb channa you just told my mom you are not tired"

kan ymshee ajrab 3anni while talking. laish a7s deep down in him he's sort of torturing me!!? 6ab3an ana I couldn't resist w I looked at his 6 pack that I 'm in love with, bs I returned my concentration 3ala his face as fast as I could! w I looked at him innocentlyy with a msta7ya face

me " knt ajaamel . . ."
a7mad " haha I knew it , I saw your face while you were awana watching Tv. ashkera u were bored"
me " Laaaa2 9dgg I was 3adii if you wanted to stay"
a7mad " ahaa ahaa"

He said that while getting up w walking to the closet not letting me say anything else, hoo y3ne he's right bs I don't want his mom to have more reasons to hate me! kfaya enna she hates me and I did nothing yet! I snuggeled into the blanket of the bed with my jeans and shirt on bs farait shailtee 3al shibreyya, I closed my eyes for a few minutes and with the cold-ness of the room, I drifted awaaay.



I heard some noises and I opened my eyes shway shway, The room was empty, I kinda got used to waking up with a7mad 3dalee, I wasn't 3dala when I fell asleep either, it felt different, bad different. I could still hear a9wat 5feefa every now and then, when I saw the sa3a it was 11:30 something am, y3ne not thaat late I guess. kent m8hoora shway cz I just woke up from a really nice dream! sort of lame but a very feel-good dream! me and a7mad were on this picnic w he was just about to kiss me bs I woke up, a5as shay when you wake up on the best part of the dream!

I went to the bathroom w lbast a long red and black dress wya long sleeve body and a shaila just in case fe 7ad fl bait, I still don't know who's who and where are they , w kaif 7ayat'hm yet, so I better take my precautions. I got out of the room w found out the sources of the noises I heard earlier, they were two maids talking fe the living room of our 'suite' w kano yna'9foon, they said hi immediately after seeing me, I just smiled to them w kamalt 6reeji, I went to the 9ala a7mad'z mom was in yesterday gelt ymkn the kitchen is mkan jreeb from there because kent wayd yo3ana! I walked lain ma I came across this other maid,

me " mm helloo , where's the kitchen pleaasE?"
maid " ooh hello madaam, oh the kitchen is right here, go straight then right"
me " oh okk thank you!"

so I did as she said knt mashya seeda in a corridor with doors w b3dain 7asait fe 7ad waray so lafait w ngazt!

me " oh!"
a7mad's mom " oh enti..."
me " salam w 3alaikm"

she looked at me weirdly, like 'wth is she doing' look

a7mad's mom " mm wain ray7a?"
me " mm el ma6ba5, adawr shay akla...?"
a7mad's mom " hahaahay.. 9dg ennech......wla agool ta3ali bawadeesh wyay 3shan aba agoolch shay a9lan"

she said bitterly, I was freaked out already by her appearing behind me out of nowhere, so I said nothing and followed her, since she said there's going to be food! We walked into this room with a very high ceiling and a huge chandelier and this long table in the middle wya lots of food put on one side of it. I walked to that side and took a seat and started putting food on my plate! I do tend to get distracted when my tummy is involved with things. a7mad's mom took the seat ely mjabelni w was looking at me with her na'9rat el 7a8eera. I took a bite of the sandwich I had on my plate, la sho bite I actually finished it in almost 2 seconds before a7mad's mom would say anything, akeed she'll think I'm maja3a now or something, bs I was too hungry to care!

a7mad's mom " mmmm aba akalmech fe maw'9oo3 mohem"

I looked up innocently and curiously with a piece of cheese mana8eesh in my hand.

me "mm ok"

a7mad's mom " sm3eeni zain tara maba3eedha!"

she said like she was attacking me. I was freaked out here and just nodded slowly


a7mad's mom " et7amelay tfakreen enna a7mad 9dg ybach, tara ho gayelly enna maybach w bs besawee che 7ag oboo b3dain beheddich! fa la tet7arain enti 7esbat murta wla shay. kella mas2alat she'3l w youm y5alle9, enti ba3ad bnt5alla9 mennich .....w etha l3abtii fe mu55a wla shay ana elly ba3almech mkantech!!!"

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a7mad " Pack your things, we're going back to Dubai tomorrow...."

and he slammed the bathroom door behind him. He just left me there, as my mouth dropped open




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I felt tears crawling down my cheek as I was sitting there in shock. I was more freaked out than za3lana or something, why was he so angry? Like I did something to piss him off, as if it's my fault? Did I do anything that would upset him? I went over my thoughts and my memories but I couldn't come up with anything. La ,,laa it can't be my fault I know that I did nothing wrong, but why was he so angry? Why are we going back to Dubai? I don't want to go back just yet! Is he leaving me when we're there? Is our dads' deal over or something? Why wont he come out of the bathroom, why can't he explain everything to me righht now!

I felt my heart sinking, and my insides twisting, everything hurt. My heart was beating faster as I was silently crying. I couldn't stop the bad scenarios from playing in my head, of him coming out and randomly abusing me. Or going back home and divorcing me. My hands started to shiver, and my tears came out rapidly as I was still staring at the bathroom door.


chkk,,,,, *door lock opens*


The door opened slowly as he came out with his head to the floor and one of his hands scratching his head, he looked sad. He looked up at me as I was staring back at him, with the tears still freshly wet on my face, and no sound escaping my lips. I stared back at him cautiously, scared of what would happen next.
His eyebrows creased more when he saw me, and his mouth slightly opened like he was about to say something but then he closed it immediately. He walked a few steps slowly and sat right beside me and sighed. He turned his face to me, and I turned mine too and looked at him, he looked like he needed a hug much more than I do right now, bs my hands failed to lift themselves, I was still afraid of what might be his reaction, because after all I do not know him all that well.

a7mad " laish t9ee7een?"

He said calmly, with a low deep voice. I looked into his eyes and didn't say anything. Of course I wont say anything y3ne, ana roo7y zay'3a, what if I say something I shouldn't ? I want to ask him why we're going back bs..... a5af..... I'll wait for him to say the reason.
He sighed again, and reached for one of my hands and wrapped his over it, then he laid on his back, I turned my face to look at him, kan m'3amme'9 3yoona. the holding my hand thing means he's not mad at me 9a7? Why did he 7arej 3alay then?

a7mad " I don't wanna go back yet either"

He opened his eyes after saying that, then looked at me with a frown. Masa7t the dmoo3 that were on my face, it seemed like the right moment to ask him. So I laid on my side, facing him, and ybt our hands that were together nearer to my chest. I felt a relief in me because he didn't look mad at me anymore, he looked like he was back to the a7mad i have gotten used to, bs he looked really za3lan, and i couldn't hold my curiosity back any longer

me "mmm a7mad.."

I said wearily, with my weird 'after-crying' voice. He turned his face and looked at me, still with the sad face, He looked so cuute! I just wanted to kiss him 3ala 6ool, bs that would be just weird and out of nowhere! So, I cleared my throat and said with a frown

me " laish bnrd baachr?"

He looked at me while asking, b3dain he turned his face to the ceiling

a7mad " uhh5.. yarabiii ........ it's obooy and work.... el8sem elly ana adeera fl sharika 7alta really bad cz my assistant 7a'9reta 8arrar he quits faj2a because he got a way better offer in another company. W obooy mete99eL gali he booked us a ticket back cz he says its an emergency, w geltella it could wait y3ne 4 or 5 more days bs 7arraj 3alay and he said I'm irresponsible w he should've never depended on me w che, w elmhm enna '3a9bn 3anny lazm ard.."

He turned to face me, and laf that he's laying on his side now, just like me

a7mad " I'm sorry..."

At the time, I was processing kelshay, It's just a work thing y3ne? Thank god it's not my fault! bs honestly, 9a7 enna I was bummed 3shan I DO wanna stay here more, bs I was happy enna nuthing between me and a7mad changed, cz moments ago I imagined him leaving me, w I realized that I'm becoming attached to this man!

me " Why are you sorry? It's not your fault"

I said letting out a sigh of relief and a soft smile. He squinted his eyes, w looked confused, then he sat up and looked at me wonderingly

a7mad " That's it? You're not angry or annoyed or anythingg?"

I got up too and sat 3adel after he did

me " uuhh well it does ye8har bs it's your work, it's not like we can do anything to change it, right?"

I shrugged my shoulders innocently. He looked at me suspiciously, and raised one eyebrow.

a7mad " You don't even look ma8hoora. . ."
me " well......... honestlyyy..... the way u were angry t7arait it was something way worst! So I am sort of relieved because ... t7arait you were mad at me" *frown*
a7mad " Oh... Is that why you were crying?"

I nodded innocently with the etdal3ing frown still on my face.

a7mad " eeeeeh I'm sorry! bs knt m7arrej cz I don't want to go back!"
me " thats the only reason you were m7arrej??"
a7mad " Laish?" you don't think it's a good enough reason?"
me " well...I dunno... it was awal marra I see you that m7arrej, it sort of scared me"
a7mad " hehe ... knt m3a99eb w maknt a3arf what to do, ma7b when obooy y'39bni to do things for the sharika, bs at the same time ma7b I be stubborn w ignore him.....sorry I let it out on you"

I couldn't hold it in anymore! I got up and put my hands around his shoulders since ho kan yals and hugged him tightly, he looked at me weirdly while I was about to hug him, bs I ignored it!

me " hehehe You're such a baby!"

I let go of him and sat jdama on my knees 3al floor facing him. He totally ignored my teasing and looked back at me with a smile, bs .. I haven't seen this smile before, I didn't know what it was and what it meant, he looked like he was at ...peace? Madri it was weirdly different. He stayed like that for a bit, bs then I just felt weird

me "mmmmm hellooo??"
a7mad " oh sorryy.. sra7t"
me " hehe fee shooo haaaa"

I said teasingly, awana y3ne being funny, not expecting him to answer. He looked at me devilishly and smirked

a7mad " feech intii......"

he said with a deep voice that would make you shiver! My face changed and of course i turned red! w I got up and I looked at him with a scared face! ahhhh it was so awkward! 6ab3an he burst out laughing at my reaction. uurgh! I'm glad I changed his mood, bs maybe it was better when he was quieter and innocent? Adree enna I do want him, bs when he actually 'says' it ..it feels weird! I'm sooo not used to thissss !

He got up and was walking towards me, I was still looking at him scared, I started walking backwards cautiously wondering about his intentions , he stopped and raffa3 one eyebrow

a7mad " So it's only ok if YOU hug me?!"

I stood in my place, and felt stupid for thinking he would do anything else, he'd never rape me right? he's a7mad after all... but....maybe... I don't mind if it's him ? ahh no no what am I saying I DO mind if he does it by force!! But... he'll never do it ...right?

me " oh ... hehe" * i looked down and locked my hands*

I suddenly felt his hands on my shoulder, w he was slowly pushing me back, I looked up and I saw his face, still with the devilish look on. My back was to the wall now and he had one of his hands on my shoulder and the other one stretched out on the wall, he was surrounding me.

a7mad " Laish.......what did you think I would do ....."

He was breathing heavily, as he eyed my body mn ta7at laaaain foug. I on the other hand was about to cry due to the sudden change in mood! What's up with this guy! he's scaring me! ahh I should've never worn this! My face was filled with fear, I wanted to push him away bs I was too weak to lift my hands. I just stared into his eyes holding my tears inside. I know I have kissed him before, bs this person jdami is NOT acting like a7mad ! He brought his face closer and his nose rubbed on my neck. I could feel his breath on my neck, it made me shiver. I shut my eyes tight in fear, no....no.....! uuh!
I felt his lips on my neck, fta7t 3ainy shwaya and a tear escaped my eyes. rfa3 rasa after kissing my neck for a bit with a wide grin on his face, which immediately vanished after he saw my face 3adel.

a7mad " ro'9aa! ro'9aa why are you crying!!!! I thought.. I thought... uhh asef walla t7arait u were ok with kissing ! ro'9aa... I'm sorry ..."

Kel el tears that I was holding in rushed out after he said that... like it was ok to breathe now! OMg sho mshkeltiiiii! I did kiss him gabl... bs madri he was acting all scary! Bs he did do that gabl too ! bss I don't know...! I was shivering mn el 9ya7, he kept saying sorry and I dug my face in his chest and wrapped my hands around his waist, and held him tight. He put his hands around me too, which definitely calmed me down, we stayed like that for a while, he was quiet, and I was too, just breathing calming myself down.

I tilted my head up to see his face, he was looking seeda sar7an in another world. I loosened my hands around him and looked up at him. His head moved when I did that and he let go of me when he saw that I wasn't crying anymore. He went to the bed and sat 3alaih and dug his head into his palms and sighed. I couldn't help not feeling guilty, cz fl a5eer it isn't entirely his fault, like my clothes were asking for it, actually i DId want it, bs m3rf what happened to me. I went over to him and sat on my knee jdama

me "a7mad .... i'm sorry...walla.....bss u scared me.... i ...."

He lifted his head up when I was talking, and had this innocent guilty look on his face.

a7mad " ro'9a did u really think I would hurt you? 9a7 enna we haven't been together for so long, bs mb L hal daraja y3ne, I'm sorry for joking around bs t7arait you knew me better than to fall for it"
me " no bss..... uuh I dnoo"

I frowned and looked at my lap, uff 9a7 kalama I do know him better than that, bs shdarani he could have been fooling around those past few days right?

a7mad " uuh I guess we have to know each other better than this... ro'9a....mmmm...... how about we slow things down? a7s it's better, I don't want something like this to happen again.... ok?...what do you think?"

wHAT? slow things down? No more kissing? but but ....!
he is right though...I looked at him with a slight frown, bs then I nodded slowly, although I did not want to, bs it seemed as the right thing to do at the moment. He got up sighed, and smiled, more like forcibly smiled, ashkra his smile wasn't for real..

a7mad " Yalla let's pack our things together ! "
me " ummm....ok"

He walked into the closet ahead of me, I followed him slowly lost in thought...I couldn't stop thinking of how I screwed things up!


UGHH noo ! what have I done!!

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I couldn't help not blushing, remembering the kiss from before. He just laughed at me and looked back at the menu. Then out of nowhere I look up and ....





manal " OMG ! a7mad hiii agaaaaaaaain! You're everywhere!!"





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OMG mn wain yat hayy!!! She walked 9oobna all perky and happy. a7mad looked at me and shrugged a smile thn laf 9oobha as she approached us.

a7mad "oh hi manal" *smiling politely*
manal "hiiiiiiii agaain hehee, we have the same taste haa" *wink*

a7mad laf 9oobi looked at me, as if he was being cautious or something,, then looked back at her and smiled. At the time, I was looking at her with no expression on my face, wla ymkn a slightly pissed look, i mean c'mon we're on our honeymoon leave us alone!

manal " Listen I hafto ask you for a favor! "

ana hny esta'3rabt y3ne, wtf is wrong with her, faj2a I saw her pulling a chair mn the 6awla ely 3dalna and she placed it 3dal a7mad. a7mad laf 9oobi and shrugged his shoulders while she was reaching for something mn her humungous Gucci bag. 6ale3at a folder with papers inside then looked up at me and flashed a fake smile

manal " I'm glad you don't mind"
me "eh..."

she turned to a7mad before I could say anything back

manal " Ok so listen, I'm SO HAppy that I bumped into you twice!! It's like fate! I had these papers w I've been wanting to give them to you, it would be grEAT if you hand them to your dad, since he'll probably read it if it's coming from you, don't worry it's nothing bad y3ne, its just suggestions, w ideas for the new project 7ag el company, w I'd really want him to give me a chance.. what do you say?"

Then she pouted, tedala3 3alaih,, uuuh! my insides were burning, first of all HOW informal is that! Second, what is she a stalker??? Third, i think I'm turning into a jealous freak altho I'm just starting to really like a7mad! I'd really like it if I could stand up and slap her and take a7mad and walk away, bs she didn't kiss him or something you know, I can't do that....lel2asaf! w the problem is that a7mad was taking it seriously, ok ymkn he's being formal wyaha, bs mb wakta this was supposed to be ouurr dinner! he was looking through her papers shwaya, then looked up at her and nodded

a7mad "enshalla I'll try my best"
manal " THANK you thank yoou! OMG ur like my heroo ! shkraan !"
a7mad " no problem"
manal " eeeeeh no 9dg u have no idea how amazing it iss yaay! ok shkran *standing up* ok I'll leave you now! see you around! "

She walked away after that, and a7mad was staring at the file then looked at me. I was staring at her walking away from us with a pissed off look. ALL this is just annoying, i don't know what to feel anymore . . .

I sighed and looked at him. He smiled innocently.. urrrrgh the ktkooooot smile that I love, bs may59ni I was still pissed, adree it's not his fault bs i AM annoyed, So I didn't smile back at him, I just looked at him for kamn second then looked back 3al 6awla and drank my water w stared straight ahead.

a7mad " cmon,, a7een 9dgggg ana masawait shay ! "

I looked at him confused with my eyebrows creased.

me " You found ALL THAt normal???"
a7mad " mmmmm el9ara7a ,,,she is weird, w sort of a stalker,,, bs it happens alot mb awal marra,,, seee I told you she didn't like me she was just using me"
me " R you sayin you have lots of stalkers ??"

he sat straight and nafa5 9adra

a7mad " Yes I AM quiet popular, you know like a celebrity e7m e7m"

I looked at him and rolled my eyes and laughed

me " ahaa riiight"
a7mad " heheh shoo 9dg!"
me " okk ana maglt shaay hehe "

He stopped laughing and looked at me and sighed, then held my hand. And smiled sincerely

a7mad " a7b... how everything is going between us....a lot"

I looked at him and blushed, then looked down awana y3ne shy ... hehe

me " me too . ..."

Then he slipped his hands off mine w before I lifted my head up he reached for my cheek and pinched it

me " ayyyyyy!! "
a7mad " muhahahha ! "

I was reaching for his cheeks for pay back bs he kept blocking my hand with his

a7mad " CAn't touch me taananana (8)"

I finally gave up and turned to my menu and glared at him.

The dinner was pleasant we didn't order much food he ordered shay 9'3eer and i ordered ayshay he suggested, and we kept laughing and making fun of each other, w then we got back to the hotel later, it was like 10 pm spain time. Aside from the freak show manal the stalker, I'd say this was one of the best nights I've spent! Is it too early to say enna a7bbbbbb hal ensaan?

Tonight I was happy, tonight I felt like I liked him alot!! so tonight I decided to wear shay maaaybe more exposed than usual? DOn't get me wrong I'm still not ready for sex, bs I do want to seduce him into making out with me! AH that was great before we went out, I love todaaay so very much! I grabbed a short white cotton night dress thing, and went to the bathroom to change while he changed in the bedroom.

I took a deep breath and put on my dress that came up to half my thighs t8reeban. Then fixed my hair, and kept my make up on.

I went out of the bathroom and saw him still in his clothes sitting on the bed talking on the phone looking at the floor, he looked up whn 6la3t, jst one glance then looked back 3al ar'9

a7mad " enzain......laa 3adii.............ok........akeed...........haih "

I went and sat on the bed 3dala, looked at his face, I haven't seen him this serious ever( not like my ever is a long time,,, bs still)

a7mad "mmm.......uhm.......haih enzain.......ok yalla.........ma3 el salama"

he put the phone on his thigh with his eyebrows creased, m3a99eb. I was scared to say anything. I don't know ho mn ay nou3, the people who like being talked to when they're angry, or the ones who want to be left alone. So I decided to just sit there, and wait for shay mn his side. He got up and threw his phone on the side table and was walking to the bathroom with his back to me

a7mad " Pack your things, we're going back to Dubai tomorrow...."

and he slammed the bathroom door behind him. He just left me there, as my mouth dropped open




what??!!! But why????!

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I looked at him dazzled. I was taken back by my thoughts.... how could I feel this way........I actually liked it .......and.....and....




I wanted more ............





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I kept looking at him dazed, his eyes looked back at mine curiously for a reaction, but I didn't give him a satisfactory reaction, I couldn't react, what was I supposed to tell him? Don't go anywhere, i want you? Or maybe I don't have to use any words.
I pulled my face closer to his hesitant face, and placed my lips on his cheeks kissing him and moving my lips lower, yet slowly getting closer and closer to his lips, I could feel him getting excited while his hands moved from my back to my lower back, then running down lower. When it was time to kiss his lips I lifted my head up and engaged my stare into his eyes, and he looked back into mine.


trrrn...trrrrn.... ( door bell)


We both paused, I sighed, and a7mad cringed.


' Rooom service ..' (from behind the door)


I sat back politely on the sofa, and looked at him innocently while he was standing up clenching his fists, obviously m8hoor.Then he took one look at me, sighed, and headed to open the door. He carried the tray himself, closed the door behind him, w ya jdami w 7a6a on the table and sat on the floor leaving a space mjabel the tray. raffa3 rasa and looked at me, as if saying ta3ali, but strangely, he said nothing. I got up, and sat 3al floor in front of my tray, for some reason me and a7mad weren't even smiling at each other. Both of us looked at each other carefully, as if waiting for a response for what has happened earlier. But, no one said anything about it.

a7mad " uuh... ro'9aa"

I jumped at the sound of his voice, while I was taking off the covers on my food. And looked at him innocently and decided to use my innocent voice too, hoping he wouldn't talk about anything, a7s it would be awkward.

me " na3am?"
a7mad " Do you want to go out ba3ad u eat?" *with a wide smile drawn on his face*

I think I forgot about my tummy hurting me after all that closy-ness. I could feel my face brighten as he asked me, I grinned back and enthusiastically nodded. I was kind of tired of this room, I really wanted to go out, although it was almost dark outside, bs whatever I slept through most of the day anyways! I gobbled my food bser3a, while he went in to change, then I followed him into the room. He came out of the dressing room area with only his jeans on! and two shirts in his hand, ASHKRa he's seducing me! this slutty man! hehe.. he looked at me first with a devilish grin, then he looked at his k7le lacoste shirt, and the other black shirt mktoob 3alaih Emporio Armani.

a7mad " Which one should I wear?"
me "mmm both r nice"

I think he noticed that I wasn't even looking at his shirts, I'm pretty obvious when I stare at something else. His super fit body was, pure hotness I should say, or maybe I'm just saying that because I just kissed him? I swear my hormones are out of proportion today! He came closer to me, I forced my eye off his body and on to his face, he was looking at me with a grin of a person 9dg m9addeg 3mra! uuh I shouldn't boost his confidence this much

a7mad " What are you staring at?"

He said with the most arrogant voice fl 3alam! He just has to embarrass me doesn't he ! uf uf uf ! I glared at him and then looked the other way

me " You should wear the lacoste shirt, I'll go change bser3a"

I went to my bag and pulled out pair of black skinny jeans, and an orange diesel baggy shirt, and a black long sleeve body and wore my sheila and put on eyeliner, mascara, and all the basic make up, and shalait this black bag that my mom put for me, I think it was burberry, interesting. I just took it because it matched my clothes, and then I dumped in it my phone wallet and stuff, and ran to the 9ala, where a7mad was sitting on the sofa impatiently, but his face lightened up when he saw me, and he stood up.

a7mad " You look '3air.. hehe"
me " ayy what do you mean?" *etdal3ing frown*
a7mad " la2 bs y3ne, che ur met3adla u know"
me " ehhh.. thank you?"
a7mad " hehe yalla yalla lets goo"

He took the room's card and his BB, and put it in his jeans pocket w 6la3na mn our room. gabl ma ne6l3 mn el lift, he saw me, and smiled, then reached for my hand and held it in his, and looked straight jdam, and walked dragging me along with him to the lobby to ask for a lemo to take us out.

We sat in the lobby where there were sofas, and we were randomly nsoolf about where to go, to eat, or just walk around, and stuff, when I heard this girly voice mn b3eed


girl " a7maaaad a7maad!!!"


I turned my face to see this girl approaching us, she had black leggings on, with a sleeveless blue short dress , and fully accessorized, with her hair in curls, all perfectly done, she made me feel so under dressed! a7mad got up when she got closer, so I decided do get up as well. to be nice? Who the hell is she screaming his name like that in the first place? She came running to a7mad,

girl " halla a7maaaaad sh5baark! omg sub7anna allah sho hal 9dfa el 7elwa! of all the places we r both in SPAIN! and in the same hotel omg ! LOL "
a7mad " hehe ya"
girl " so umm..... you're here on your honeymoon I'm guessing?"

A7mad turned and gestured towards me, She looked at me and glared! I swear I saw her glare!! w she scanned me mn foug lain ta7at, ma 5allat shay feeni she didn't eye.

a7mad "yup,,,,manal this is ro'9a"

I decided to be nice, fa tjadamt and I stood exactly near a7mad and smiled

me "hi"
manal "uuuh... hey"

she gave me a disgusted look! and Looked at a7mad with a totally different face of smiles and flirting. I felt so disregarded, so I went and sat back on the sofa, a7mad turned 9oobe when I walked away, then about a minute later she said goodbye and left him.

He came and sat beside me on the sofa I was on, I had my arms crossed, and I was tapping my feet on the floor in discomfort. I had this burning feeling inside my stomach, it hurt, and as he came closer to me and I saw his face, with a smile like he just enjoyed talking to her, I felt like throwing up all of a sudden. I hate that girl! HOW dare she stare at me like that, and be all over 'my' husband right in front of me! omg ! How could some people be so low !

a7mad " ro'9aaa... the car is here yallaa"

He grabbed my hands and pulled me off the sofa, w rekabna in the lemo and headed off to this place 3nd a lake, where there's a small known restaurant, I didn't hear the other details he was saying, My mind was busy with this 'manal' and how she was totally flirting with him, it bothered me. We didn't talk fl way, he just looked at me then smiled and we both were staring out at spain, at last we were out! Although I still had that awful feeling in my stomach after i saw 'manal' .

When w9alna, the lemo guy came and opened the door for me, I went out and saw a7mad walking towards me with a wide grin. I didn't smile back, just looked at him as he came and led us lain el ma63am, it was such a cosy restaurant with dim lights, and soft music, we sat on the table elly barra3 ely y6el 3al bu7ayra, I wasn't going to eat, bs I really wanted to go out, bs a7een this feeling in me is really annoying, I've never felt shay che before. I was staring 3al bu7ayra, as the waitress was giving a7mad the menu, and making da3aya for their new offer or something, then handed me the menu as I was still staring 3al bu7ayra.

a7mad " ro'9aa"

I turned towards him and looked at his concerned face.

a7mad " what's wrong?"
me " ha? nothing's wrong" (I tried putting on a fake smile)
a7mad " c'mon ro'9a, u can tell me, marra w7da u became che, i thought u wanted to go out..."
me " Yes I do, I'm fine a7mad, it's nothing"
a7mad " Bs you were laughing w kelshay fl lobby until...."

He paused a bit, then raffa3 one eyebrow, and looked at me as if he just discovered something.

a7mad " until manal came . . . "
me " may5e9a... I'm fine... who is she by the way?"

I said with a sort of shaky voice, getting straight to the point. He had his arrogant smile on.

a7mad " hehe... maknt a3arf ennch t'3arain 3alay.. heheee"

I creased my eyebrows, then looked at the menu laying jdami, avoiding his stare.

me " I don't.."

I said with a low voice, barely hearable. Because apparently, I do. But I just found out that, sooo it doesn't count?

a7mad " ahaa.... well manal is fl dawam wyana, she works for my dad y3ne.."
me " oh . . ."
a7mad " I'm flattered ena you're jealous.. bs ro'9a mb l hal daraja? hehe... maknt a3arf ennch u like me this much "

He said with a wide grin, m9addeg 3mra. 9a7 enna I was jealous bs I wouldn't admit that to him! Haly nage9, a5alee y9adg 3mra zyada.

me " It's not that, it's just that I didn't like her..."
a7mad " why? She's really nice"
me " only to you...." ( I rolled my eyes)
a7mad " sho 8a9dch?"
me " What I mean is that she's just nice wyak entaa"
a7mad " may59a.. it's just cz she works for my dad, that's why she's che wyay"
me " ahaa..."
a7mad " haha '3ayoooraa"
me " I told u may5e9a, bs 3a6atny na'9rat 7a8eera, it was annoying, like I'm beneath her or something"
a7mad " hahaha You probably imagined that because you were jealous heheh! "

uff! A7een I'm opening up to him and he's making fun of me, ana el '3al6ana! I sighed heavily and then glared at him w folded my hands. He noticed that I was seriously mad, so he tried changing the subject

a7mad " so, sho bt6lbeeen?"
me " mashay, mb yo3ana....I just ate"
a7mad " drinks? desert ? 3ndhm those fruits wyaa vanilla ice cream looks latheeth , shoo rayech?"
me " la2.... maba........"
a7mad " fine kaifch ana baa6lb shay latheeeeth w I won't give you mennaa ! hehe"

I lifted my head and looked him in the eye and pouted slightly, knt sort of za3lana, my hormones, mixed with jealousy, mixed with annoyance from his teasing me, When a girl tetdalla3 a guy should give her face ! not tease her more..... I know I was over doing it, bs knt aba ydaal3nii back,, and well,,, I wasn't getting anything yet.

He sighed then put his menu on the table, and stood up and pulled his chair so that its exactly 3dal mine, and sat back down. He put his hands 3ala my chair and turned me so that I'm exactly facing him, knee to knee. I looked at him innocently still with an 'im za3lana' face...I knew I was being over daloo3a, bs I really wanted something like ' THIS ' to happen!.. hehe...

He looked into my eyes, with all the teasing sense gone, he had his serious face on.

a7mad " Laish za3lana ro'9a?"

I opened my lips wanting to say something, bs ma3eraft what to tell him... So I just looked into his eyes with a sad look on my face. He reached for my hands and wrapped both of them in his. I bet he knew that would comfort me

me " its just ........"
a7mad " just what?..."
me " She was just all over you, wala channa I exist right there behind you, 7atta when you told her, she acted wala ka2anna it matters and continued with whatever she was doing......and well....... it annoyed me..... I don't care how we got married,, you're still myyy husband, ma7b when people disregard me"
a7mad " So you're mad at herr so that automatically makes you mad at me?"
me " 7asait you were 6affing me too when knt tkalemha.....and... madri 7asait what if we were back in Dubai, is that how it's going to be? And madrii"

My eyes starting tearing, I don't know where all this was coming from, but it's true, it is how I felt.

a7mad " I waasn't ignooring u ! bs salamt 3alaiha, I was being nice y3ne"

I looked down at our hands interlocked. I liked what we had here so far, It's much better than I had ever expected it to be, bs a7s it's too good to be true. Akeed something's going to change once we go back home. I saw one of his hands letting go of mine, then he placed it on my cheeks I looked at him

a7mad " Listen to me ro'9a.... I'm sorry etha 7sastech enna I was ignoring you, but that wasn't my intention really! I'd never do shay like that to u. W you should know that the only thing that's going to change once we go back is that we'll be closer to each other than now...I hope y3ne heh.."

He said as a sincere smile was gradually drawn on his face. I looked into his eyes, and couldn't hold back my smile, HE always knew what to say! I couldn't fight back the tears in my eyes, they weren't tears of sadness, bs che he was too sweet and it made me cry ( I had my period you can't blame me )

a7mad " ayy lat9ee7een ro'9aaa"
me " ehh.. sorryyy"

I was wiping my tears wya my hand, still smiling widely. he took my hands off my face and massa7 one cheek, then the other, then got closer and kissed the crown of my head slowly, and passionately. After that 6ala3ny in my eyes with a devilish grin on his face, I looked down shyly and smiled

a7mad " hehe katkootaa"

I looked at him and just grinned, as he turned to face the table and opened my menu

a7mad " yallaaa lets see what ro'9a wants to eat! "
me " hehe ro'9a will eat whatever a7mad wants her to eat"
a7mad " wehh kel ha because he kissed her forehead, 3yal etha kan y3arf kan kel youm he'll kiss her"

I couldn't help not blushing, remembering the kiss from before. He just laughed at me and looked back at the menu. Then out of nowhere I look up and ....





manal " OMG ! a7mad hiii agaaaaaaaain! You're everywhere!!"

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I was thinking about what fatooma said, it kept rewinding in my head ' ur in denial!'


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a7mad eventually fell asleep with the Tv on, it showed that he was fast asleep, he was sleeping on his tummy with his head laf 9oobi and his arms one near his face and the other jst stretched b3eed. I took the remote from 3dala and put it over the side table, and 3adalat la7afa that he is well m'3a6ay, he must get better, mafeeni ymra'9 anymore. akeed te3ab, lots have happened, it's been a long day. I climbed down into the blanket, and was thinking about the things that have happened. I can't believe I already feel comfortable with him with me on the same bed. I sighed and closed my eyes putting the events of today behind me, and fell asleep.

I woke up to very low voices, but kept my eyes closed, I was still half asleep. While trying to identify the annoying voices, I could feel my head going up, then down, then up a bit then down again and so on, very slightly , but the feeling was present I was sure. I opened my eyes slightly , but everything was still blurry so I closed them, I stretched my arms and body, then put my arm around my pillow, the pillow seemed harder than usual, I didn't want to wake up, I think I've slept for over 10 hours I can feel it, whenever I oversleep I tend to become lazy and unable to wake up immediately. I tightened my arms around the pillow, I didn't want to wake up just yet, the state I was in felt so comfortable, so warm, so right. I peeked through my closed eyes, and I saw that my pillow was black, weird I remember my pillow being white yesterday. I struggled into opening my eyes more, and my vision cleared up more. I saw two legs extending from my pillow, how weird. I must be dreaming? I sat up and looked at the room around me, it looked just like the room I was in last night, my dreams are never this real. I turned my face and I saw a7mad with an amused look on his face with a slight grin brushing on his lips. I stared at him with my eyebrows creased. what a weird dream this is. I kept staring at him, waiting for something to happen in this dream.

a7mad " 9abaa7 el 5aair?"

I stared at his face, then looked away at the room again, investigating my surroundings. then I looked down at his shirt, it was black, and the extending legs, were his. I got off the bed, why was I sleeping on 9adra in this dream?

me "weird" *mumbling to myself"
a7mad " ha?"
me " this is a weird dream"

that's when he burst out laughing, I think I saw tears escaping his eyes, I looked at him confused, then he lifted his head looked at my confused look with a huge grin on his face and still laughing,

a7mad " r u serious?"

I just creased my eyebrows more, and looked at him weirdly. He got up ya jdamy and reached his hand to my shoulder, then pinched me

me " AYY! What was that for???... "

I rubbed my hand on the place he pinched me, it really hurt! What kind of dream is this real???? but it can't be real

a7mad " To prove you're awake and not dreaming??"
me " bs this has to be a dream!"
a7mad " haha Laish?"
me " Why in hell would I be sleeping on your chest IN REAL LIFE??"
a7mad * flashing a hot devilish grin* " you tell me...."

I looked at him scared, then ran off to the bathroom and locked the door behind me. Then went to the sink and splashed some water on my face. Shit I am awake! How many hours of sleep does it take to make me this m9a6la!! AND WHy IN HELL Was I sleeping 3ala 9aDRAAAA?!! HE was the one that sleep talked at night Not me!

I stepped out of the bathroom and saw him sitting on the edge of the bed looking at the Tv, well that explains the low noisy voices! Bs as soon as I got out of the bathroom his stare shifted to me, and the amused grin was drawn on his face all over again. I scowled at him

me "don't u dare say anything! ..."
a7mad " say what? that you were sleeping 3alay? Or the part where you thought it was all a dream? hahahaha"

I just stood there staring at him laughing hysterically like it was the funniest thing he has ever witnessed, it was so embarrassing my face turned flashy red, and I crossed my hands waiting for him to stop it, but he didn't he was still laughing, I know it's funny bs mb l hal daraja! My eyes started tearing up, I was embarrassed, angry, mtwatra, and everything. faj2a the sound of his laugh disappeared and he rushed jreeb 3anni and his face expression turned to a worried one

a7mad "Ro'9aa?? why are you crying???"

I know I am mad, bs mb l hal daraja enna I cry! I wanted to say I don't know to him, but I knew if I said anything I would cry more. I just shook my head and shrugged my shoulders.

a7mad "heyyy c'moon! bs 3ashan I laughed?? I'm sorry ok? It's just that it was so funny ! hehehhe"

Why was I this angry!??! I gave him a cold stare, then went to the bathroom again. My assumption was correct. Now I know why I was crying. It's that time of the month!
I washed my face again, and waited to calm down this time before getting out of the bathroom. Then when 6ela3t there was no one there fl bedroom. I felt like crap. That explains my million hour sleep, I climbed back into the blankets, here goes another day in spain to waste. I saw him walk into the bedroom slowly, looking at me with an apologetical look, as he sat on the bed beside me, facing me. He reached for my forehead, checking my temperature I guess. Then he looked at me with concerned eyes, yet serious ones.

a7mad " what's wrong? shay y3awrch?"

I shook my head innocently and cringed at the pain of my stomach.

a7mad " y3ne kel ha just cz I laughed at you ro'9a?"

I didn't reply, I wished he would just vanish away, i hate talking to people when I have my period, I just want to be alone. I shut my eyes closed and heard him sigh and leave the room.

I woke up later, still feeling lazy. I got up went to the bathroom, then re7t el 9ala. A7mad was sitting there flipping through the channels, with an extremely bored expression on his face. He saw me come out of the bedroom bs jst one glance then took his stare back to the Tv. mmm that was a first. I sat beside him on the sofa and put a pillow over my stomach to keep it warm. I was desperately waiting for him to say something, but he didn't. I turned my face to him, and just looked at him, waiting for him to look back, he turned his face to me and raised one eyebrow

a7mad "what?"
me " mmm a7mad..uh"
a7mad "ro'9a if you expect me to apologize for laughing at a funny thing, I wont 3ashan el 9ara7a I don't think ana '3al6an in any way, I don't know why you cried, bs ... mm madrii"

He said it with such a cold expression and turned his face back to the Tv. Who said I expect him to apologize?!! What happened to the ' I don't want to see you crying' a7mad, I felt the tears crawling back to my eyes. Oh no, my hormones are kicking in agaain ,, ahhh!
He turned to face me, with a surprised, confused face.

a7mad ' ahh what did I do now??"

I looked at him with my teary eyes and shrugged my shoulders, as in saying I don't know. At that moment all I wanted was someone to comfort me, even if my crying had no explanation, but of course he didn't get that, he doesn't even know what's wrong with me. I couldn't sit up anymore, my stomach pain was kicking back in. I put my head down on his lap and held my knees close to 9adry, ignoring his overly confused face, I need something, or someone warm, and this was the only way I could get it, I didn't want to bother explain myself. I felt his hand on my hands that were placed on my stomach, then his cold touch on my face, moving my hair off my face

a7mad " ro'9a sho feech?"

I looked to his worried face, and thought it was time I tell him, uff why didn't he figure it out lain a7een?! He's definitely old enough to know symptoms of the period! I pointed at my stomach, then he looked at me for seconds trying to figure out what I meant, then he gasped as he found out

a7mad " Oooooh! That..."

I just nodded slightly, then he gave me a soft smile.

a7mad "That explains everything!"

He put his hands over my hip and I heard him mumble a sorry bs I wasn't so sure that's what he said, but that was what it sounded like. We sat there in silence, with nothing but the Tv sound on. After about an hour I was so hungry, I haven't eaten anything all day, I sat up as he turned to face my frowned face questionably,

me " a7mad I'm hungry"
a7mad " oh mmm what do you want to eat?"
me " mmm madri ayshay you want...?"
a7mad " oh mmmm I hope you don't mind bs ana kalait when you were sleeping, knt wayd yo3an...bs mmm I ate shay che chicken and mushroom sauce fouga with baked potato kan latheeth you want?"

The thought that he ate without me bothered me, but I don't know why. It gave me a weird feeling in my stomach. I didn't want to think so I decided to just eat what he ate

me "oh... mmm ok"
a7mad " ok I'll call them now for u"

He went to the phone and dialed room service, and ordered. Then he came back to where he was sitting

a7mad " So, are you feeling any better?"
me "mmmm maybe shway"

I gave him a slight smile that I tried forcing out of myself.

a7mad "come here"

He said while patting 3dala and putting his arm stretched on top of the cushion. I thought about it for a second, but decided to abandon my worries, it's just a7mad after all. So r7t 3dala and he pushed my head gently onto his chest and put his stretched arm around my shoulder. I tilted my head up looking at his satisfied face, he looked happy.

I felt this sudden attraction to him, I wanted him, I wanted to kiss him, his lips seemed to call for mine. Both of us were heavily breathing at that time. He started bringing his face closer to mine, he was aiming for my lips I could see his eyes filled with lust staring at my lips. I didn't want to runaway, I was right where I wanted to be.
He was so close that I could feel his breath on my face, There was a hesitation on both parts as our lips were only centimeters away from touching, He closed his eyes, and I closed mine, and I felt it, his lips on mine, just a peck that lasted for seconds and he pulled slowly back studying my face. I was bewildered, my expression was blank, I looked at him dazzled. I was taken back by my thoughts.... how could I feel this way........I actually liked it .......and.....and....




I wanted more ............